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| Word Funk Assignment 3 What happens when we die?
White lights conversations with makers marking time marching forward back tracking shadows on the cave wall in the last second of your life we will not be showing you how we run this show so wait not with rapt amazement there is no man behind the curtain
Reincarnate your perception of the after life crisis perceive the grossly overlooked fact that you yourself may not even be alive, how sure are you that you're holding that spoon
Ashes to ash trays dust off some good old fashioned fear but in the panic of uncertain fate lies false security in blind beliefs taken god for granted
But wait theres hope bury your head in the sands its all for sale everything to make you forget death remember dollars damn the man and save the empire for only $19.95 plus shipping and handling | | |
| Worst sunrise
Crossing and weaving plotting a course through the midwestern maze toward an unfamiliar home waves of fire break and crash against my forward motion floating on the free flowing tassels morning of clarity reality of a minimal meaning manifest in a voyage of having momentarily lost to one tall waste of life energy affected new states of mind to cross with extra gravity raining down no escape from the road or the heat or the phantom feel of soft skin backed with dialog from films i didn't watch but can't forget illusions evaporated so suddenly leaving behind | | |
| Word funk assignment 2
“What if i snapped “
What if I snapped what if the next time you brought him near me what if the next time you knowingly rub it in what if he lands spine first on the bar room floor what if he's pinned there by a size ten and a half converse what if I enjoy myself while i watch his neck quiver beneath a rusty knife what if the spray of his blood felt satisfying on my face what if this were just a dream what if it were my dream what if it were my release to dream this what if it represented all the anger i can never unleash on you what if the line between your life and death was mere gender immunity what if I snapped | | |
| Did I really think or was it just hope that you time was eaten only by long working hours
No time to allow anyone into the gap I had hoped to fill a gap you said that was beyond the reach of my help maybe it was more than just miles that made me unfit maybe you tell all the beautiful lies you can afford from out of firing range
Why is it I stick around and wait with baited breath for the half reciprocal half hearted table scraps of attention you throw back when convenience and need merge perhaps in time the meter runs out on my attentive validating efforts
So much like another waste of energy I made you into what I wanted you to be at a time I needed just that but your image in my idolized lenses fades and new focus brings clarity to a more realistic picture | | |
| Maybe its the coffee maybe its the room words out loud form a subtle reminder intermittent applause Ripley's voice impossible and weary maybe its Bugg's smirk Katie's pensive smile the drinks later on Maybe its the message from this morning or one later on maybe its time passed or time coming chance for a change in state of mind maybe its you maybe its the lack of you
The song I heard earlier the chill of the morning air maybe the blue sky through the new leaves maybe a scrape on my finger
What I'm getting at, what i mean to say is that just for this moment i am one step closer to the day you're a distant faded fucking memory | | |
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