| "The trouble with love is .. it can tear you up inside make your heart believe in lies it's stronger than your pride ...."
I absolutely hate that my best guy friend in the whole world is
being taken for granted by some fuckin chick who wastes her time to go
out drinking with fraternity guys and never calls him or tells him
anything and strings him along.. she "texts" when her drunk ass is too
intoxicated to know where the hell she isand what she's doing and it
makes me sick to know that this happens to an awesome person, a person
that shouldn't be taken for granted, that shouldn't have to worry about
if the girl that he so strongly cares about is sneaking behind his
back. Secrets cause problems and how can you trust a person if they
won't open up to you, and tells you things noone else knows. So I used
to date my best guy friend Nick (love ya always will) we've known each
other for about 5 years AND WE ARE STILL GREAT FRIENDS!!!! we opened up
to one another told each other things and cared deeply, we took a
chance on something that 5 years ago seemed to be dangerous. Well I met
the BEST person I know on a chance....so sweet, caring, mature
(childlike at times) we laughed, and carried on. Yeah I'll admit I miss
him and yes I'll admit he can do better and he deserves alot better
than what he's been given. I want him to be happy SO BAD That's all
that I have wanted for the last 5 years that I have known him. What
tops it all off is that no matter how hard I try I still have feelings
for him and I know he still cares for me...FOR CHRIST SAKES HE'S THE
ONLY GUY THAT I KNOW THAT CAN TALK TO ME ON THE PHONE FOR OVER AN HOUR!
.....And never run outta things to say....Omg i knew this would happen
ahhh tears for April.... Yes this makes me that upset NO ONE deserves
to be unhappy, especially him.... Nick if you read this which you
probably will...It made me so HAPPY that you called me tonight I hadn't
talked to you in such along time (at least over the phone) and to know
that I can always make you smile and laugh and forget about your
problems for a short amount of time lets me know that we'll always be
there for each other no matter what....No matter if guys and girls come
and go we'll always have each other...I'll always have your back
and you'll hopefully always have mine....and maybe every new years we
need to hang out to drink wine and celebrate a new year with the same
carring friend we'll always have in each other....You'll Always be my
Nickers and I hope that our friendship continues to grow with time and
that we never fall apart. I wish you luck in your female adventures
because god knows I want you to be Healthy,and Happy. and to never
forget each other. Big Hugs!~ Always,
~*April*~
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| OMG MY 21ST BIRTHDAY IS THIS SUNDAY !!!!! THAT'S SUPER AWESOME!!!!! WOOT WOOT!!!! LATER ALL ~*APRIL*~
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i have decided that i really like this semester for 2 reasons i'm
getting the classes i need and i'll get them done asap (well i hope)
and i have a job that i can make really good money ( come see me
applebees on the westside of evansville mon wed friday night!~ ask for
me ( TIP GOOD LOL ) but yeah it's going smoothly really and i
think it'll be great i have a ton of friends in my classes and i enjoy
that a shit ton lol :). I'm gonna go to the gym on tuesdays and
thursdays and try to get my girlish figure that i never had in my
possesion lol. I have 14 credit hours this semester and i think that's
good i have 3 real classes and interweb course and a theatre lab the
web course will kick my ass its a medical course for my ethics
requirements and i gotta hit that hard I need to graduate in 2007 so
i'll do what ever i have to do it in that amount of time ya know. Ed
agve me a necklace for christmas that has his fraternity letters on it
and that's so Awesome but then you'd have to know what it means
ans it just makes me so happy !~ but it's late and now i must get
some rest interweb course and voice and diction i will do tomorrow as
well as the GYM!!!!! AHHHH lol love ya guys ~Always~*April*~
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| so christmas with the parentals is insane, granted i do like my gifts that i have gotten so far Yay, i'm now in the ipod crew thankyou thankyou ~woot woot i'm really excited about this next semester because i WILL be going to the gym alot more and i gotta new work out dealy to wear .. i'm trying to find a class to replace my heath proffessions class because i just figured out that will cost me a buttload so i'm lookin for a 300-400 class that i can take so i'll be closer to graduating  I really miss my Ed!!!!! i can't sleep very well at all i think i've gotten about 8 hours of sleep in the past 3 days ... which isn't very nice... i figured out i'm off work tomorrow and i'm very happy about that !~~~~~~ no putting up with mass amounts of returns at spencers woo hoo but on the other hand i wanted to wish everyone a merry christmas and all that jazz !
~ Love ya' all
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| Why is it every flippin finals week i have to get Sick!!!! I absolutly
Hate it with a passion!!!!! I mean i have musical theatre to SING
...... Kinda need a voice for that ....AND i have acting II to umm ACT
I KINDA need a VOICE for that and i really hate sounding congested!!!
it flippin sucks ass and it's killing me and if i had a choice
i'd never get sick because it's a pain in the ass and now that i am
done typing my wrath i'm going to go blow my nose since that
seems to be the only think i have done with in the past 72 hours
!!!!!!!!!!!!
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