selamat siang..

Hehe aduh aku baru bangun nich, sumpah asli bete nya ga ilang2! co ku tuch maunya gimana ga ngerti dech, mungkin dia ga serius kali ya ma aku, mungkin cuma pengen mainin aku doang, dulu dia bilang kalo udah di singapore pasti bakalan ke rumah, ktmu keluarga aku, ngajak dinner, jemput n nganterin aku kmna aja, ehhh taunyaaa! cuma ngomong doang! apa ga pengen ya dia ketemu aku! tau ga setiap kali aku tanya pasti dia adaaaa aja alesannya, ga surprising sich emang dia tuch co dengan sejuta alasan! ga tau apa dia kalo aku tuch udah cape bgt begini terus, ce mana sich yg bkln kuat??? semua2nya tuch serba ga jelas, n aku tau dia suka bo'ong ma aku!dia tuch seperti ga ada usahanya ktmu ma aku, no. rumah nya aja aku ga tau! gila dech, aku jd merasa jadi ce paling tolol sedunia!

Ya sutralah, aku cuma bisa memohon supaya kita di kasih yang terbaik..

LUV YA 

Kenapa kamu berubah sayang?! apa kamu nggak tau kalau aku masih perempuan yang sama.. yang masih menunggu kamu, yang masih sangat sayang sama kamu, yang masih berharap setiap malam supaya aku bisa ketemu kamu di mimpi-mimpi ku, dan juga yang masih menangis sebelum bobo karena kangen dan ingat kamu..

Tapi sekarang semuanya berubah, sudah nggak ada lagi kata-kata manis yang tulus keluar dari hati kamu...

Kamu bukan lagi Markey Bear yang sayang aku...

Rasanya ingin sekali peluk kamu supaya kamu bisa merasakan kalau aku masih dan selalu sayang kamu...

Tapi apapun yang terjadi, aku akan tetap disini setia untuk kamu sayang..

Jangan pergi..

 “when i went into my room today i accidentally found pictures of you as my screen saver. Hundred of pictures.. changing every two seconds on my computer. i didnt know what to do but sit there and watch n the funny thing is... you seem like a stranger to me. i felt like cryin but hey what more have i done but do exactly THAT these days..? its like when i look in ur face there is nothing left in it for me. before, a smile could tell me exactly how much you loved me but now i know that there's nothing there anymore. nothing left there and sometimes i think if there was even anything there at ALL in the beginning? it felt like i never belonged to you, that you never belonged to me, that we never belonged to each other and all we had was exactly just waiting for miracle and thats it. thats all we were allowed within the world's time and space and that's all we could ever have. did you really love me..? coz it felt so much like it but if THATs true then why are we like this now? Itz just like karma that I have done before to all the girls whos being played. Sometimes i dont even know if what i miss NOW is having someone here with me eveyrday or having YOU as my girl LOVING me like before. i look in your smiling face in those pictures and i just cant imagine anymore to keep u safe in my arms, or those times when we'd just cuddle and laugh for no reason? yeah now i just cant imagine or FEEL it anymore coz you're so foreign and getting far away now by refusing to contact me and calling me those sweet names and i just cant seem to bring you back. why this..? why this fall out? i was glad you finally replied me but not to tell me that u need to move on without me. somehow i feel that this time there wont be anymore breaking up without clever reasons but u ignored me, make me forget however there's just one thing u cant make me do.. that's to stop loving you and to stop hurting because right now it just feels like it'll never end”

A present from someone that seems tough..

udah deh aku hari ini lagie bete banget sebenernya.. eh kan lagi puasa yach,lagi bete jadi ga bisa marah" dech. harus sabar >_< yang pasti sekarang aku lagie nungguin Playboy Kabel di SCTV hihi kalo ada yang belom pernah nonton coba dech di tonton dechh seruu banget.. ya udah ya aku cabut dulu