Its been so long since the last time i have written anything.

Im here today to vent out the stupid things inlife that get under my skin and bother me. The little things in lfe. The essensial things that one must learn to live life. How is a person considered an adult when they cant even do anything to help out loved ones.

FUCK MY BROTHERS! they dont know how to help out. WAIT UNTIL OUR MOTHER DIES! will that be the time that you will learn anything? YOU TWO ARE LUCKY TO BE HERE. IF IT WAS MY DECISSION I WOULD TELL YOU TO LEAVE THE HOUSE. bOTH OF YOU ARE NOW ADULTS, ACT LIKE IT.

Time and time again you two make a mess of things. Is it hard to clean up after yourselves? What is it that you do that makes it hard for you to clean up after yourselves or the place you call home. This isnt a closet, stop acting like it is. If i could, i would just throw away everything you guys own and see what happens.

FUCK YOU TWO! What excuse do u have? 2 jobs? school and work? FUCK THOSE EXCUSES. You 2 no longer have maids. Its been 12 years since then. And both of you are adults. So start acting like it. I cant wait until i have the money to leave this house. I cant wait until the day i stop seeing the both of you.  YOU TWO ARE SOOOOO FUCKING DISRESPECTFUL. I WISH I COULD SAY THAT YOU TWO SHOULD FAIL IN LIFE, BUT THAT MEANS THAT MOM WOULD HAVE TO TAKE CARE OF YOUR SORRY ASSES.

FUCK YOU TWICE MORE!

YOU KNOW WHAT..... IM LEAVING, IM GOING TO LA SOON. LEAVE YOUR SORRY ASSES. FUCK THIS PLACE.

I DONT WANT TO HEAR ANY COMMENTS COME FROM THIS. DONT PITY ME OR TELL EVERYTHING WILL BE OKAY. I KNOW EVERYTHING WILL BE FINE. I HAVE BEEN LIVING LIKE THIS FOR YEARS. I JUST NEED A VENT FROM TIME TO TIME. AND DONT TELL ME NOT TO WRITE IN CAPS. FUCK YOU IF YOU THINK THAT.

I HATE GERARD!

What a fucking asshole! What is so difficult about keeping a clean room? Its obvious that he doesnt care. But at least he can try. WHAT THE FUCK IS HIS PROBLEM. Cuz if its me, then why dont he say something. GOD I HATE HIM! I wish he could just leave or die.

Its been a while since my last post.

I don't know where to begin my sad story. Quite frankly i cannot recollect when it began and where it ends. I'll begin with Her story.

We met back in freshman year, my freshman year. She was only in 7th grade. In the begining i had no feelings for her, she was just my brothers friends girlfriend. They would always come over to the house and play. I took no notice of her. But she took notice of me. She told me once long ago that she liked me more than my brothers friend. I just brushed it off and told her that im much too old for her. Time passes and she she was still dating my brothers friend. She was in HS now. I was a Senior. Although we didnt go to the same school, she found ways to get in contact with me. I met with her once or twice, in private. I want to say nothing happened, but desires takes hold of you... WE both knew we were seeing other people. Both of us knew them and knew the consiquences. So i tried to tell her to stop persuing what cannot be... It didnt work. For my own desires fueled a passion that would burn anyone that knew about it. WE continued to see each other until my second year in college. We kept our secret locked tight. No one knew.  No one knew until we found out she was pregnant...  A Senior Girl in HS. A Pregnant Senior Girl in HS. Her world seemed to have ended that day she found out. The light that once shined in her eyes was gone. Hope was lost... She wanted to give up. She said she cant face her parents and she cant tell her boyfriend. She didnt want anyone to know. So she told me she was going to kill herself.... She called me last night....

I was driving the truck. It not often that i drive the truck cuz its my brothers. But it seems that the gears are being messed up. I'ma be hella pissed if that truck breaks down and its the tranny. Its brand new too.

My brothers are so damn irritating. I hate them so much.

Well, i guess thats where my story ends. i'd say it began last nite when i was driving the truck to Autozone to replace the air filter. The first part is just a writting warm up.

BROKE ASS FUCK!

Dept is accumilating like crazy.

WoW ! Its great to be 21! Margarita Rocks in PB sure rocked tonight. <-- corny line, hehehe. Anyways.  It was Monica's ViP night. Everyone she brought in, was free. But we got there around 1130, so we were already late for the promotion. We got in and immidiately found Monica and Steve and them. Since i drove there, i didnt plan on getting drunk. But i did have 2 drinks. both were a jack and coke. You could never go wrong if u ask one of the 3 wise men. 

Maria and Cami showed up. I love these 2 girls. they are great. never too shy to dance, and knows how to handle their drinks. I gotta be careful around these 2. We goin dancing again next weekend.  YaY!

Thats all i got for now. Keep the good times rolling.