| Hi my name is Cris. This blog is just an insert visit me @ Welcome to My Life |
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| I haven't posted on here in a while. I am using this blog as an insert for my other blog... Welcome to My Life |
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| love is like friendship on fire and when theres a fire one wants to tell people about it but what do you do when you have to smother the flames and smoke but somehow keep it still burning? |
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| life is weird and so are people |
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| Wow what a day when you think you've just had the worst day on the planet, bang you get another one. Life really sucks, anyways today my mom told me that i wasn't allowed to see my dad and i was really mad but she was right i had to go get a job rather than see my dad its just i really wanted to see him so when he picked up my sister i at least said hi, my mom wasn't happy i think she's jealous or lonely and i understand. Well i'm back at the library. Life seems to be doing horrible things to me i'm having terrible nightmares and I'm paranoid about going back to school. I just learned how terrible stupid i am. Seriously i am people think i'm so smart and everything and really i'm not i'm just ur average person. When i get into college everyone is going to have the same GPA as me and everyone is going to be able to handle everything i can barely handle everything right now and its only summer lol (j/k) it's just well i think i read the wrong books. I need to start reading some good stuff, real literature or something on physics or physicology or something i'm scared really scared i don't think i'm going to do as well as i hoped this year. How do kids do that how do they simply fly through school without a second thought how do they partake in every single after school activity on the planet, have time for a bf and call all their friends on the latest gossip and still get straight A's i dont' understand. There has got to be something wrong with me. I had a really bad nightmare the other night really bad that i had to watch a movie to get it off my head and now its totally off my head that now i don't remember it to write/ type it down rats! anyways i watched Cellular (really good show) i have to find a way so that no one can trace where i have been on the computer because i don't want my dad finding this. Anyways I had a whole bunch of stuff to tell you my dear friend but i can't remember anymore. I daydream alot thats how i'm still alive lol otherwise i dont' know how i would deal with all this stuff. I still have to go get my "L" i have the book right here in front of me and i'm going to apply for this secretarial job thing (i'll fail cuz i don't know how to spell lol) anyways i'm really scared about puting my picture on the internet here because if someone that i know sees it i don't know what i will do because then they will know its me yikes. anyways |
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