Life is short..

  It's a ll begin with a wonderful day at ipoh.after few years longing for a baby,and now,it's a time for them to officially has one.happiness rush in their heart tho' feel guilty for the woman who gave birth to the baby.

  The baby came from a poor and complicated family.But we all know tat we will loev the baby with all our heart. eveyone in the family loves him.tho' he's adopted,it's nt a matter coz we truly deeply madly sayang him.

  the first month of his life!..I purposely postponed my exam to come back and celebrate the first month of is life.My uncle invited all his frens and relatives to let them know,he loves the baby as his own child.the party is fun!..everyone is busy takign pics with the baby.and on tat nite,the baby is pretty compared to the first time i saw him.first tiem when i looked at him,he 's dark.but thi stime,he's cute and i can the a beautiful features in his small face.And i can imagine how's he look liek when he grow up.who knows,he will never grow up.

  Morning 7am.when i was preparing to school this morning,i received a call from my mum.it's my insticnt told me that smth bad had happenned.My mom said "Isaac passed away"..i cant really understand by the words at first.it takes a few seconds for me to digest the words and the fact horrified me.i duno wat to react and i duno hwo to cry.i was shocked.and wonder if i was dreaming.but i know it;s nt a dream.He's in heaven.

 wait for me,baby in heaven.I love you.

Rest in peace,

Kong Jing Isaac

14-02-2006 - 04-04-2006.

Emo me

It's been a long time since i've blogged.Just realized that i will only blog whenever my emo stuck me.So,it';s a good sign that my entries are nt much.But the reason i din blog is nt bcoz im happy with my life.i have think and think and think the same thing for a long long time.i thot i've overcoem it but it's not.the problem still living in my mind..i just pretending it's ok but in fact,it's cause lotsa suffers whenever i thin kabout it.

WHO THE HELL NEEDS FREN WHEN THERE'S LOTSA KNOW HOW TO VALUE U?

fOR ME,frens are far far more important than anybody else in the world (excluding family)..but not everyone feel the sam eway i did.Frens to them,it's just medicine.They only need them when they are in need.When human is healthy,who wants to take medicine.when medicine can cure sick,frens cure bore.So, in other words,when human nt sien ,they dun need frens?WEIRD

Everyday i also nt happy but i pretend to be happy.It's damn fucking SUFFERING.the only time i enjoy is having dinner with bunch of so-called gang.but they treat me better than the one i really appreciate.i really missed the time we did crazy stuff together.but if i could turn back time,i wish i wont be tat close with that person.at least i wont feel so left out now

i've found my own solution for my problem.and hope it works.only true friends will stay forever by ur side.I wanna thanks for everyone who really treat me as fren.u all know who u are rite.there's a saying that u are bliss when u had 7 true frens in ur life. at this moment,i ;ve found more than that.i shud be glad.

Meimoirs of a geisha

Before it's on screen, i borrowed the book.super cannot tahan.the book thick and its damnboring.or maybe im not imterested in journal.the only thing i enjoyed with the book is the pics attached behind.From there,i can get deeper impression of how a geisha should,would be.the tradision is so strong and its mystery still unrevealed.wat is so great with the white face,red lipped kimono gal,holding fan,dance so slow  till u can sleep.Who's the gal behind the white face,red lipped dancer?iz she just like us?watch tv when free,take evening nap almost everyday,online,sing k and can get overexited whenever we see super cute guys?

Me and shiyeen went for the movie.It was GReat.i give it an A rate.the movie is totally different from the book,which turn to be more intersting.Like the way they speak,the way they walk and the mystery they play to keep the geisha legend great.among the 3 main characters,i like Gong Li(hatsumomo) the most.she's pretty even after painted white.her acting skill is better than anyone else in the movie.her character is somehowi think is cool.she dare to love,dare to hate.even the way she tortured zhang ziyi very bergaya.farnkly,zhangziyi was good too in the movie.she looks liek the younger version of gong li.i think the kid who acted as young chiyo prettier than ziyi.liek the scene where Boron took of f her obi.her expression,fuiyoh,.cannot tahan.damn geng.she wanna reject but darent,wanna cry also scared.

conclusion,this is the first movie i like in 2006.hope to watch more nice movie this year.

Bahagia..

i just realized i derno the exact word of bahagia in english.and i asked some of my frens aout it..funny,theres lotsa different word,phrase..

shiyeen-happy,joyful

zhenming-happy ever after,prosperity

patrick-prosperity,happy

kokyau-bliffful,happy ever after

peixzan-blissful,loved,happy,

askar-harmony

So,wats ur defination for bahagia?

It's all about love.

Ask the world,what is love..

Wise man says,love is blind.Lam Chee Yan say,love is blind,dumb and deaf.Love makes clever becomes stupid,strong becomes weak,understanding becomes miserable,calm becomes crazy.Love sometimes weaken ur health,deduct ur wealth,changes ur mood and eventually ruin ur life.Some people even crazier to end their life becoause of love.Even so,there are still lotsa human beings willing to give up everything they precious just because of love.Money.Friends.Family.Fame.Status.Career.Life.We are all clever enough to realize that love sacrifies alot of stuff and sometimes there is no returns after u have give everything.So,the question is,love is suffering but why people still crazy over it?What makes love so magnificent?

Answer:Love is suffering YET sweet.Even tho' u've sacrified everything,u will feel ur sacrifies worth it once ur love get returns.Love is powerful to make everything change their origins.Behaviour.Attitude.Mood.Expression.Self-esteem.Outlook appearance.Love is powerful to change sadness to happiness,depress to delight,weak to strong.Understand that love just can make everything negative to positve and vice-versa.Love is just like hell and heaven.When u lose it,u'll be in hell,once u have it,u are in paradise.Love is so powerful that cant be describe in words.

People are so miserable.When there is no love,they scared they wont find any.When love arrived,they scared to accept.When love has started,they scared dont know how to manage it.When they successfully manage it,they scared they cant maintain it.When love is stable,they scared to lose it.When they lose it,they scared to be in love again.It's like a circle of life.There is be no end.no begining.no end.no begining.

ps:Im not in love kay...the reason why i up with this post will be reveal on my next post...haha.