4-0! Faith on 3, baby.. I am so happy for them but only if you can see me, my face is not worth being it. Grr. I am starting to hate myself and it isn't good for me. I am so lost in reality and i don't know why. Well, I know he hates me. He hates me for being such a loud ass during games. And I am so stupid and now regreting being so0o loud and yet so confident cheering for him and saying lots of "i love you's" every single shot which I don't do to others. Well, I didn't know Jelo's going to be pissed at me coz of that because for me, it's nothing. It's just for fun. And yeah, nothing too serious about it, just 1/8 of it. Harhar. And now I'm kidding. I am so lost. I can't find myself. I feel sorry about myself, but I know I'm strong. Oh yeah I am strong. But, what if this is my weakness? Darn baby. Can you help me? You could but you won't. Well, it is only I who can help my own self. Unless... He could clear things up to me. Who knows.. If I were to place myself into a basketball game, I could've so much points and i lost my big last shot. That's it. And still I lose.  Sad isn't it? Okay.

Why is it everytime I write about him, it always has to be this long? Haha. I say so much things.. To think, we're having no connections at all. Argh. Saying I hate him is equal to saying I hate myself. Grrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!

Well, nice game Faith! Loved it and loving it even more. Hardiharhar!

The two of you are about to touch off some serious pyrotechnics -- so will it be 'ooh, ahh' or run-for-cover?.. - I and oh... nevermind!

HOW LABO CAN I GET?

I hate it when I watch Kuy's games; and loving it at the same time. I start hating it because I'm starting to feel something again which I do not want to feel anymore. Argh! What is this I'm going through? Well, I'm loving it because I see friends, and I can get out of hell because only in Kuy's games I'm allowed to go out. And yeah, I love watching because I can get to see old friends and.... oh no nevermind!  

Things are being too fast all over again...

By the way, Danielle, can I laugh at Paul? Please, allow me!

Someday, somehow... He'll probably get to understand me, and be sensitive about others' feelings. Probably he'll learn, not now but maybe when the right time comes.

It's been a while..........

haha! Since I last updated my blog. Well, I'm just here, just too lazy to update this thing I have. I almost forgot that I have a blog.

The other day, Gillian and Paul picked me up here at home at around 4pm.. We went to Greenhills. Then had a short talk about First Quadrant.

They dropped me off again at home at around 8:30pm.

Then argument starts....

Money vs. Education = Paul vs. Anj

Which makes me feel so bad and yeah taught me how to be numb. Like some other people. I hate it! But hell no, I'll stay as who I really am.

Call me sensitive whenever you want, just don't eat your words when time comes. Okay? Don't you ever come around and say sorry that you're wrong. Argh. Ang pagsisisi nga naman, parating nasa huli.. Damn it.

Too much understanding I have, too much patience I gave, too much pain I get..

How unfair can life get?

Happy birthday to my ever dearest Father, Ricardo C. Dela Cruz, Sr.

I've been doing nothing these past few days. But I just want to thank Sun Cellular for making things possible and so right for me.

I miss going out, watching movies, watching basketball games, I miss the team, I miss my friends, I miss everyone! My closest ones knows the real score, and most especially our Almighty God!

Thank you, Lord for everything.

Last Monday, the second faith. practice I attended.

Gene and Gionell were late and so they weren't able to play well.

Mga lasing pa! Hahaha!

Oh well, Mikko told them to go back to the next practice nalang.

Ateneo says "Thank you, Gene!"

Well, just ask him why is Ateneo thanking him.

After the practice, I decided to go with them since I wanted

to see Jerome and Kamille. Haha. Cute little kids. I just really

love to take care and have a great time with kids. Lalo na kung katulad

ni Jerome at Kamille. Hehe. Include narin their cousins. So cute!

Jerome and Ate Anj

Ate Anj and Kamille

It's nice spending time with them..

They have lots of stories to tell..

May sense man o wala, basta kasama sila.....

Goodvibes na!