I need to think of some more fun stuff to put on here. It's getting boring... well... let's face it... I'm just boring... Hmm....I need to go and hang out with Brie this weekend. I miss her. ::sigh:: Today... has been... boring.. Ah, gosh... nothing interesting happened...didn't see anything fun... except...Karen Pruitt... Oh my goodness... in CARSS... HAHAHA that was the funniest thing ever!!!! But, yeah... still, this is quite boring...

Gosh.. I want to talk to Kenny, but he isn't on... Oh jezze...

Well I'm going to go...

I love YOU.

Hannah

 I discovered that there is always something occuring in everything, everybody, everyone...

Beauty.

I think that there is so much around me.

So much...

Beauty.

That it is sometimes...

so much to take in.

I feel as if my heart will burst. 

Ok, so, I'm being forced to update me xanga.

Mmm....

So, yeah...

I was just thinking of this for you... (yes you... who doesn't believe a word I say...)So here it is...

My letter to you.

Hey you,
You, who I long to be with
To hold
To smell
To taste
To feel.
I love the way you talk
I love the way you laugh
I love how you
say,"Goodnight Baby."
I think about you all the time.
In my bed
At school
In my dreams.
When I tell you,
You don't believe me
You change the subject
You look away
But,
What I tell you is true.
I would never lie to you.
Especially about something
As serious
As this.
Maybe one day,
You'll believe what I tell you
When I can
Actually
Physically
Prove it.

I love you.

/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\---------- Kenny is so fucking..ahh. Jesus Christ. He is amazing.

::thinks:: Maybe one day ::sigh::

Yeah, Kenny, I don't know what else to write.. hmm... I like you. Alot. ::looks down:: That's about all I can say that you might actually believe. Because the rest you probably think is bullshit.

Your's truly,

Hannah

        Ok, well sorry about me not posting for such a long time. I highly doubt it made much difference.

   So anyways, let's get down to business. I'm grounded till this coming weekend because I went and spent the night at Brie's and forgot to call my mom. Holy shit. Also, I used 3 hours on the calling card. I called Mike and my dad. Holy shit I get into trouble for calling my dad. Hey well, weird shit happens. So anyways. I miss Kenny. I was talking to him when I was at Brie's house and the phone went dead. I haven't talked to him since. I feel bad for not calling him back but I couldn't.

On the other hand.

Me and Nic are not together anymore. Hey, things don't last forever. Although I thought that this would have lasted a little longer then it did. But I don't care. Because I had this feeling that it wasn't meant. I knew that I was meant for someone else. It has come to my attention from the.."chain" that Nic told Julie and Julie told Autumn that I was... annoying? That's really kind of odd to me... But hey, I think that I made a big mistake... and you know what I'm talking about.

I don't feel like discussing it further.

When I go back to Brie's, I will get my notebook and post another poem I wrote.

Until then.

I love you all.

Hannah