Life, continued

http://closetmusician.blogspot.com

Goodbye Xanga.

It's been an unforgettable two years. You have been a mirror of such an important chapter of my life, one filled with much joy, and much sorrow; much laughter, and much tears. You have seen me go from starving student to working man, from being in love, to being alone again. I have learned many lessons in this time, much about myself, much about her, much about love, and much about Life in general. Some of what it means to live, to learn, to love, to lose, and to grow. To learn to really see myself honestly as a human being, no more and no less, along with all of a human being's flaws and strength. To strive for the best, but to forgive myself when I fall short. To know that not all things in Life make sense, not all things turn out the way we want them to, not everyone will love us like we love them, not all lessons are delivered with a syllabus, problem set, and final exam. But such is Life, and this is how we give this eternal existenal dilemma its meaning. I hope that I can be brave and continue live Life with courage, and embrace the pain and joy and all the other experiences it brings.

But now it is time to leave. I have so many memories here, some so sweet and wonderful they bring a smile to me in my slumber, some so wrenching and heartbreaking they render me a walking dead in my waking hours. Perhaps I will someday return, and take a look through all of these memories, and smile, and weep, and reflect on how I've grown. But now I must start a new chapter, and find myself again. I must set myself free and complete myself again. I must say goodbye to the old me, and find a new me.

Goodbye.

It has finally ended. Finally. Once and for all. Oh the pain, the unspeakable pain. But the clarity. The undeniable clarity of it all.

I am free.

http://www.seeklyrics.com/lyrics/Mariah-Carey/One-Sweet-Day.html

http://www.seeklyrics.com/lyrics/Mariah-Carey/We-Belong-Together.html

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