FYI, I have a new blog called: and I'm Reading This Because?...both blogs are linked together.

find it at http://iamtalkingnow.blogspot.com

work...the final frontier...geez, I hope not.  Why aren't American work weeks shorter and for more pay?  Am I asking too much?  Lets see, I have been to work one day this week and it is one day too long. 

Can you believe I am back?  Yes, my period of happiness is over and now I must subject you normal (I use that term loosely) people to my ramblings and my unhappiness---Lets see....what can we discuss...

Well, I haven't written since April and very few things have changed.  Isn't that funny--normally I tell people that are unhappy to grow up and change it, yet, sometimes it isn't the willingness to change that is the problem, its how to change.  How do you find the fork in the road in front of you when it has been straight for so long? When do you turn off?  

I sometimes think that we really never grow beyond the age of 16.  Think about it...we all have those same insecurities about ourselves and relationships. Now, we just have bills, work and responsibilites to distract us.  I alway think--If I had this brain when I was 16 I would probably make the exact same mistakes.  Why is this?  Are we pre-ordained to live one sort of life?

I just had a conversation with my mom and I realized that as hard as I tried not to be like her, I am.  She and I could almost be the same person.  When the hell did that happen?  Holy Crap!  I have seen the man my mom ended up with---that does not instill confidence that my future is as bright and shiney as I once thought it was.  Its funny, I thought being thirty would somehow change me. All I know is that I am the exact same person I was when I was 29, now I am just one year closer to death.  Is that too pessimistic?

Well, I am back--for how long, I do not know, but here I am today!  Here is my beef--What the hell is going on with the Kings.  Are fans pissed?  Hell yes we are--Not because they loose--every team looses sometimes, but because we know they can play better than they have.  Crap, I can play better than they have.  How are you going to have the best record in the league for the entire season, and you freakin blow it the last few games?  I have come to the conclusion that one of two things is going on:  Either they are playing bad so that they look really good in the playoffs, or someone is paying them off.  You cannot beat the best teams in the league and loose to the worst.  At this rate, there is no way they are going to make it past the first round.  I don't believe the Chris Webber excuse--yes, he can screw up the mojo of the team,  but give the guy a break, he has been injured for the majority of the season---give him a chance to find his groove.  That being said---where in the world is the rest of the damn team?  This is the time you all pull together to carry one of your failing players.  That is the idea of a team.  How are you going to walk off the court, after loosing the pacific title, like it was a pre-season game and meant nothing?  Sacramento fans deserve better than this.  We deserve the team we know them to be.   This entry goes out to the entire team of Dillholes known as the Sacramento Kings.

Quote of the day:

What do you know about chicks?

As in the animals?  Nothing.  As in women?  Still nothing

Chandler Bing (aka Matthew Perry) Friends

Well, Friday has again graced us with it's presence--thank goodness.  This has been the week from hell.  Today the discussion is the uber-dillhole.  The dillhole that transcends all others.  The dillhole you hold up as the pinnacle of all dillholes.  The uber-dillhole is someone who refuses to learn from mistakes and keeps repeating them.  Generally speaking, this person takes down everyone else with them.  This is the dillhole who has no regard for anyone else...I am going to have a stamp made, this way, when you see uber-dillhole stamped on someone's forehead, you know to stay away.