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Name: Patricia
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| I just re-read my diary concerning a certain part of my life around 2 years ago that i super regret. It's painful to relive those moments but i learned a lot eh. There was one entry after the whole issue wherein i wrote down a conversation between my friend eric and I. I want to copy paste a part of what he said:
"I really think one of the reasons why you don't have a guy (which i think is a good thing) is that with all the guys that has surrounded you or had an 'issue' with you, not one was worthy to have you. Or that if they ever did, no body would have been able to handle the great person that you are. It's like emptying a pitcher with a teacup. You're the pitcher."
I'm not sure if i had already posted this here but, if i'm reposting it, Okay lang. Thanks Eric!! That helped me a lot during that time. And i'll probably be coming back to this conversation again and again whenever i need it. :)
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| For the past few weeks, I think Grey's Anatomy kept me sane. I was watching re-runs (yes re-runs so i currently don't know what's happening) and my love for the show resurfaced. I love the script writers.
Dr. Meredith Grey: Hey.
Dr. Derek Shepherd: Hey. You almost died today.
Dr. Meredith Grey: Yeah, I almost died today.
[Derek is at a loss for words and starts heading to the door]
Dr. Meredith Grey: I can't, I can't remember our last kiss. All I could think about was, "I'm going to die today and I can't remember our last kiss," which is pathetic. But the last time we were together and happy, I... want to be able remember that, and I can't Derek. I can't remember.
Dr. Derek Shepherd: I'm glad you didn't die today.
[Starts to leave but stops]
Dr. Derek Shepherd: It was a Thursday morning, you were wearing that ratty little "Dartmouth" T-shirt you look so good in, the one with the hole in the back of the neck. You'd just washed your hair and you smelled like some kind of... flower. I was running late for surgery. You said you were going to see me later, and you leaned to me, you put your hand on my chest and you kissed me. Soft. It was quick. Kind of like a habit. You know, like we'd do it everyday for the rest of our lives. And you went back to reading the newspaper and I went to work. That was the last time we kissed.
[Derek starts to leave]
Dr. Meredith Grey: Lavender. My hair smelled like lavender... from my conditioner.
Dr. Derek Shepherd: Lavender. Huh.
I know, it's so mababaw but I got kilig during this conversation. And a lot more! :D
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| Usually, around this time in January, I'd be posting plug-ins for our dance concert on the 24th. I've always promoted sayaw manila and I've always been active in the "preparation" stage. But this year my sentiments towards indayog has dramatically changed. I became this lazy-i-dont-care-anymore kind of officer from the once "proactive" one. It got me thinking. What makes me think that it's okay to miss meetings? Why dont i find the need to pass by the studio anymore? I realized that i dont have the drive to try to make the best out of this organization anymore. Certain things have happened that made me see that it's not exactly the kind of environment that i would want to involve myself in. Hey but dont get me wrong, there are still a lot of decent people in this org. Sometimes i just dont agree with the principles and morals that they show. I used to be innocent. I used to believe in a world that could be utopian. Indayog changed that i think. Or, at least, it triggered it. It's sad actually. hmmm maybe this time around it will able to redeem itself. In any case, I'm STILL dancing for Sayaw Manila and I STILL hope you guys could come. :)
SAYAW MANILA 5: I AM
January 24, 2009, Saturday
6:00 pm onwards
Contact me for tickets!
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| I don't want to go back to school yet. I enjoyed sem-break a lot even i was just idle most of the time. haha I needed that kind of break to recharge.
I'm crossing my fingers hoping that the Bio teachers are still as tamad to teach as the students are to go to class.
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