I've got my artist website up and running!!! Check it out and let me know what you think. www.myspace.com/heathertisdalemusic.

Currently Listening Britney By Britney Spears You Don't Know What It's Like see related

This was taken from a myspace entry... www.myspace.com/heathertisdale

Identity crisis

So the weekend flew by and I am left with my mind spinning. Musically I've never had it all figured out...and now that I feel like I am starting to find myself in a genre (praise the Lord)... I am even more confused because I still like what I was doing before, but I don't feel the same when I sing it. In the beginning I was told my voice was to "pretty" to sing a particular style of music...no names... and so I've been shying away from what I wanted to pursue all along up untill about 2 months ago. And now that I've given myself up to it, I feel like I am going leaps and bounds vocally and melodically... (hope my spelling is right) for the first time in two years I'm lost in a whirlwind of melodies, lyrics, and whailing vocals, I'm becoming the artist that I want to be instead of what some producer made me think I was when I was in a vulnerable place musically. I refuse to be put in a box...I am NOT a Brittany, sorry, love ya girl, but I'm not doing music to sell my looks or shake my rear ( by the way I am a Brittany fan so I hope that comment didn't offend anyone)... I want people to lose themselves in a musical mist that I was a part of creating. A cloud so thick that they cannot see anything but the way they feel when they hear it. So relatable that they wonder if the lyrics wore torn from the pages of thier soul, or read right out of thier mind. Yes I want to entertain, but more than that, I want to touch... The way music has touched me, changed me, overtaken me. So do I stop the hip-hop/pop song production? That is the question.

Currently Listening Fell in Love With a Boy By Joss Stone see related

Writing three songs in one sitting has left me inspired and tired...wasn't trying to rhyme...I love music...Going to see the family tonight....miss my mom...and my grandma...not going to like the new nose ring I'm sure...gaavhv. Yeah so I saw Jacob Wright perform for the first time Saturday and he was brilliant. He has the voice of an angel, hope to hear him again very soon, need to get a cd...So I don't usually write like this...the songwriting has me all fuzzy feeling...I love it.

I got a myspace for anyone who cares.... www.myspace.com/heathertisdale. I get a little deeper on it than I do on here I think. Must be all the writing I've been doing lately, it has me all intellectual and emotional. I like it when I'm emotional because I feel like I am experiencing life on a deeper level. Like I feel every moment...I get a lot of flack for wearing my heart on my sleeve but I'd rather do that then go through life numb and emotionless. I cannot understand people who can't express themselves. I guess I just can't relate. I find it absolutely frustrating. That is why I like hanging out with musicians and writers...we are moody people and I don't think that is necessarily a negative thing. If we weren't like that music would be unappealing. I'm sure people who cannot express how they feel appreciate music that can help them feel, but I guess I wouldn't know.

Currently Listening Breakaway By Kelly Clarkson Since You've Been Gone see related

What is beauty?

What is it?

Is it 6 feet tall or 4 foot 6

Is it brown eyes, blue, or green

Big, small or in between

Can it be found in what we wear

Or in the way we do our hair

Maybe in color of skin

Could it be what lies within...

I suppose that we should count

What somebody's really all about

Instead of what they portray

With tatoos and piercings on display

We should stop playing the jugde

That's reserved for God above

Let's focus on the flaws within us

And learn to love