Inspired by a fairy tale-like drama, now I really want to have a twin sister(younger). I would definitly be stronger both internal and external.

Indeed, I am crazy, can't get more crazy! I wonder who am I??? Why the world is so big, and I am so small? And Why life is so hard, and I am so stressed.

Things need to be done (at least start on them) over the weekend:

1. Lit. Quote paper-Knight tale. I have no idea what the hell I am going to write about love and chivary... definitly screwed.

2. History study. This will surely bring my life down to the lowest point. But oh well, seniors, no pro.

3. Physics homework. I had a stressful 2 hours-MOMENT thinking about whether if I should do physics or not over the weekend, and I am still deciding.(Unless someone lends his or her homework to me^-^ impossible! )

4. Wife of Bath.... haven't even started on it! See my dead face on Wed.

5. Christmas presents...... How, where, what? $$$$$$ Suck my blood, Santa $-$

6. Won't be in school probably before 4th hour on Tues. Can't miss the history test! Oh NOOOO!-.-

I accidently poured a cup of hot coffee on my precious graphing calculator. . . it's broken!-o-It's not working...............shoot!

Here's a pic of me 1 month ago with long hair, and the short hair one is when i was 13. How dumb! haha(it's my passport pic, so.. )

what a fake smile!

so young, so immature...^-^

School is just not for me. During the math test today, i was too nervous so i picked bounch paper up from Mr. Z's desk and started writing on it (I thought those were just piles of scratch paper), but they turned out to be "useful worksheets"....how dumb.! I have a serious problem of acting weird towards my peers---so stupid and nonsense. I will never be able to fix that part of me. Ppl who don't really know me probably think i have some sorta mental illness, yeah right, g2g check on that. I promise myself that I will never trip in front of ppl ever again^-^ I need to gain weight in order to keep myself stand steadily. Oh yea, i failed my math test...

I realized, the top 10-20% ppl in Kent's seminar is only about 40-50% in Smith's seminar. How unfair!Sorry, lyn, i am not talking about u though.

I think I am going back home on Monday. It's the best solution at the end. I only have half more year to be with them, I guess it's fine. I am not stepping down, just trying to achieve what EVERYONE ELSE wants. I guess that means stepping down... anyway, I am tired, really tired. 

Days and nights passed, I am still the same.

Grow up, Yilan!!!-_- I need a job, really bad.(I still can't believe Stucchi's is closed. I miss all the ice cream.) I am not a princess, need earn $$$$$$ for college.^-^

I love you all ppl, really really love you all. Now I see who are my true friends... ^-^

I guess it's all my fault.