| haven't been online or even updating much of anything for the past 2 1/2 weekz, theres no point of writing or talking to noone cause yur all jus boring newayz nd jus take a glimpse at mah page sO jus leave em prOpz nd leave me b
xpliCit kite < - sN
drOp me a mess nd we'll see iph ur interesting xD |
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| iph there was a poem that could express mah feelings I would tell it, but waht I would tell would onli seem like a story, a never ending story of love, the love I had for that one grl, that grl would onli be mah last ex, wen i say last ex i mean recently, but even with losing her theres no pain that could hurt me more then the pain i styll feel from losing her, losing her was the most painful thing I've ever had to take in, yet I must let her go, nd regret I couldn't have her as a friend, feelin the way I do jus makes me more nd more unwilling to sleep eat or drink, haven't aten for 2 1/2 weeks , havent slept for just as long, yet all I noe is that I love her nd this is one strange feeling for the most cause I never thought it would ever happen so fast nd yet our relationship to end so fast over a fact that I could not change over reasonz that I had to hide, weather or not I told it wouldn't have change the fact shes gone..... even if she came baq to me, it wouldn't mean more or less to me anymore cause I noe I lost her once nd it would b hard for me to trust in myself to take her baq in mah arms even though she is styll my first tru one love.. mah love for her is so real nd yet so much I can't bare but alwayz dream, think , talk about her every moment that I have rite now.. though shes gone rite now her memory in mah heart never left mah side, now I noe she's the one but I styll can't have her baq cuz she left me.... I could write more nd more but waht point would it b iph you as mah friendz or readers never or ever could feel the way I do now.. maybe yu say u do maybe yu say u don't but either way its hard to understand fo anyone to feel this way before... x'( |
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