i missed blogging.
anyways, why are there some people that u just can't please? you everything just to for them to like you and yet, u don't get that positive response that you're expecting?
naiiyak ako. kasi ayaw niya sa akin. gurl to. nothing romantic between us. basta. all im asking is a sincere friendship with her.
kasi, basta. we share something in common. well, nung una naman ok kami. kaso i dunno how things took a u-turn and now, ewan. i feel na she's still pretty mad at me, for reasons i don't understand and maybe some more reasons which i am not aware of.. i know some things she said, which hurt me but i let them go. i didn't confront her or ask anything about them kasi nahihiya ako. i though na if id open the topic, things would get much worse. sha ata ung tao na pailalim eh. if ever id be asking her, i don't think she'd take it the right way. she'll prolly take it against me, ung tipong lalo pa niya akong kaiinisan because i did that.
well, if it wasn't for what we're sharing right now, i would've given up. until now, i text her. quotes lang naman. sometimes she sends too, sometimes not. im getting desperate to know the truth. im itching to confront her. i know i can, but i won't.
i know i can't please everyone. and not everyone will like me. but with her, it's different. she has to like me. if not like me, atleast not give me a facade full of lies. whenever we get to see each other, what she sees is the real me. nothing false or whatsoever. i dunno about her.
i might sound desperate. maybe i am. i am exerting effort to reach out, pero hindi ung mashadong obvious. baka lalo akong layuan eh.
oh well. gusto ko to ilabas lahat. i need someone to talk to, someone who would give me a sound advice. at ikaw yon joan. haha. =) though we aren't that close anymore, i would really love to hear what u think about this. very out of the blue noh? pero seryoso, ikaw tlga naicipan kong hingan ng tulong. if you get to read this, gimme ur landline so i could call u. ayt? | 
