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Name: Nenyer
Country: United States
State: California
Metro: Fremont
Birthday: 7/31/1982
Gender: Male
Interests: Being Eclectic, Your sister (if shes 18 and over) or your girlfriend (if she is 18 and over). You(if your a girl that's 18 and over), You don't need to know.
Expertise: Standing out against the norms, Being a Ninja, Still learning "kung-fu driving", Pissing you off, Pushing people's buttons.
Occupation: Student
Industry: Entertainment
Message: message meEmail: email me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  HrdcrNueve
MSN: skizofrenik@skateboard.com
Yahoo:  stickshiftsamurai
Member Since:
3/12/2004
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| A million and one things changed since my last sane entry. After all those years. From the first "tales of an urban guerilla" then the 2nd then third, then the chronicles. I finally decided to stop blogging. Funny enough there's still a hint of sadness in me just doing this entry. Though no more than five people actually reads this thing, maybe even less to those who actually give a damn (so far my count doesn't have much difference on who reads it)
I've gone from a n0ob to what I am now. I was sane, I was angry, I was unstable, I was happy, I was sad, I was crazy but by the end of the day it has always been about me unloading the trash that builds in my head before it takes over me. Now I don't even bother. Fuck changing the world. No matter how hard you try, the world (or people) wouldn't change itself (themselves) unless they themselves decides that a change is needed. I decided I needed change. Enough of that angry crap. I don't give a fuck anymore. If everybody wants to blow the whole world to smithereens go ahead. Cuz I'm damn sure I will have the opportunity to sock their faces one day when they suddenly say "Oh shit, that was a bad idea". Nothin' feels better than knowing all along that you were right after everybody refuses to listen nor believe you. The power of making a total ass out of everyone is greater than you would ever imagine. Even in small ways it is fuckin' addicting.
So I still use my profanities. Like always. I got tired of the car culture. At least I don't devote my heart and soul to it anymore meaning I don't give a fuck if its american, european, japanese or what not. A good car is a good car. Like music, you will know right away if its junk or not. These days its all junk. Piece of shit generation. I'm getting old but its always entertaining watching people make their own societies implode as long as I won't be part of the casualties.
They fucked up punk and hip hop. Sadly not a single soul ever noticed that happening. Rock music is indeed dead. But live music will never die. You can sample shit all you want, scratch it, flip it and reverse it. Nothing beats a good old self expression through musical improvisation. No wonder you couldn't talk anything more except your own local pride, represent, stupid shit you do that I really hope could kill all you dumbasses someday. I don't get hyphy, and the next time I see someone ghost riding the whip, I just hope those huge trucks with oversized wheels would run their stupid asses over (finally a good use of an off road vehicle on the road)
The band is still alive. I don't want to be any sort of rockstar... I honestly think the whole thing is too played out
( remember I only AM better than those people who think they are better than everybody else) I wish I could say no to everyshow that come our way, but I don't want to disappoint my bandmates. I just want to play. Minimal lyrics, just music.
I am getting old, I am getting cranky, and yes I do not expect to be blogging forever for the rest of my life. Video blogging is just for pussies who's too stupid to write their thoughts. Too lazy to learn how to master the english language (not that I have already but I'm still out here making things happen).
There's a lot more I could say. But I'll end with whatever I have on here right now. Because realistically, if I have to say everything, it would take forever and I'm getting sleepy at last. I keep things for myself because I am aware that I could be wrong on a lot of things in the future so I have less errors to apologize for... not that I apologize to every mistake I made.
So with that, I say goodbye. Much thanks who reads my entries more than once. More thanks to those who waits everytime. I'm not gonna close this down... maybe I would in the future, but right now I just wanna leave this mark on the web. I'd probably just forget about this account. then stumble on it sometime on the future. This is my time capsule.... stuck here until xanga gets broke or they just decide to close my account. Its been real, its been fun. I did meet a couple of good friends here. PEACE OUT!
-Zed
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| I admit I did have my doubts when cochise came out. I thought Zach left a really big boots to fill. He did. But having Chris Cornell aboard doesn't exactly means he is replacing the old vocalist. They did change the name so it is an entirely new band.
Watching this DVD showed that "Rage -1" could still kick ass. And Chris Cornell's vocals is still not of this world. And when they covered "Sleep Now In the Fire" with Chris Cornell singing.
Audioslave kicks ass. I think the members of this group hit a jackpot. They're gonna be around again. Probably no less than a decade. Leave another legacy that is audioslave.
Now that's fuckin talent right there.
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| Yes I will be playing on the 29th of July at daly city with my buddy ray. We're gonna be a guitar duo named "Rayzed" (raised). It's my first time to perform this side of the big ocean, come watch me make an ass out of myself LMAO.
seriously we will be on, opening for Motherhumbuckers on Club RIAA (11 San Pedro Road, Daly City CA). Opening that means our set would start early (around 9 pm)
This is like the time I could use my friends... lol. Besides I need to see a lot of familiar faces before I could go crazy =)
so again
July 29, 2006
9 pm
Club RIAA
11 San Pedro Road
Daly City, CA
Rayzed and Motherhumbuckers...
If I see faces I haven't seen for awhile or at all, I'd get you beer... and my big mouth got me in trouble again... teeheehee
I'll see y'all
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| Yeah that's what people usually say when they're trying to juggle way too many things in their life and still somehow, manage to get away with it.
That's what I usually say when the day is almost done and I haven't really done much with my life for that day.
I say that under my breath when I'm supposed to do something but couldn't because I have to rely on what other people does before I could do something.... fuckin seriously I would've been done with the laundry by now if...
I say it when I put off things when I already swore to myself that I'm gonna do it at this day and time... e.g. work my fat ass out.
I fuckin say it when I'm lazy
I say it when I'm pissed of with my fuckin self for whatever reason.
I say it when I'm in a situation that I don't wanna be in to.
******* I hate unproductive days. I hate it when people starts doing things in excess and act like they don't know it. I hate feeling like I owe someone something even if I don't. I hate feeling responsible for people who I'm not supposed to be feeling responsible for. Specially when they are old enough. I hate smart people who totally forgot they are smart. Because usually I'm the one who has to remind them over and fucking over again and its not an easy favor. I hate wanting to say "fuck it" on a lot of things but couldn't. I hate hot days... like today and the days before that. I hate feeling bad for the things I'm not supposed to be feeling bad for. I wish I could just disconnect myself from the world for a few days because sometimes I feel like I have way too many responsibilities and I'm not supposed to be having most of them... at least not yet. *********
I'm so fuckin tired man. I haven't been stressed out like this when I was working. Maybe I do need to go to the gym... if I don't answer my phone its because I don't want to. Don't take offense...
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| Yes I am an idiot but I have always been known for being one. In the spirit of me coming up with the most random shit I could find in the internet, I present to you (the real) brazilian portugese that you wouldn't really find on those portugese classes... now if only I'm not lazy enough to come up with the same shit too...
*** Big Butt woman Popozuda how much does it cost Quanto
custou ( pronounce
coosta) Kiss
Beijo Beach
Praia Whore/hooker Puta A non
career Hooker Garota de Programma Girl
Garota No Nao (say
no,it’s the same) Yes Sim ( say si ) Thanks
Obrigad where can i change money onde posso
troca dinheiro very expensive muito caro! better
melhor Beautiful
bonita Pretty linda Pervert
tarada (it's a compliment) Sexually without
shame safada (it's a
compliment) Tramp vagabunda Pussy ( no not the
cat ) Buceta(pronounce pusscetta) Marry
me case-me(pronounce
casar-me) impossible impossivel you are kidding
me Voce esta brincando comigo
butt Bunda breasts Peito Take
off your cloths Tira Roupa(Hope-a) Well
hung Bem Dotado
Condom Camisinha Safe
Sex Sex Seguro To enjoy(used for
orgasam) Gozar I need a good lawyer Eu preciso um bom advogado *** I knew there was something more about brazil than Jiu Jitsu and lounge music... Rio anyone?
F.U. I think this shit is funny and I'm just twisted like that
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