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Saturday, August 27, 2005

Artist: Joan Osborne Lyrics
	Song: What If God Was One Of Us Lyrics
	If God had a name what would it be? And would you call it to his face? If you were faced with him In all his glory What would you ask if you had just one question? And yeah, yeah, God is great Yeah, yeah, God is good Yeah, yeah, yeah-yeah-yeah What if God was one of us? Just a slob like one of us Just a stranger on the bus Trying to make his way home If God had a face what would it look like? And would you want to see If seeing meant that you would have to believe in things like heaven and in Jesus and the saints and all the prophets () Trying to make his way home Back up to heaven all alone Nobody calling on the phone 'cept for the Pope maybe in Rome(*) Just trying to make his way home Like a holy rolling stone Back up to heaven all alone Just trying to make his way home Nobody calling on the phone 'cept for the Pope maybe in Rome

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Tuesday, August 09, 2005

You had me

You lost me

You're wasted

You cost me

I don't want you here messing with my mind

Spitting in my eyes and I still see

Tried to keep me down

I'm breaking free

I don't want no part in your next fix

Someone needs to tell you this is it

Hey listen you'll be missin'

Out on all my love and my kissing

Make your mistakes on your own time

When you come down you're just no good to have around

Instead of making money you took mine

[Chorus]

You had me

You lost me

You're wasted

You cost me

I don't want you here messing with my mind

I've realized in time

that my eyes are not blind

I've seen it before

I'm taking back my life

You tried to trade on my naivete

But the things you do and say embarrass me

See once upon a time I was your fool

But the one I leave behind is you

Hey listen you'll be missin'

Out on all my love and my kissing

Make your mistakes on your own time

When you come down you're just no good to have around

Instead of making money you took mine

[Chorus]

Vodka and a packet of cigarettes

That's all it used to be but now

You're sniffing on snow when you're feeling low

Suffocating dreams that could have been

Maybe for a minute I was down with that

But it didn't take long for me to see the light

You swore you had control of it

But when I stepped back you slipped on your supply

[Chorus]

Taking it back I'm taking it back

Taking back my life

Taking it back I'm taking it back

Taking back my life

Ain't nobody got no business stressing all the time

Taking it back I'm taking it back

Taking back my life

[Chorus]

Taking it back I'm taking it back

Taking back my life

Taking it back I'm taking it back

Taking back my life

Ain't nobody got no business stressing all the time

Taking it back I'm taking it back

Taking back my life

how's tt?

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Thursday, July 21, 2005

yay! i'm happie, bt i'm damn sad... haha. wad's wrong w me? why was tt bus ride home so weird? so happie to see u, bt u were so cold, so quiet... e past week was one of e happiest times of my life. no idea y i felt so secure w u.... i miss u. i think i do? bt do u noe? do u even care? or m i just another one of those flings? cos if i was, here sum news for 4 , u were to. i hav no idea where this is gg... i'm trying to decide whether i rellie do like u... waking up for those 2 or 3 times finding yer msg on my fone. sweet. bt things r so fast n now it's gone. 1 week. 1 week.

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Wednesday, July 06, 2005

i'm broken. yet again. it's so hard. i try... i promise i tried. but it hurts so bad... y do i get myself into this again... i thot i was happie... looking deeper, i noe tt he wldn't feel e same abt me. there's nthn gd abt me. i'm bad, useless, worthless. cry, cry, cry, tt's all i noe. tt's all i do. y do i allow mysef to breakdwn time n again? stupid. damn it. i'm so fucked up. i need a chewbone. what's wrong w me? so emotional all e time. this is crazy. med soc test is coming n this is wad i get myself into. y did i hafta find sum1 so perfect. why. esp when i noe i'm nt gd enuff. i hate it when things end in e way things hav always ended. it hurts. i can pretend i'm fine w it bt it's all a show. deep dwn it's still there. it'll nvr go away.

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Sunday, July 03, 2005

A Thousand Miles

Making my way downtown.
Walking fast.
Faces pass and I'm homebound.

Staring blankly ahead. 
Just making my way,
Making a way through the crowd.

And I need you,
And I miss you, 
And now I wonder.

If I could fall into the sky 
Do you think time would pass me by? 
'Cause you know I'd walk a thousand miles.
If I could just see you... tonight.

It's always times like these, 
When I think of you, 
And I wonder if you ever think of me. 

'Cause everything's so wrong,
And I don't belong. 
Living in your precious memory 

'Cause I need you 
And I miss you 
And now I wonder... 

If I could fall into the sky,
Do you think time would pass me by? 
Oh,'Cause you know I'd walk a thousand miles, 
If I could just see you... tonight. 

And I I don't wanna let you know, 
I I drown in your memory,
I I don't wanna let this go 
I I don't. 

Making my way downtown, 
Walking fast. 
Faces pass and I'm homebound. 

Staring blankly ahead.
Just making my way. 
Making a way through the crowd. 

And I still need you, 
And I still miss you, 
And now I wonder... 

If I could fall into the sky, 
Do you think time would pass us by? 
'Cause you know I'd walk a thousand miles 
If I could just see you... 

oh oh

If I could fall into the sky, 
Do you think time would pass me by? 
'Cause you know I'd walk a thousand miles, 
If I could just see you. 
If I could just hold you....tonight

i miss baobao...

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