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Name: Lizzie
Country: United States
State: Idaho
Metro: Lewiston
Gender: Female
Interests: I go to Notre Dame, the awesomest (yes, i know that its not a real word) school in this country, if not the planet. I love ND football (you need to experience it first hand). I have the best group of friends ever. I love California (southern to be exact) but I live in Las Vegas now (which i've come to miss). Skirts are awesome, specially pink and green ones. Snow falls are pretty.
Occupation: Student
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AIM:  Elind08
Member Since:
7/19/2004
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| General life: I'm really excited about our graduation party! I'm looking forward to having my family here again. It'll be nice to have them be here when it's warm. School is "so far so good" but I have a genetics exam next Tuesday. Spring Break is so soon! I can't wait for the sun and the water and just getting to spend uninterrupted time with some of my fav people. Winter sucks. I wish it wasn't so windy, then really things wouldn't be THAT bad. I also wished it didn't last for so long. I need a job for the summer and something to do for next year. I need to work on the apps for next year. I'm worried though, it's like college apps all over again except I'm not as good as I was in high school. Also, my whole cocktail waitress job-I don't know how cool my mom would be with that. Maybe I should start thinking of some "clothed" options.
Boys: I so don't want to be that stereotypical girl that you think about, you know the "questions everything, needy, etc." but I feel like that's what I'm becoming and I don't like it. I'm really trying to control it and not complain about things so much but it's not working out so well. I think the way for me to do it is just to not care as much. It's like I just want to remind myself to get over it. But I don't know, it's hard to ignore some things. But then what is that?Why am I holding him to lower expectations that I hold other people? I also don't like that these feelings change so often. Tomorrow I might be feeling totally fine and perfect.
Random things: I just saw the weirdest Red Bull commercial. I love pictures. I want some ice cream. My mommy's mail still hasn't gotten here. My little buddy from CMFK gave me a drawing :). I love sleeping with my cow. Bluetooth is cool. I want to go to the Queen Week formal. | | |
| So yesterday Scholastic came out and we were talking about "The Gipper" and how I don't really read it anymore because it's not as funny as it used to be. Then Kate said that people say "Oh my weekend was way better than that" but they don't write it. That's when I realized that our life/more specifically Halloween was Gipper type material and it made me kind of sad.
It seems so trivial, how life can change so much y simple decisions we make. Like decisions that seem so simple and small can change things so much. When you add them all up they can take you down this totally different path that you had planned. In the last month, I can pin point where I could have said "no" and gone down the path I had in my mind but for better or for worse I didn't. A little more than a month ago I would have never predicted the things that happened. And the funniest (for a lack of a better word) thing is that, to some extent, it happened to the whole house.
I have so many papers to write before school is over, and that's not even counting finals. I don't know how I'm going to get my self to do them/get some sleep but I know I will so I guess that's all that counts.
I'm basically done Christmas shopping! I had to go in the men's department to a couple of stores and 1) I don't like it because I don't know where things are and 2) I thought it was funny that only women were there.
I <3 Christmas!
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| So summer is going smoothly. Can't really complain except for the whole family can be a little too much sometimes but that's "normal" for my household so can't do much about that. I only have a couple more classes and then it's up to me to study for the MCAT. I'm getting nervous but I really don't want to push back the date. Work is going fine too. I had the nicest funniest customer ever the other day. I've boughten some clothes but way less than I thought I'd be buying.
It still sucks not being 21  boo. I think I can go through summer not being 21 but it's going to be even weirder when I get back to the good ol bend.
lady at register the other day
me: your baby is sooo cute
customer: do you have any kids?
me: no
customer: that's why you like them so much
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| ♦ I can't believe a whole month of summer has already passes. I feel I haven't done enough. Eh.
♦ Got a job! I've only worked one day but that's not important right? I was suppose to work more but they had to
cut hours. I'm also going to start volunteering at the Pediatric ER...hopefully soon. I had to give a urine test
and I couldn't do it! It took me forever. It just felt so awkward. I even offered to give them blood for my drug
test but they didn't want to .
♦ On Thursday I saw a bunch of people from high school...some that I hadn't seen since graduation. It
was kind of nice. It was so weird talking to everyone and seeing what they had been up to. Everyone looks
kind of the same...but more grown up. Two even have kids already. Crazyness. Oh and I saw the hottest guy!
He was bowling next to us and I saw him looking at me but of course I wasn't going to do anything. Especially
beause I was with all of them and yeah. I also got asked awkward questions about a certain boy and girl...and
that was just weird and I tried to evade the questions and I think I did pretty well.
♦ Movie night tonight! I'm kind of scared though because they want to watch Borat which I've never watched and
someone told me I wouldn't like. They think it's really funny so maybe that'll be the case instead.
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and I think it made it more funny that none of us were "sober". Hmmm maybe that's the key to make a huge loss seem not so big when you're watching it. The first quarter I didn't even think about us not winning but then I started getting sober and the game was not as fun. It seemed soo long. It made me wish there was a mercy rule in college football but whatev. 
