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read my profile sign my guestbook Name: Katelyn Country: United States State: Indiana Birthday: 2/5/1986 Gender: Female Interests: music and theatre...english, jon cusack, 80'd flicks Expertise: What do i know about anything? Occupation: Artist Industry: Education/Research Message: message meEmail: email me Member Since: 7/18/2003

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Monday, October 02, 2006

THE OLD RAG

Lost and Lousy

Lousy and Lost

Looking at the rotting

wood on the stool

rested against the old

rusted pane

Realizing the dreams I once embraced

now dried up and far away

realizing I had become the louse

mother expected

I was nothing, I was lost

messy Hair

used goods

You used to be pretty

they said to me

you used to have

everything going for you

Now, Looking at the man

Hovering over my splayed body

Anger in his eyes

eyes cold and dark

eyes I once gazed into

once so blue and bright

where did the color go

warm heart

now rabid

raging

cruel

Taking what was his

he remained callous and aloof

my bruised and beaten body

puffy eyes

damp cheeks

tossing me aside

like an old rag

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Thursday, September 21, 2006

she's back

for about 2 years i have been this shy weird girl, much like my first 2 years of high school...but i realizd today that i am not that girl anymore, i have become the girl that i used to be, that people actually wanted to be around... i missed that girl

I have made a lot of new friends in chior and am generally happy again. Yes, nic and i are taking a break, but i know that we are going to get back together one of these days and be back to nic and kate again

I feel like i am doing well in my classes, i am really excited to see how people are going to respond to my poem tomorrow, i will post it on here one of these days

tomorrow...i start my diet. I have gained a lot of weight the last year and now i am going to work on loosing it again. My sister lost 40 pounds, if she can do it, so can i! she is my little inspiration!

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Monday, August 21, 2006

its been awhile

i start my 4th semester in school next week...i am pretty excited, except for the whole being broke part....although i am still broke....but hopefully i will get more monry from the gov't so i wont have to sell my body for tuition money

nic and i hit a rough spot....but we are ok now....

i am back to being friend with my buddies....sarah lemp and jeff .... sarah and i took a "break" as i like to think of it as...but as all good friends do, things were just like the old days once we "got back together"

and jeff is slowly becoming one of my best friends, i forgot how great it was to hang out with him!

i got a job at starbucks...but i may go back to the west side buy low so i can have a job on my side of town... i kind of miss it there anyway

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Thursday, April 13, 2006

1. List things you want to say to people but know you never will.
2. Don't say who they are.
3. Never discuss it again.

i wanted to have some possitive things in here, too

-Nothing that comes out of your mouth makes sense

-unless you adjust your attitude, you may as well give up

-I am so glad we broke it off, i hate the person i was when i was with you

-I only talk to you so i can remind myself about how much better i have it with nic

-there is nothing more that i would like to see than you ending up with aids(i know i know...but if you knew the circumstances...)

-I want to be everything you are not

-I want to be everything you are

- I miss you more than i miss anyone and i see you nearly everyday

- whenever i look at you, i see us old together

-stop touching me

- you are not amazing, and never will be, and no one cares (christa knows how i feel about this)

- i feel so cool and awesome when we talk to eachother, i am so glad i have you as a new friend

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Friday, March 31, 2006

alrighty, havent posted on here for awhile...blogging has lost its glory for me, i guess

i am still working on QUILTERS we open on the 19th of April, if anyone is interested

things are still going strong with Nic, i get to see him tomorrow which is wonderful because i miss him to the max right now

i really cannot wait until this semester is over, i am going to find a better paying job and work 40 hours if i can and get my tuition paid off and start a saving account....i am sick of being broke!

my 'rents and i have been fighting...but dad and i made up this morning....there is a problem making up with someone who is just as stuborn as you are....my mom....but one day one of us will budge

i really cannot wait until tomorrow

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