Currently Reading Keeping the Moon By Sarah Dessen see related

I didn't get accepted to the Governor’s school. I got my rejection letter Friday. It came like five minutes after Lisa picked me up. My mom called me up to ask if she can open it and that's how I found out. I was so mad, I started crying and everything. I don't want to write anymore but I know eventually I will...just hate that I didn't even make it to the finals, you know? And then my dad is freaking out about me using my cell phone too much and all this other crap. *sighs* Like I don't already have enough to worry about, right? But somehow I still managed to have a pretty decent weekend.

Currently Reading Heir to the Shadows (The Black Jewels Trilogy, Book 2) By Anne Bishop see related

It's over. Who knows when or even if we'll get back together. I want to get back together with her once I get all my issues fixed. Who knows if she'll want me back. Supposedly she still wants to be friends. She told me last night she wanted to be friends with benefits. *shrugs* I dunno anymore...

In other news, I got a 1020 on my S.A.T.s.

I think Lisa and I broke up.

I think it's over.

I think, and not knowing is worse than knowing she left.

Currently Reading Smack By Melvin Burgess see related

I managed to get read a couple of chapters of Smack in today. I have less than a hundred pages left now. I don't know why it's taking me so long to read lately.

Speaking of books, I have to get my book back from Robert. He can -not- steal that book. That book is too sexy to let someone steal! Must remember to remind him to either read it or give it back! *growls*

Not much is up. Hoping people at school are dumb enough to cancel it over a little bit of snow but it probably won't happen. Maybe we'll get a delayed opening. Yay! *does the snow dance*

I'm off to go wait for Lisa to sign on and figure out what ring I'm going to get for my Class Ring! Yay! Get to spend parent's money! *giggles*

...Ow...I think those are cramps. Which will be a good sign. Well tata!

P.S. Thanks for calling me sexy, Heather! And are you serious! A foot? Is that just for down by you or for me, too?! Look at your myspace shit! I posted a comment. Sexy beast! lol

Currently Playing Domestica By Cursive see related

- 7. Game of Who Needs Who the Worst

Wow. Haven't updated in a hell of a long time! I have about four other journals besides this one. I neglect them all, but this one's pretty bad. Actually, I neglect Lisa's and my shared journal a lot worse. So feel loved!

I got a ton of shit on my mind. Got a History and Science project due next week. Should've worked on some of that today. Friday Mom's friends and their kids are coming down. Saturday I have to take the S.A.T.'s I'm shit scared. Hopefully I can manage to clear my mind. *crosses fingers* I will -die- if I get my period on Saturday! I'll have such bad cramps I won't be able to concentrate. I hope I get it like tomorrow or something. It better come soon, though. I hate when I'm late...and this time I'm scared shitless. Yeah.

Waiting for Lisa to get back from work. She got a job at Taco Bell! Yay! Money! I put in an application at the local library and hopefully I'll get a job there. I don't really care if they don't pay a lot. At least I'll get -some- incoming money. Well nothing really else worth writing about. You haven't missed much. *Pokes picture* I have to update that. I want a sexy picture like Heather! ^_^