在Song yang的网志内她形容我为“坚强美丽的女孩”。

然而，我真的如此吗？

多少的夜里我为着自己的软弱而生气，更为了自己的不成熟、翻了无数个根斗而流下不争气的泪。

I wonder where I would be now if its not because of Jesus's grace???

some more updates

-- Joined the Fortress Hill Home group every Fri night.. ppl are surprisingly warm and touchingly friendly..amen~*

-- Finally a perm teacher assistant at the Child Ministry to help out with the Sunday School~ I just cant get enough of the kids' chubby smile little limbs and innocent laughters and expressionx.. Hope that the Lord will equip me with all the patience and necessary skills to take care of these little angelx..

-- Finished the last QP workshop for  Module A n C, now preparing for exam on 24 May 2008, which will be followed by the Larc-en-ciel concert with my lovely colleague Natalie + frnx on the same night~~ Look forward to this SUPERB celebration~~

-- Home to Singapore to study +  for me n my darling's one yr anniversary + Bintan wkend trip with his family.. 7th - 22th May.

-- Stuffs that Annie Chan does when shes too burnt out from her QP revision:

    1. Playing piano

    2. Playing guitar (yesss... after not playing it for a yr plus!!)

    3. Aerobics

    4. Housework

    5. Nails Art

    6. Bible reading

    7. Online ( The source of distractionx... =.= )

    8. Distrub Mr. Justin Jerzy Tan

All Christianx pls pray hard for my Module A n C.. plsplsplsplsplsplspls... ><""

A friend in need,

A friend indeed~~*

Million thanks to my lovely colleague Natalie for her timely help,

even though I dun think she noes the existence of this blog

--

Recently alot of stuffs happened:

Justin came over to spend 6 days in HK with me;

passed my 2 papers in QP;

peak seasons of China Tax;

off to Korea with Catherine next Friday~

Struggling with A n C...

大鹏一日同风起，抟摇直上九万里。

假令风歇时下来，犹能簸却沧溟水。

世人见我恒殊调，闻余大言皆冷笑。

宣父犹能畏后生，丈夫未可轻年少。

I asked the most cheesy question:

How much do you love me?

You my darling,

always take every single things with a serious note,

pondered,

and pondered,

and finally answered me:

My love for you is like a well,

its a never-dried well,

with love streaming out from that deep deep part...from the bottom of the heart of the earth.

It does takes some effort to bucket water out from the well,

efforts like always be patient with me,

spending time with my parents and my friends even though I am not in Singapore,

commited to work our way through this very serious and marriage-oriented God-centered relationship..

but all the sweetness of this life-nurishing stream of water makes all the efforts worthy,

and hes determined to cherish and safe-guard this well as long as he could,

for the rest of his life.

With my eyes got abit misty,

I just sang him this edited version of that little song.

"You are my sunshine,

My only sunshine,

you made mi happy,

when sky are grey,

you never know dear,

how much I love you..

boy you are my sunshine my dream"