lol haven't posted here in so long!  i have abandoned xanga for...myspace...just like every other sheep.  yep.  anyhoo...as for the last entry i wrote, i'm happy to say that i DID end up meeting Dir en Grey fufufufufufufufufufuf~  cuz it was Harry that brought them over.  5 concert dates and lots of bkstage experiences...lame-o stuff, too but one very fun 5 hour 'drinking' with certain guitarists keke.  i'm happy.  very happy. XD

ARGHH!!! I'M STILL SO FUCKING PISSED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I CAN'T BELIEVE DIR EN GREY IS HERE AND I'M MISSING ALL OF THEIR FREAKIN' CONCERTS!!!!!!!!!  AND ONE IS IN AUSTIN ONLY 3 HOURS AWAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYY *BAWLS*

I could just die! DIE!!! Or cry---and I tell no lie! lol okay...sorry lame rhyme but...BUT!!!!!!! *cries a thousand times a thousand tears* I didn't kno until last week so all the tickets are sold out.  So THAT was bad enuf until I talked to insoonie on monday and she told me that she kept seeing these advertisements around k-town in LA for some band that looked 'slightly familiar'---then after remembering my wailings from several months ago, she realized that it was Dir en grey. T__T THEN she mentioned it to her friend in LA and he said, "oh? u like them? do u want to go to their concert? I CAN GET YOU IN BACKSTAGE." cuz he's w/one of the companies sponsoring them or something. I just about DIED! I was walking in the mall and I started screaming. Everyone looked at me like I was crazy. I even ran into a column! lol I was really tempted to ask if he could just take me bkstage if I fly into LA next week, but he has a crush on her and she's not into him so she doesn't want to use him 'like that'---altho he's already getting us into E3 for free b/c he has some crrraazy hookups. Still. *sniff* Dir en grey....T___________________________T

I KNEW they were coming b/c John said, but then that was bk in october and after a while of no news, I thot it fell thru but... they're....they're here.  in TEXAS!!!!!!!!!!!  T______________________T  and then the biggest kick in the ass is that they're playing in austin, but it's for the freakin stupid sxsw festival and their badges cost $300.  *stomps around*  i hope u're happy dir en grey!  thanks for coming to the biggest music festival in the southwest. too good to play for stinky akon, eh??? fine! get a lot of fans!!!!  *kicks* ....haha...ok, just kidding bout the last part.  but man!  it's so freakin hard trying to find info about the venue they're playing.  first some sites are saying that it's industry guests only and the club owner just told me that he doesn't kno either. just come early and hope for the best. -___-  AISH!!!  i wonder if i should just drive down there and 'hope for the best'...but they're not playing until 11:45pm...and i would probably die...i guess either way i'm dying....  OTL

haha...i came bk to xanga just to whine.  i think my friends are tired of me whining about this dir en grey thing.  (sorry lee....i said i was resigned, but...i'm NOT.  SO NOT.  T______T  It's DIR EN GREY!!!  they're  KINGS!  JROCK GODS!!)

i wonder why john and harry couldn't get them to come. actually. i mean, i kind of have a good idea why...<_<  but i feel kind of ironically responsible and cursed b/c NOW i remember...bk in 2004, dir en grey's record execs were here in dallas and harry said they wanted to eat shark fin soup and visit a psychic....-___-  i had a terrible trying to find both for him.  i couldn't find the psychic.  i FAILED!!!!  I FAILED DIR EN GREY!!!! so the execs didn't have fun in dallas.  they probably saw how freakin' BORING this city is!!!!!!!  ahhh!!!!!!!!  freakin' cowboys!!!!! and country music!  *howls*

AHHH LISTENING TO THEIR MUSIC MAKES ME EVEN MADDER!!!!!!!!  i wanna seeeeeee them KYAHHH!!!!!!!

i hate life.  OTL

Wow, it's been so long xanga!  I should be sleeping but...I'm waiting for episode 6 of "My Girl" to download...15 more minutes.  Ahh this drama's so addicting keke.  It's so freakin funny and I keep sitting here laughing really loudly.  The main grl cracks me up.  But. The guys are kinda ugly.  ^^a

Nehoo...I haven't been doing much except be a bum.  Insoon came up last wk and 3 of us goofed off a bit. She was super sick, but ha!  I didn't get sick at all!  And we even slept together lol.  The funniest thing happened tho...me'n Insoon were sitting at the computer in our PJs, wearing glasses, and watching FC Shootdori when my mom suddenly told me that the family of this person who wanted to matchmake their son to me was coming over to visit.  So we did what every normal person would do.  Run away.  -_-v   I jumped into the shower.  Made an incomprehensible call to Christina (sorry I was a little frantic) and told her we were coming right away!  And we got ready in less than 30 minutes. Two girls with long hair showering, changing, and putting on makeup.  Hi-ya!  XD  But that's how scared I was.

And then the family didn't even come...so we just went back to watching FC Shootdori keke.  And that's another freakin funny show.  So cute! 

And some other stuff happened...but...my download is finished tee hee~~~

oh wait...I'll put up these funny pix Insoon showed me a few wks ago...

See Sexy Beckham pose. ^_^

See Sexy Beckham pegged in the face.  ^^a

Yay~ I'm still in New Hampshire.  Today was our last day skiing and it was...um interesting.  We accidentally got on a freakin' crazy difficult trail and me'n Lee almost died on the way down.  I'll hafta post up the vdo of us trying to slide down the side of the mt b/c we couldn't even ski down it. >_<  But yeah!  I love skiing~  I didn't fall at all yesterday, but I fell quite a bit today. ^^;;  Wanna go again...even tho I'm so tired.  I'll write a full report when I get home since I'm on Minh's laptop and I'll prob be kicked off soon.  =3

Hmm.  Where's Lee...we don't get to have our interesting conversation nemore...^^;

I'm in New Hampshire!  And I'm skiing!  Muahahahahaha!  (and i'm talking out loud while i'm typing this...Lee just made fun of me.  Tch. She said "as usual") 

And now we're laughing out loud.

"This is really retarded." says Lee.  "...Is this a story?"

"Hhahahah!"  laughs Chau.

"It hurts to laugh!"  Lee giggles.

"Hahahaha!"  laughs Chau. "I know!  My ass hurts so much....anything else you want to say Lee?"

"Oh!  I want to say, Merry Christmas everybody!  I miss you all.  Stay safe and drink a lot...have fun!!!"

"Hahahahha!"  laughs Lee.  "Me-ri Kurismasu!"

(okie enuf of this...tee hee.)