I lied. I'm putting the link to my new xanga up.

http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=Razorblade_Lullaby

there. I go now.

TO EVERYONE WHO IS SUBSCRIBED TO MY XANGA!!

I have a new xanga now, and if you want it e-mail me at Ruki13@aol.com  I'm leaving this one up, but never updating on it again. =o.

<3 meg

GEORGE!

Emo Kids.....

I wonder when people will realize that the "scene" has become homogeneous. It's full of 14 year old girls with uneven bangs, black and white striped shirts, and tattered low-top black Chuck Taylor’s, who swoon over homosexual kissing and pathetic whiny lyrics and overuse the symbols.

Their favorite quote is, invariably, "The truth is you could slit my throat and with my one last gasping breath I'd apologize for bleeding on your shirt" because it like, so totally describes their relationship with that one HAWT sophomore who totally ripped their hearts out when they were like, SO in love with him.

Their favorite type of music is, of course, "emo, screamo, and hardcore", three terms which, in their minds, invariably include the bands Taking Back Sunday, Thrice, and Hawthorne Heights.

Their AIM screennames often include x's, the words "electrikk", "disaster", or some play on their favorite song from their favorite band, you know, the one they saw on MTV like a couple times, but shouldn't be on MTV because they're like, way too emo for that.

They take hundreds of black and white pictures with way too much contrast of themselves looking plaintively down at the ground, pointing a gun made of their fingers at their heads, or kissing the camera while displaying their expert application of lip gloss around their labret piercing and the thick dark eyeliner that circles their eyes.

They embrace the "dork" that is inside their polished, fashionable exteriors by writing in their LiveJournals or Xangas about how they and their friends had an 'N Sync sing-a-long at one of their sleepovers because, remember, 'N Sync is soooo not popular anymore and they like, sooo wouldn't follow any of the fads of today, so they embrace the fads of yesterday.

They adore "retro fashion", meaning anything from the 80's, because they totally used to wear neon colors and big beaded bracelets, even though they were born in, at the earliest, 1988 and remember jack shit about the fashion and culture of the 80's.

It's full of "emo boys" who often are difficult to differentiate from "emo girls", who have meaningless tattoos even though they're 15, smoke a lot of cigarettes, drink a lot of hard liquor, and are in some shitty band that plays a couple of gigs in someone's basement because they're "too cool to go mainstream" when really, they just suck.

They weigh roughly 90 pounds, wear girls' jeans that hug their asses in just the right places, belts buckled somewhere around the side of their right leg, tight striped 80's style polo shirts or band t-shirts, and skater shoes, even though they don't skate because that's soooo lame.

They write awful poetry about the dark abyss of their souls and how the gun is pointed at their heads, the trigger poised to blast away the bloody memories of a failed romance. They cried when Blink-182 broke up, and they have a secret obsession with Avril Lavigne because, like, she really IS kinda hot even though her music totally sucks.

They spend more time at the mirror than their female counterparts do, making sure that the long black shock of hair at the front of their heads lies covering one eye just so, that their lip piercing is perfectly placed so that it looks hot when they kiss other boys, that their pants are the right degree of tightness so as not to exude gayness.

Emo boys and girls often use the suffix "Xcore" to describe themselves, using a number of adjectives or nouns to accomplish this task. This is a play off hardcore music, or "hXc". Some of these descriptive words include "fashionXcore", "retroXcore", or even "yournamehereXcore."

This way of speaking is retarded or nonsensical to everyone else except those "in the scene", but it totally doesn't matter because they're too nonconformistXcore for anyone to truly understand their "scene".

They couldn't name a Sunny Day Real Estate or Rites of Spring song if it came up and bit them on their Gap Jeans-clad asses, and they claim to like the Smiths because Jesse Lacey of Brand New said they were cool.

Sure, they listen to some new "hardcore" bands, but they're all pretty much the same five bands:
1. Taking Back Sunday
2. Senses Fail
3. Thrice
4. Hawthorne Heights
5. Story of the Year
To these promising young firecrackers, music takes a backseat to fashion in their scene of choice.

Emo girls just want to kiss emo boys, emo boys just want to kiss other emo boys, and they all want to wear tight pants and take lots of pictures of themselves. End of story. Because honestly? It's electrikk!



IF YOU FEEL THE SAME WAY ABOUT THIS POST IT AGAIN!!!!!!

lol, this is the thingy I was telling you about! You fuckin' Emo! lol, jk

What Kind of Person are You?

Your personality is pure good. You're like an angel, always ready to help those who...well, need your help. You spend a lot of time watching over the people of whom you care, because you love them. Cheery, bright, and open are just a few of the words that could be used to describe you. You are the bearer of many friends and secrets, because people trust you. Keep up the great work!

What Sign of Affection Are You?
hand holding - you like to be in constant physical contact with your special someone but you don't want to take things too quickly.

What Color is Your Heart?

Which Personality Disorder Do You Have?

What feeling do you represent?

You represent... naivete. So innocent and trusting... you can be very shy at times, but it's only because you're not sure how to act. You give off that "I need to be protected vibe." Remember that not all people are good. Being too trusting will get you easily hurt.

What type of eyes do you have?

Your: Wondering eyes. Your not quite focused and your quite the day dreamer. Your a bit odd and as many say "Your head is in the clouds."

Yesterday was fun fun fun! George came over and than we went to Devan's and waited for Tony for like FOREVER! George was totally emo yesterday, lol.

Than when Tony got there we biked out to a super duper secret place in the woods and had sum more chicken! =o! We didn't even have that much, but it really hit George and me hard for a while. We had to go in Family Dollar to wash our hands and stuff, and than, for the first time ever, Devan and Tony left us so we were on our own while stoned. We went to buttermilk, and we thought a guy turned into a football, and than it turned out that he wasn't a football,(thank god), and sumthing about Mister Potato head..

Oh oh oh oh! George got asked out at Buttermilk, it was hilarious..Cos we were swinging and talking about how we both felt like we were in a movie, and than we started to wonder if we were being loud, so I told manda to ask the dewd if we were being loud, so she was like:"Hey, do you think we're cool?" and he was like:"No, but I think you're hot!" and manda and I laughed a lot cos he was like 12..It took us a long time to realize that she had just been asked out by a 12 yr old..

We fucking pigged out at george's house..and we had the best water ever at Shorty's! Idk why, but it was really cold and stuff. I went home really early and went to sleep at like 9, cos I was fuckin' tireder than hell.Right now I feel like wtf and I can't talk well, it sux XD

~meg