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myspace brookebrooke89
love ya brooke
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| Well wow let me tell you this week worse week of my life.
I really don't know why Im writing this cause its not
like anyone really reads the thing anyways...or ever
even comes to this site anymore. Well my family this
week has been totally stressful and horrible...yes
horrible that has to be the word to describe it.
Well my mom and I are just now starting to talk
again...LONG STORY!....kinda personal too. I am
failing Algebra which I really don't know how I
am doing that one...I haven't been to gymnastics
in like 2-3 weeks...so more stress there cause
thats my stress reliever...Im so behind in
school...then theres Kyle which really everything
is going pretty ok with him for once...Im starting
to actually get closer to his parents..which is cool...I
guess...I just have this problem with trusting people
and really I don't think its about trust its more
like I don't like getting close to people. Today
I went to Mc.Donalds in Highland to put a job
application in and Pizza Hut...I took Tyler and
Cole along and we went to Dairy Queen for ice
cream. Came home and Alyssa was here. Now
I am sitting here because I couldn't go to gymnastics
again tonight with nothing to do...Kyle is spending
the night at Raymonds...so can't talk to him
tonight...so tonight kinda sucks. I think I'll
go outsideand join Alyssa and Hunter at the
bond fire.
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| Don't you love that feeling when everything just comes together it all worked out how you wanted to be...and you worried for days...and in the back in your mind you knew it would work...out but your one of those people that worry about the almost impossible. Today was a good day. Well then school was over and I had to go to play practice til 10:15 at night...ooo Im so ready for this musical to be over with...you all should come and watch...well my friends you better...well off to bed I go cause my whole body hurts...and I need sleep..and I still have to write my P.E. paper tomorrow morning..yay for me.
I LOVE KYLE- brooke |
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| I hate this I
hate all of this...how I just messed up the only thing I want to work
right now...maybe thats the sign its not ment to be. I always have to
have the problems...there you go see it does screw everything up. Maybe
Im tring to hard...maybe I am doing something wrong that I can't see...
maybe Im not as good as a person as I thought.
They say its true love if its not handed to you
but its so hard its going to kill you
am I wasting my time on something that
will never happen no matter how much I
want it to. Problems are always in the way.
Parents don't like it.
Like they say parents can make or break
a relationship, I believe that maybe they want
to break this one. My fear has come true they
get to really really know me they don't like
what they are seeing and they don't even
see the whole thing, and it doesn't get better
so maybe I should just back away and let this be
or maybe I should try..try for what something that
is out of my hands.
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