| Who I am hates who I've been. . . well said. Actually , who I am hates who I am now. Why is it I can't go back to that place that used to be home. Where I could just go across the fkin street and laugh and play and be with my best friends. The home where I used to dance with my mom in the kitchen as I ask "is it rice again for dinner?" I'm sorry mommy. I love rice. I really do. I'm sorry I wasn't a better son and I had to leave home. Because sometimes, I'm not perfect. I'm far from it. I guess perfect would have been saying I'm sorry and I should just deal with him, so I can stay there and be a good son. I ran away instead. I cried when Dad had to leave. I didn't understand. And now I'm crying cuz I left you too. Stuck in a life where I still don't know what the hell is going on. I just wanna be that kid again, wanting to sleep a little more cuz I can hear you vaccuuming downstairs on a Saturday afternoon. I know if I get up I'd have to clean too. I should of helped out more. I wish I was better. Thanks for raising me with manners. I'm told I'm a nice guy. I guess. Oh, and I don't mind picking up Dustin either. I loved picking him up from after school and seeing his eyes light up cuz he loves to watch cartoons when we got home. When I look at old pictures, I wonder how I got here. I haven't seen you in awhile, but I'm going to call you, k? Cuz i miss home. Honestly. But I wish I was perfect. I wish I was strong as you mommy.
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| this was the best labor day weekend ever. the end.
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| In about 15 days, I'm going to be able to say, "Cmon, we're all adults here." .... and mean it. turning 21 sons. 
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| lookin forward to...
TL WTF BBQ ...check!
Greddy Ti-C exhaust ...check!
TL Toronto Trip ...check!
Bonnaroo, TN
TL Cruise nights and sunrise cruise
added:
TB Spacer
Port n polished TB
Nismo Rear Lip
or..... F/I ! HAHA
by the way. TO trip was awesome. Congee Wong has some bangin JOOK.
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