i missed my blog.. wala lang..

im working on my layout kxe.. then i promised to make master kaz a new layout.. may sablay kaxe yung isa e .. ive also started posting on my blogspot.. i read my previous posts sa blogspot.. tae, walang kwenta..  its like im just posting those crap for the sake of blogging.. masabi lang na may blog ako e whats new? as if naman sensical tong xanga ko..

anyway, tomorrow is my boi's birthday .. *boi not man *

greet nio xa..

>>> ill try and finish my layout up this week para you guys can check my mates link.. di ko kaxe malagay dito sa xanga e.. promise.. they all got superb blogs.. their blogs are definitely worth reading..

21 days passed, and time still fast paced
can't you just wait? you took her away
and up to now my heart swallows emptiness, loneliness
can't you see i'm too much helpless

however, i still thank time for giving me my mem'ries
memories of her that never wore off in my heart
and thank u again b'coz you gave me hope
hope of knowing that i'll see my eyes

why wait always comes with vain
why vain shrinks every hope?
well so what? i'll take vain with me
and hope wiil bring me to her
just wait, and ur life will fulfill u

me: ok lng ba kung popost ko yung gawa mo sa blog ko?
my fishymoo: xur
me: salamat
me: :D
me: :x
my fishymoo: lagay m
my fishymoo: pra seo un

sabi nila we should start our day with a smile para maging happy yung buong day mo..

tae kasi e..

pagkagising na pagkagising ko inaway na ko ng ina ko.. she went ballistic.. 'CARMINA!!! ANO BA?!?!?! blah!!! blah!!!..... ' tae, she said 'carmina'.. she would not call me carmina unless may kasalanan ako sa kanya..[sigh]

i aske her kasi na gisingin ako ng 7. tae tlaga ako.. di pa ko tatayo kung di ko pa narinig yung 'CARMINA!!!' that was already 730.. nagsayang ako ng 30 min..

kaya eion.. we were late for the YKo's orientation.. pero mga 10 minutes lang naman.. wala lang.. im aware of the fact that its useless yung pag attend namin.. kaxe nga my mom & i cant comprehend japanese.. mejo.. pero basta.. its different e.. but since im really desperate to pass their entrance exam kahit na 4 hours pa lang tulog ko, nagpunta talaga ako dun.. tae, inaantok tlaga ako kanina.. good thing merong nagsisign language.. meron kasing parents na deaf kaya ayun.. nakakaaliw nga e.. im not paying attention dun sa talagang speaker.. feeling ko kaxe bingi din ako .. but when they started explaining about the passing scores para sa mga foreigners, dun lang talaga nag-exist tenga ko .. kahit 50% yata pasado na.. basta they were not requiring us to have high scores.. if ever mababa score ko sa test.. babawi na lang ako sa interview..

anyway.. he's not feeling well.. wawa naman..  he needs lotsa rest &  tlc .. pero my bad.. i keep on mailing him.. di tuloy makapagpahinga .. pabayaan nio na ko.. im just a plain 'kspnp' ..

*yawns*

memetym

and hey its not true na we should start our day with a smile.. basta.. happy ako ngayon

happy.. shalalala

its so nice to be happy..

somebody asked me bakit daw di na ako invi mode lately.. pakelamero!..

wala lang.. actually its because of the clan.. its not that nagpapapampam ako sa kanila, pero ang sarap ng feeling na everytime na makikita nilang online ka they'll pm me tapos mangangamusta.. touching ayt?

tapos kanina.. as in bad trip mode ako.. i put it on my status.. tapos they are all like 'bakit ganyan status mo?'.. astig di ba? caring ang  mga brethren ko ..

pero xempre i owe much to kaz.. xempre, xa nagsali sakin sa clan.. salamas tol, lumaki.. basta maraming salamat po..

kaya nga pag uwi ko magpapainom ako e.. ng TUBIG.. .. hehehe.. wilkins para sosyal.. or magmall tayo sa shopwise, nakakasawa na kasi sta.Lu..

uwi na kaya ako bukas?

mga tol, im going to unleash the 101% of my vanity.. as in conceited to the nth power.. kaya if i were you, ill just close this window.. kaxe wala tong saysay ..

vanity fair~1.last thursday, i dunno if chay's taking drugs, parang timang.. pagpasok ko sa room, he was staring at me.. as in stare..

chay: minachan, byoki na no?

me: chigau.. e? naze?

chay: kyo nangka kakkoii kara..

sauce naman.. sa 7 months ko xang classmate, that was the 2nd compliment ive ever received from him.. hehehe.. what's the 1st? he told me na pretty daw ako .. *ASA MODE* hayaan nio na.. ive been dying to receive compliments from him.. kxe lagi akong tablado sa kanya.. as in araw araw, d pwede matapos klase namin ng di nia ko inaaway..

vanity fair~2. my mates & i went to ss.. *miss ko na magparty* tapos stef and i went near the toilet kxe may gagawin kami.. kung ano man yun.. SAKRETONG MALUPIT .. tapos may mga guys na ano.. basta.. yun n yun.. di ba stef? they were asking kung may lighter kami.. basta.. maalindog kami ni stef that night.. and take note, before kami lumabas ng ss, may isang guy na nanghihingi ng number ko no joke.. maganda ako nung night n yun .. hayaan nio na ko.. tinutulungan ko lang keo masuka.. or baka maawa keo magdonate keo sakin ng coffee beans.. pampakalma ang coffee di ba kaz?

vanity fair~3. meron workmate si mama na nakita ng wallpaper ng celfone nia.. tapos yung workmate niang yun was asking kung sino daw yun.. maganda daw kasi.. *ehem* ang inyong abang likod lang nman yun.. [biktima rin ang celfone ng mama ko ang pagiging vanity ko ].. sabi daw ng workmate nia, pakilala nia daw ako.. wushu.. valiw din kasi mama ko.. pinagkakalat nia na wala pa akong boyfriend.. hehehe.. binebenta ako.. *nice, mom!* by the way, my mom's workmate is only 17.. american.. single.. *rawr* hayaan nio na.. minsan lang akong tawaging maganda.. sa 16 years of inhaling & exhaling, bilang na bilang ko kung ilang beses ako nasabihan ng maganda..

wala lang.. i wanna entertain myself.. ampanget, entertain ang sarili.. tama na ang 2 days .. atchaka, hayaan nio na, blog ko naman to.. anywei dont take this seriously.. kaxe joke lng to.. inaaliw ko lang sarili ko.. kxe nga naka 2 days na ko.. sabi na nga ba pagsobrang saya after nun magiging sad.. LECHE..

si kaz.. atat na atat na..

its been a while since ive posted on here.. ive been busy making my layout..

"Sabi nila masakit daw malaman may pangalawa mahal mo.. dapat handa kang ipaglaban siya 'wag lang maagaw ng iba.. Pano na lang 'pag nalaman mo na ikaw 'yung pangalawa?

Ipapaglaban mo pa rin ba siya?.."