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Name: Susy
Country: United States
State: Illinois
Metro: Chicago
Birthday: 12/28/1984
Gender: Female
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| Something have been quite amazing and there is some things that I only wish were nightmares. How do I survive it... but whatever went down leave it there.
I graduated two weeks ago and I am really happy about that because I finished with a triple major, in honors french and business and graduated with honors. Graduation was awesome took pics with my gurls, partied n just realize who are the people who are always there for me through thick and thin. My grades were good 3 B+ n 3 As GPA 3.53 wateves.
Well lately things have been awesome.... i finally met @lex n today we were talking about how we met with Soo yes facebook, jaja so weird two yrs ago probably april of 2005. We communicated through facebook and AIM n then later myspace kinda ironic. Any how, we have done a lot of things together, in april we went to a Cubs game n he is a Sox fan and after that we went to the bar just to hang out with his boys. Then we went to the museum to see the body works. It was so cool because he knows so much of the human body and its functionalities. Then we just have random hang times like taking each other out to eat, we ran at the lakefront this past wkend, sitting on my favorite spot at the beach n just talk about anything n everything. Having long conversations that last minimum of 1 hr or so, trying new thing- culture, foods... it awesome n best of all he is a great talker n a great listener it amazing... we went to watch spiderman n even though it sucked i had fun. I met his best friend Soo and she is amazing herself, she is really goofy, high maintenance, loves makeup but she is awesome.
Today i went to eat korean food n it was good after we went to a lil Korean dessert place n played scrabble... we are hoping to go to the movies friday, Sat im gonna go tanning w Mayra. At night go to Soo's go away party sunday probably chill w alex... cuz we chill. The best thing about him is that he respects the fact that i have to be home at 12am and yet we have so much fun together until then.
I feel so stupid at times for fucking things up this yr and it kills me to think all the bs i had to go through because ppl in this life are fucken unfair. There are some things in life that no matter how much time passes by or how much u want them to no longer be a part of your life they seems like they will always be there. I just wish us humans had the capability to erase parts of our lives completely. I get so mad at myself that i am crying now... it sucks i dont want to write no more peace
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| Diosito gracias por todo... gracias por la oportunidad que me ofrecistes hoy. Estoy super contenta porque hoy me escribio mi hermanita Flor de sur africa para proponerme de irme a Guatemala en junio. El problema fue que como estoy tratando de agarrar un trabajo con el govierno no me diran hasta medianos de mayo que pasara. Bueno eso pense porque hoy me llamaron de US FDA department para hacer investigacion en informatica. Suena chevere, y lo mas chevere es que sera aqui en Chicago y no en DC pero tomare la oportunidad... en agusto sera posible que me vaya para Guatemala...
Bueno todo esta super chevere, ayer fue un dia bien cool, llegue a casa algo triste y estresada por la universidad porque tengo tanta cosa que hacer antes del 27 de mayo osea el otro viernes. Pero bueno fui a correr 1. 5 milla en 12 minutos aunque quiero hacer 2 en 14 minutos. Pero bueno descanse algo, y como a las 8:45 alex me mando texto de lo que estaba haciendo pues leendo un libro que me hace llorar y que me recuerda mucho a mi madre. Pero bueno despues me llamo y me pregunto que si estaba lista porque ahorita iba salir de camino y bueno le dije que si. Como a las 9:09 llego y fuimos a baskin 31 a comer helado, los dos agarramos mint chocolate chip estaba tan rico es nuestro favorito y despues hablamos hasta las 12:03 de la manana. Me dice ya nos tenemos que ir tienes que estar en casa, y despues llegamos y me dejo en las escaleras de mi casa. Y yo le tenia que dar un libro bueno el que estoy leendo y se me olvido jaja...bueno el sabado el me dara uno y yo este ya que nos vermos porque vamos a ir al museo. El es un amigo muy cool y muy inteligente...
Hoy no hice nada que trabajar y ahorita voy hacer mi tarea de economia
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| Diosito primeramente gracias por otro dia de vida, y sobre todo con salud. Diosito me pongo a tu disposicion yo se que nunca me fallas, tu siempre has estado ahi conmigo, ensename la luz, yo se que ahorita la tormenta no me deja ver bien la luz. Gracias por hacerme la persona que soy, por darme de la oportunidad de ser simple y agradecer la vida por lo minima que sea. Gracias por la familia que tengo. Hoy hable con Flor y le conte mi situacion y aunque este en sur africa me senti bien. Gracias por las amistades que tengo porque en realidad esas son amistades verdades donde las dos personas encontramos lo bueno en ambos. Gracias por siempre guiarme en buenos caminos con buenas persona. Diosito gracias por siempre brindarme la sabiduria y la fortaleza para seguir adelante. Ahorita necesito un poquito mas de eso y de paciencia. En ciertos aspectos quiero huir de esta sociedad en la cual yo vivo, pero eso es lo mas facil. Lo mas dificil es enfrentar la situacion. Yo se que lo puedo hacer yo soy fuerte, y se que lo mejor esta por llegar. Guiame para que no me pierda por los que otros digan de mi y tambien guias aquellas personas para ser mejores personas cada dia mas. Te quiero perdi que cuides a mi familia aqui y en guate, brindales salud porque con la salud se puede hacer todo lo que uno se proponga. Ayuda a todos lo probres que existen alrededor de este mundo. Te pido por mi sobrinito que acaba de nacer porque nacios dos meses primaturo y brindale salud para que cresca sano. Te quiero mucho y gracias por todos. Amen.
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Today I talked to Sister Melissa bcuz she is more than a sister to me n i explain to her the situation w Daniel & I because she asked how things were going w him. We tlkd n I also told her that im not gonna bother being in contact with him bcuz its only hurting me she understood. She asked me how his family took it i told her i didnt knw n i told her dat...ithat i have 2 destroy any bond i have w his family... which means im not gonna tlk to Nena. I told her its an ackward situation. I understand n Daniel has left it very clear 2 me that i do not have a chance with him while it hurts, if he does not see nothing with me. Then there is nothing else for me to do. She understood, and i told her, as much as i want to keep things cool with Nena because she is really sweet and nice to me I cant, because i do not want his family to think that im still trying to get with him and I cant let it go. She is was like Susann do not worry your worth a lot, and if he failed to see that than you must follow what you heart says. She is such a sweet lady when she told me that i wanted to cry n i kinda turn my head away from her n she grabed my face gently n said "you have a bright future ahead of you" and be happy that it ended because you deserve the best.
We also talked about my community work in Guatemala, I told her i had contact the orphanage in Rio Dulce, and how im waiting for the job in DC to str8 out as well as france. She was so happy for me. I love Sister. She is so sweet.
I got my tickets for candle and rose... that should be exciting time is coming closer..
Then l8 me n V chilled like always on tuesday n thrusdays, we were taking some silly surveys on myspace reading the comments n laughing so hard... we must of been the loudest ppl in the computer lab jaja... her dad then drop me off to 7-11... it was fun i love chilling with V. n her bf is so sweet i said he is now my bro in law...he says im pretty cool n that he likes my sense of humor...
TO MY FRIENDS
V n Vane i knw we are all going through things w our family skoo n ur personal lives but remember that the light is at the end of the trouble.
V i knw ur having problems w ur mom bcuz of your bf that u cant see him n stuff like that... i knw wat u mean cuz i been there be strong, cuz i knw that raffa loves you above everything... just by the way you describe him to me n the other day he txt me. He understands that you have skoo n ur mom and bcuz of that that makes him so much worth it. Your parents will come around to understand that he is not on some bs.. Trust me with that... I learned that a little too late
Vane your thing with ur family will work out... and you have someone special in ur life Alonso... I knw you guys are not together but that man loves you... and is willing to be there for you... And that is a nice thing to have. While things with your family will eventually str8 out, remember that put it aside we are about to graduate in 3 wks. Another thing, If things with you n Alonso can work out...give each other a chance.
I want you both to be happy because you guys are wonderful ppl n only deserve the best...
I luv u guys n i knw that we are graduating soon n that we might all take different roads but just knw that i will always be here for yous...
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| i do not blog anymore n mayb is just that i do not have time...any how things are going great putting the sad stuff aside. Me and Danny are no longer together and even though i luv him. Things with us will not work out, i already figure that much.I not gonna bother txting or calling him because i feel when i am not wanted just by the way he writes to me and i felt like this b4 when i dated him. I realize that is only hurting me n annoying him...I been in situations were i say no more txting or callin n the other person keeps on doing it n it annoying but now the tables have turn n i need to do the same no more txting or calling... true he was part of my life, but like they say some ppl come n stay in your life for a lifetime while other you just have to learn that you must let them go...cuz it was not intended for them to stay n enjoy the ride with you... n that is just wat i learn to understand... as difficult as it may seen, time will take take care of it all...n keeping the distance between us can help too...so my option is too look ahead cuz there is a lot to look forward too... changing topic, i contacted an orphanage were i plan to do my community work when i leave to guatemala... I will be working in Rio Dulce-n i will work 3 wks str8 n 1 wk of to explore guatemala. I am really excited of course im not sure if I am leaving in june or till october. In May they will let me knw if i got the job in DC at the department of labor n then will probably head to france with Vane..Depending on how that goes a final decision will be made. I am so excited... I was talking to my guatemalan friend Nelson and we might do some traveling together just because i havent travelled enough in guate...well c wat happens... after graduation im takin a year off before going to grad school n some skoos that i am interested are located here, in miami or west coast... well c im applying to work for the google company bcuz i really wouldnt mind relocating if it came down to it...opportunities are lo que sobran...i just got to put my mind to it...I got into a lil mini discussion with my dad on sat. n just made reflect on a lot of stuff...like i have to do my own life and do my things even if that means leaving my family... the sad part is that my bro, sisters,vane, ash, n ingi n I really get along n so that it will be hard to let go but i knw i can always come back to visit.. This weekend was good of course missing san francisco but i went shopping on sat with diana got me some clothes for the events coming up at the end of this month n beginning of the next i am cutting my hair in two wks in layer so im bring that back lol...i use to have it like this till my freshman yr in college then soph yr i decided to donate it to the cancer folks so the layers needed to go bye as well as the the blow drying it... to avoid split ends...but anyways we ate some guatemalan food at my tias yes2day to celebrate easter after that we left n was talking to alex for about 3:30 until my fone died..then we talked again for like 27 min until it was 1 am in miami n 12 am in chicago...I was surprise papi was not on my ass for talking to much on the phone.. anyhow he did tell me to lower my voice cuz i was laughing a little to loud... but it was fun...he is so cool... im hoping to hang out with him next wkend on the 20 or something... n then mayb do some ball game cubs vs sox because he is a sox fan n me i am a cubs fan... lol that should be fun... Lolo invited me to some this wk but i cant go because i get out of skoo late n i have to work... anyway im out because i have some hw to finish... | | |
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