My guy best friend told me to make my standards higher when it comes to liking or falling for a guy. He said this so that I wouldnt fall in love then get hurt again and again as if it's become a cycle. Then i told him and myself that maybe I should be single like for a long time first before i get to have a bf again unlike before. It's been almost 2 months since i last had a bf. and im feeling the single life. it feels soo long already actually. i feel like i wanna go back to the love cycle but i shouldnt yet coz i know im not ready to fall in love and get hurt again. So there, im busy busyhan right now so that i wont think of love or something like it. Work. School. Friends. Family. Work. School. Work. School. my next bf must: (well, these are just plus pogi points. hehe) - be taller than me - have a car - come from a school with a good reputation (grade school, high school, college) - be smart to know his priorities and responsibilities - be comfortable with or like the "party" scene (i.e. getting drunk, smoking, taking the "peace" sign and others.) - give me a book to read (from my book wish list) - be not soo thin and not soo fat - be comfortable with my house - be comfortable with my family - be comfortable with my friends and blockmates especially best friends - know how to play and be patient with Mohan - like rockwell - have a nice nose - have nice teeth that would give him a cute or nice smile - take me shopping once in a while - want to look good for me - not have other girlfriends or flirt with others (of course, im selosa!) - like hip hop or rnb - give me the feeling that he's always there for me - not be clingy - go to the gym - give me a ride when i really dont have a ride - text me good morning - randomly text me whatever random things - not text me every hour or all the time - have a night or day out with his friends - fall in the age range of 21 til 27 - know how to dance with hip hop - be humorous - have a crazy side like a really wacky side that would give us natural highs - take me to movies - come from a complete family and have good family ties - be unpredictable - not be routinary - allow me to go out without him - allow me to model - know hygiene - know manners - be wild - comfort me when im feeling emo but not treat me like a baby - give me time with my friends - not have a small................... bed! so that i can sleep beside him for siesta! hehehehe - not be picky with food - eat vegetables and fruits - give me chocolates - give presents that would really come from his heart. - put effort - not be very possessive - not lie - not use me just for sex - not be always emo - know how to have fun (clean fun and not clean fun. hehe) - be trusted by parents - introduce me to his friends especially his close/best friends - be up during my witching hour or kulet times - not be pikon - not be gay - care for me - look for me - not be numb - miss me. - not give me tears of sadness.. i think that's it for now. i'll revise this when i think of something else. hehe | 
it's a great compliment but how did i look like a barbie doll when im not caucasian and iont have blonde hair. but still, it made my day. hehe
