tossing and turning last night but i just cant fall asleep was kinda disappointed with someone but i dun want to blame that person i did wrong at times too , wasnt nice enough but i had my own reasons i dun like people to lie to me esp ppl whom i trust and care alot but because of some rational action and cover up lying i was very unhappy .... unhappy but not to the extend of angry....the truth usually stab deeper down into the heart more when lies said before are exposed a guy once told me that ur partner even the one u care so much cant be trusted totally.... i agreed with him but i do not believe u r someone like this....nowadays the female can still cheat on u behind ur back since they can show mixed feelings is not 18th century no more god damn.... he was told this by another girl who did this b4....that why he nv like to spend money on his partner unless he feels she is the one whom he is gonna get tied down to a cycle ...a circle like i always say... things happen in a round invisible circle.... incidents behavior attitude results just go one round..."what comes around goes around" is a circle...good person was FUCKED....suffered from shit the other person suffered from someone b4....is it fair..is it justice.... see from a gigantic dot instead of a small circle....one gd person ruined and girls are complaining there are no gd guys around... maybe playboys are created this way damn the circle....a cycle when are u all gonna be satisfied.... human nature... it can be used in a right way and not like dropping bombs into another's sky...complicated stuffs never outcome good...simple dramas arent always good at first....the longer u wait the better the result so if u are happy, im glad for u
no hatred no revenge from me... things not supposed to be said not said
u get to choose and in the end end up happy
how selfish is that
who is Dr Doom now but just wanna say im sorry
for all the things that i have done and have not
sometimes my reasons are not valid for u
but my shoulders are heavy not like yours but i dont mind carrying another one like u
cause i will end up happy or sad
but at least i got to choose from 2 and not the latter
not expressed but WW2 inside | 
