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| What a loss.. wasted an entire afternoon prepping and laminating.. and nothing. Oh and I also can't believe this, but let's just say if you're the owner of a cat, and maybe dog, how fast you can lose your innocence whenever they find vermin's. Tommy has been staking out the kitchen for a while now, seeking for a rodent, of course he had stopped presenting the dead corpses to me, when I believe he thinks I don't appreciate him for his talent, but yep so today I stepped in the kitchen, lo and behold... Tommy had a probably dried out mouse in his mouth.. I quickly caught my cat by the scruff of his neck, and he dropped it. So I quickly whisked the corpse away and ran downstairs to throw it with the next day's garbage collection. If other alley cats smell the mouse corpse, then woe to them. Who knows what might have the rodent ingested that killed it.
The issue though now is that my cat is right now seeking the darn thing to no ail, unless there are others, but I pretty much stopped screaming, and this may signal a loss of innocence. Typically girls should probably be afraid of rodents, but pretty much with a cat.. you grow quite numb and disassociated yourself to those things, that should have people screaming "eek" to. | | |
| Okay with the fluctuations of the U.S. currency, what happens if someone gives you in an exchange of cash for coins after a sale. You discover that you were given a Canadian Penny on the premises that it would be the U.S. penny? So the dilenma now is.. what the heck do you do with a Canadian Penny, when people obviously won't even use it on this side of the boarder?
So that is one of my current dilemmas, as I order take out for dinner tonight. I was cheated yes when I received that Canadian Penny, but should I pass the fraud penny the delivery guy when I give him all of the loose change I have? I hoard a lot of lose change, and yes with barely any cash, there is lots of loose change, so now what? Ugh must try to pass off that penny though, so then I must and will!
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| Well I sent off some applications here and there, and yes, have been stressing more and more about dwindling funds. So yes, in the process of trying to save more money. Will be a trial that is for sure.
Was reading this blog entry from Peter Payne, and trying to not over think things. Japan will be there.. japan will be there.. Am still trying to think of another masters positively, without thinking of the $20K+ into the hole I will be in, and of the over qualification argument, that would probably occur. | | |
| Okay so I didn't get to bed until 5:30AM this morning, woke up late for the Tezuka Day at Kino. Cursed the MTA for their weekend transit schedule. Makes me cry for the Japanese system some more. What a nuisance. So went and heard the last end of Vertical Pub's panel. Then I quickly found Black Lagoon vol 8 and the DVD set.. snatched those up of course. Then went to Bookoff, also purchased some things. Then went to Duets 48, where some friends of mine are. Made several new friends, unfortunately because of the weekend, and the timing, ended up seeing most of them leave, since they were in NYC since Friday. Took a Sunday night tourist run to Ground Zero.. and while yes the location was pretty windy - saw it as it what is was. A construction site where a building came down. Took my friend back up to 34th Street, where she caught the train back up to Queens, and I went back down to Brooklyn. Ah what a night, also came home to leftovers from yesterday's banquet. There was so much leftovers at my table, that my mom brought home a majority from our table. Oh this morning, found out what a thoughtful banquet favor was, a wine stopper.
I need to go and fix the photos sooner or later. I cannot for the life of me concentrate on editing photos when I am in class. It is pretty annoying, never was able to fully concentrate whenever I am at a computer class, or where there is a public setting. Wish I was able to blast music in my ears, so that I can do that. Seems rude to even ask the professor that, so I guess I will have to concentrate then. I will most likely need to lug my laptop since, I am still trying to fix the weekend's banquet shots, and an additional today's shots as well.
Oh and my budget went flying out the window today.. >_< How will I ever save money up! | | |
| Everyone's life is different, and as of now.. I see my life in a cross road of some sorts. So many opportunities, and chance.. what to do this, should I go in this directions or not?
The recession is plaguing heavily on my mind, because of the lost opportunities, plus with the ideas of success, that has colored my perspective from time before.
I went to a wedding a few hours ago. I am very happy for my friend the bride.. but that is also another path, should I or shouldn't I think about?
I want to be able to go to Japan before I get too old. Unfortunately, I recently broke a chain of events, that would have been better for me in terms of usefulness for Japan. Trying to catch onto that dream is hard. I have this issue of changing everything at the very last minute.. trying not to say woe is me.. but swallowing a bitter pill, as I rush into my dream is a harder thing to grasp. If I go within the year, then would I be giving up a career then?
Is it hard to grasp the change then? | | |
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