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okay i think this is my last blog on xanga. no suprise. this place is dead and feels like high school. haha. anyone have a LIVEJOURNAL because i just decided to move there. just decided to post this to push another entry down.
okay since i've been hanging out with krystle a WHOLE LOT. and she seems like the only one that reads this....imma dedicate this blog to her.
(don't you feel special....haha)
anyways.....krystle. you are freakin cool. the day i met you (or kinda met you) i knew it. because you take risks. even if you do get away the first time, you come back for another and get it done. haha. if you don't know what i'm talking about i'm referring to running away when you saw me at the cafateria with your incubus shirt on. and seeing me another time and asking me out. freakin cool. so we did go out...and it was...awkward...weird....
don't you agree...just look at my leg. haha. and the way you are standing, like get your arm off of me. i have no idea what expression is on my face. i loved the letters everyday though! and miss it. so we got distant for awhile.
but guess what, we are friends! haha. in my opinion, one of my best friends. probably at this period, my best friend.
you are almost always there down to hang out with me. and i don't mind spending alot of time with you. i don't know if you see it as just time to get your mind off thinking about daryl. i sure don't mind though. because i just like to chill. but travel at the same time. so travel and chill we shall do. haha. freakin' gas and money...
(you digging in your purse...maybe for money)
i think most girls...well besides nina, would get tired of me by now. but i guess you haven't. and i really appreciate that. since i do have less friends. i'd rather have a good friend like you rather than a bunch of shit talkers. and hanging out with you has kept me out of trouble. notice i dont' party or get drunk as much as i used to. well, not at all. and i don't think i should be drinking after what i did the last party. well we can have fun and see weird things without using drugs....
i really do think hanging out with each other is helping get over our ex's too! is it? well, we do bring them up. i think almost every time. i guess relationships is what we are into. but i don't really even feel like trying with other girls. i guess, i'm just happy with how i am right now. drama free. ahhhh and it feels sooo good. here is a picture of you...drama free looking...
and that tear is from happiness. or the air blowing into your eye. haha. either way, at least you aren't sad!
well anyways, you just IMed me about how you are stuck in SF. that sucks. hope you do make it back home safely. or having fun trying.
there ya go krystle, a whole entry about you. don't feel too special. haha.
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let me tell you about my vision....my dream....my goal....
i picture myself in a BIG house. a TWO story house i have always wanted to live in. with several bedrooms and ENTERTAINMENT rooms. one bedroom will be for me and my wife with a HUGE closet just for her. i want one of those THEATRE ROOMS to watch movies in.
another bedroom will be for my child. preferably a boy. well....i guess one boy, one girl, and hmm...another one. at least one of them , i will teach how to skateboard. why? because i WILL have a SKATEPARK in my backyard. i want to dress my kids to be the CUTEST little kids out of the crowd. i'll let them choose whatever they want to do in life as long as it's a positive thing and keeping them out of trouble. if they want to be a doctor they can be a doctor, if they want to be an ARTIST they can be an artist, as long as it's their dream career they would LOVE.
I WANT TO POINT AT MY KIDS AND TELL SOMEONE:
"HEY! LOOK AT THOSE KIDS! THEY LOOK LIKE ME!!!"
i want to SPOIL my family and TRAVEL ALL AROUND THE WORLD!
i want to have our PHOTO STUDIO up and going.
i want to be successful...
i want to look at all the DREAM KILLERS in the eye and say:
"LOOK AT ME NOW! FUCK YOU!"
-peace.
-JR
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okay, i'm toooooo bored at work. WAY TOO BORED! sooooooo....i decide to update......
March 11, 2005: 6:59pm,
dear xanga, today my car broke down.......................................
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on another note before that i came to class 8am when really my class started at 9:30am today. a girl with SHORT HAIR did the same. we introduced ourselves, got a drink, and studied together. she wants me to go bodega bay with her......heh....hehe....heh.....he......
IM BORED AT WORK!!!!!
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mannnn....i'm freakin' bored at the school library! the only reason why i'm still on campus is because i'm waiting for my dad to come here and pay for my classes. i think he shoulda just gave me a check to pay for it, but whatever's fine with me. i'm just thankful he pays for my classes even though he may not agree with the classes i take. yay....
i'm thankful for having money. i'm thankful for saving my money unlike most people. but, their's always a bad side....siblings always wanting to borrow money. and i'm not talking 5-20 bucks here....i'm talking 200 bucks! each! fuck.....i'm trying to save here...i guess i'll be generous though...they are my family. and i know if i needed money they'd let me borrow too. i think....
guess what....I GOT HIRED AT PERFECT STUDIO!!! i start on tuesday. i didn't know they would just hire me like that. crazyyy...he still remembered me from when i first tried getting a job there when they first opened. hopefully it'll be fun. plus taking pictures are my hobby. but i didnt think i would actually make it into a job. well besides the photo studio me, mike, james, and whoever else is opening. that'll be sooo COOL when that happens! but back to perfect studio...yeah...i need to practice on setting up a shot. i've never actually done portraiture before. i need help. if anyone wants me to take a picture of them and others give me a call! hehe. i really want to practice setting up poses.
i think imma go concord today and check out barnes, borders, and waldenbooks. yeahh.....call me a nerd. but i really need to get research done and when i was at starbucks yesterday with the guys...nothing accomplished.
soooo...valentines day is coming up!!!
*BLEHHHH!!!!* i don't even remember what i did last year. then again, i do have a memory problem. i doubt i did anything romantic though. haha. me...romantic? hahahha.
well, hopefully my dad should be coming soon so adios amigos!
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"swing swing" with all-american rejects... 
break time from tent to tent..."FREE STUFF!"... 
best band performance in my opinion...MOTION CITY SOUNDTRACK!.. 
marian loved it too!... 
almost missed FALL OUT BOY! but still close... 
thorn for every heart... 
had 2 bags to carry and marian hanging on for this one...THRICE!... 
saw Pierre while taking a rest watching skaters... 
Gatsby's American Dream... 
Gerard Way from My Chemical Romance telling everyone to put up the middle finger... 
lookie who i saw at warped tour again...same kind of picture... 
danielyn later hit me while she crowd surfed to Senses Fail.. 
and that was a GREAT MEMORABLE DAY this summer! 
see you again next year mr. warped tour! -JR r>
