| so I'm sick sorta. Strangest little illness, just keeps going away and coming back and going away and coming back. Its about to piss me off, I'd kick it's ass if I could find it. My weekend is looking kinda shot because of this whatever the hell it is. Oh well, well deserved rest. |
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| Ah finally a settled and measurable amount of peace....well not really...but I feel good. College applications still beckon to me through the darkness but my wonderfully relaxed school scedual evens all things out significantly. My weight loss has reached down and become 66 lbs as of today...oh yes, rockin the house. I have to take the SAT again this weekend which will not only fry my brain but destroy my whole being...but at the same time I shall rip through it with the speed and vigor of Ron Jeremy. Unfortunatly though I must find a job and get some cash in my pocket, my wallet is empty and its only another month till my gym memebership comes up. Its almost the end of highschool and as I look back on all I have accomplised I feel amazed. Life keeps on Rollin. |
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| I learned some things this break, maybe the lessons were not easy to handle nor were they by any means fun, but I learned none the less
"You never know the value of something until it is needed"
"Sometimes letting go of the thing you want most, is harder then obtaining it"
"After touching a hot stove one is not too keen on trying their luck again without first forgetting how much is burns. Such is the way the heart of man functions." |
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| Anger can be an intoxicating emotion, a slow burn deep down in the core waiting for more kendling to be added before it explodes out and tears down all in it's path. Good thing I have strong hold over my emotions or someone might get hurt. |
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