Have you ever confused a dream with life? Or stolen something when you have the cash? Have you ever been blue? Or thought your train moving while sitting still? Maybe I was just crazy. Maybe it was the 60's. Or maybe I was just a girl... interrupted. // No one cares if you die, Lisa, because you're dead already. Your heart is cold. That's why you keep coming back here. You're not free. You need this place to feel alive. It's pathetic. // I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside. // If I could have any job in the world I'd be a professional Cinderella. // Seeing death... really seeing it, makes dreaming about it fucking ridiculous. // You call this a life? Taking daddy's money! Buying all your dollies and your knick-knacks! Fattening up like a prize fucking heifer. You changed the scenery but not the fucking situation. And everybody knows -- *everybody* knows -- that he fucks you. But what they don't know... is that you like it. //


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Sunday, June 10, 2007

Wow...has it really been this long? I can't remember the last time I was on this site. Well, it's dated, but that's besides the point :P Hmmm...where to start? 

Graduation...
    I honestly don't know how the time has gone by so fast. I wish I could freeze time, maybe I'm hoping that would allow me to take everything in. This has been one hell of a year. I probably have said that for previous years...but this one takes the win. So much has happened. It all started at the start of bandcamp. Heh. Things ranging from relationships falling apart to discovering more about myself from numerous experiences and friendships. This coming week will be the most amazing...and the most difficult I will have experienced. I want to say I'm really looking foward to it...but I'm scared out of my mind. Heh...Change isn't necessarily a bad thing...but in this case, I know what I'm leaving and I would do anything to keep it close to me. You know that ache coming from your heart...the type of pain that exhausts you...the type of pain that only time can cure. Yeah...it's definitely prevalent within my life at this moment. However, I know I'm not the only one feeling this...so in some ways...it's comforting? I don't know. Way too many thoughts and feelings running through my mind right now. Things will be at ease in a week. I fear reality sinking in very quickly.

Friends...
    Another vital aspect within my life. As I mentioned before, relationships fell apart, but new ones were gained. I'm not sure how it happened really. Well, nevermind...I know exactly how it happened...I guess I meant to say I'm not sure how it is that I was so fortunate to stumble across some of these people. Drumline has been absolutely amazing. I loved every moment of it...this was the tightest year for us...great moments and unforgettable friendships. I suppose, I just want to say "Thanks." to all those whom I've developed a strong relationship with...and even to those who always seemed to make me smile with the simplist things. I owe you all so much...You've made my final year at Troy truly incredible. I won't forget any of you.

REBELLIOUS MONSTERS        :]  

    Thank you...if it wasn't for that unexpected night...I'd be lost. How is it that I trust you the most? Thank you for saving me.




Hmmm...Thursday marks a beginning of a brand new chapter in my life...as well as the ending of a life-changing one.

Go class of 2007!


Let's make summer amazing.


:]   :[         blah...






I'm not going to beat them this week. Bummer too...I was really hoping I'd be strong enough...now...I'm not feelin it.  Heh...














Currently Listening: Signal Fire
- by Snow Patrol


Sunday, September 03, 2006

Gosh it's been sooooooooooooooooooooooooo long.

Senior year has started and life is CRAZY.    I still love it though.


You all know Jessica Simpson and you might not like her but you have to give her some credit for songs like "Irresistable"          It's such a good song


Well, I'll try and post more often...sorry it's been so long.


I had the best summer, EVER.  I love swiss people



GOD is amazing...I still can't believe how great He really is... 
Joshua 1:9       Look it up...


It's funny how quickly we can get attached...


Thursday, May 25, 2006

Today should have been a Friday.        It was to damn sweet to be a Wednesday.

 

 

Finally finished my As I Lay Dying Essay...I think it's time to start sleeping.

 

It's been a while since I posted, I'm cleaning off the dust hold on...*Whooosh!*      There we go...all better

 

Cool little incoming freshmen...

 

ANTI-PROM this SATURDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hell yeah!                ...and no...it's not the Friend's Marathon.....

 

X-3 baby....hottest thing this week.

 

Peace out everyone...stay chill.

 

Mood: Tired
Song: Porcupine Tree; Lazarus
Moment of the day: All of it


Sunday, January 29, 2006

Living in my own world
Didn't understand
That anything can happen
When you take a chance
I never believed in
What I couldn't see
I never opened my heart
To all the possibilities
I know that something has changed
Never felt this way
And right here tonight

This could be the start
Of something new
It feels so right
To be here with you
And now looking in your eyes
I feel in my heart
The start of something new

Now who'd of ever thought that
We'd both be here tonight
And the world looks so much brighter
With you by my side
I know that something has changed
Never felt this way
I know it for real

This could be the start
Of something new
It feels so right
To be here with you
And now looking in your eyes
I feel in my heart
The start of something new

I never knew that it could happen
Till it happened to me
I didn't know it before
But now it's easy to see

It's a start
Of something new
It feels so right
To be here with you
And now looking in your eyes
I feel in my heart

 

WEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee     what an awesome weekand. Everything is going so perfect for once...I almost feel like I'm going to be waking up from this dream any second.

 

          hehe.

 

Mood: Giddy
Song: High School Musical OST
Moment of the day: Well it was more of the moment of the weekand..EVERYTHING
                                was so damn great.


Thursday, January 26, 2006

YES! Finals are done and over with. WOw....half way done with junior year...scary? yes.

 

So anywayz...imm going to sleep so much this weekand....it'll feel soooooooo nice. No homework...no projects...no...nothing.  

Drama...gotta love it. But not really.

I hope I didnt completely fail this semester....damn physics...damn math.

ANywayz...hope you all are doing swell.

 

Mood: Weeeeeeee
Song: Ryan Cabrera; Hit me with your light
Moment of the day: when the whole spanish class moaned because Brady (the brain) still had his test out for like 2 hours and he raised his hand to ask a question because he wasnt done..ahhhh. Hahaha. Good times..

 

I had the hiccups the WHOLE TIME IN PHYSICS...and we were taking a test too...it was quite embarassing. *sigh*...

I like these LJ pics...

 

 

Damn...

 



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