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Friday, October 21, 2005

Gigging @ SMK A.C.S (Chapel Service)

...reviews on this gig coming up in a few days time...


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Saturday, September 17, 2005

Today...rite after youth straight away went home. Why leh?..coz parents' anniversary loh. Not Mooncake festival or wat...haha

Well,at least is a special worth remembering as well. I believed God put everything to place according to His plan. Guess wat my mum didnt knw all my aunt's are coming down later at nite for steamboat supper to celebrate with em. So she's decided to cook...sigh...nvm lah..guess im gonna eat lotsa lotsa tonite..but who cares since i wont expand even a lil..haha

since I'm talking bout relationship...i guess starting a relationship is pretty ez..is either love at 1st site or some lust at 1st site..but to sustain a relationship is really tough mission. But basically after learning from past many experiences..i think Communication si truly the KEY.

Communication is often cited as the number one problem area in a relationship. If two people understand this, and are working towards having great communication, then how can they still run into problems? The reason is there may be many unknown factors contributing to the demise of a couple's communication. In this article we'll take a look at ten possible communication blocks that may be happening in your relationship.

Language
If you or your partner speaks a different first language, there can be a lot of semantic misunderstandings that may or may not be obvious. If you feel you're not being understood, really take the time to explain what you are trying to communicate.

Culture
With the Internet helping bridge gaps across territorial boundaries that once existed, this block is more important than ever. Just because you grew up with a certain philosophy about something, does not guarantee your partner did the same. Don't assume you know what your partner is thinking of or feeling about a certain issue. If you find yourselves on different sides of a disagreement, take the time to find out why they view it so differently. It could very well be they were brought up to believe things differently. Respect their choices and try and find some common ground you can both work from.

Truth, Or The Lack Of
One of the main culprits of blocking communication is the lack of truth and honesty. This is true even if you tell yourself that it isn't dishonest if you withhold a truth. For proper communication to be established, both parties involved need to be aware of everything relevant. Otherwise, one partner is always going to be hindered.

False Pretenses
This block is pretty self-explanatory. If someone tells you they are something they are not, chances are you're going to find out about it sooner or later, and not be too happy about it.

Expectations
What are your expectations of each other? How many times have you had disagreements about what you each expect from the other? If you don't clearly lay down what you both expect from each other in the roles you play (father, mother, lover, boyfriend, girlfriend, etc.) you will run into this disagreement fairly often.

Misunderstandings
The bulk of disagreements come down to one single thing, misunderstandings. One person interpreted something differently; the other assumed they understood what they were saying. If you are in a disagreement find out as soon as possible what the misunderstanding is. You'll save yourself some very unhappy moments!

History (Past Experiences)
Most people apply the philosophy of let the past be my guide. Well this is great unless your past is riddled with mistrust, abuse or any other negative experiences. Remember your partner is someone new; don't compare him or her to a past experience.

On A Pedestal
If you find yourself thinking you are better (overall) than your partner, you're setting your relationship up for failure. How is it possible to accept any communication from someone you don't have respect for?

Aloofness
How do you kill a conversation in two seconds or less? Talk to someone too aloof to reciprocate any comments. Aloofness can indicate the person has shut down on some level. If you notice your partner doing this, try asking them more self-opinionated questions such as: how do you want to handle this, or what do you really think about this? Obviously this won't work if you ask them with an obvious attitude attached.

Third Party
How can you effectively communicate with someone if you have to, in effect, talk to two or possibly more people? This is the case of someone who's been third partied. Not only do you have to allay your partner's fears or concerns, but that of someone else's--usually without even talking to them. The most successful of relationships happen when the couple makes a strong commitment to never let anyone else contribute negativity to the relationship.

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haha good stuff rite..is really true u knw ?...


Saturday, September 10, 2005

Worship & Obedience

 As I was worshipping Him in the youth service this afternoon. Although I was obsessed wit the my guitar, the music i play, n coordinating the band. But at the same time I was soak totally into the presence of God.

I felt tht something tht is lacking..and i asked myself wat izzit tht makes me dissatisfied ova the worship?..i figure it hard enuf..n i questioned myself..izzit the music, the dynamics?..the people's responce? the band nt quite prepared or wat?..Or mayb izzit im not satisfied wit the the worship i offer unto Him?..

Finally,aft searchin my own heart..i realise  Passion and exuberance is not enough to qualify as worship. True worship requires much more.

and I would love to share to Y'all something i found in the Bible !

Imagine the scene. Coming down from Abinidab's house on the road towards Jerusalem, thirty thousand men of Israel escorting the ark of God in a joyful procession. Banners and streamers are everywhere. Singers are lifting their voices; musicians of all kinds are playing their instruments; and dancers and twirlers are rejoicing before the Lord with all their might. Parents and children, servants and people of influence, all look on with joy and excitement as the house of Israel worships the Lord at the coming of the ark of God. David, the newly established King of Israel, is leading the procession in worship, ushering the ark back into the center of Israelite culture and consciousness.

There in the middle of the crowd is the ark. It's golden brilliance reflecting the sun as it rides on a new cart. Abinidab's sons, Uzzah and Ahio, are walking along side as attendants on this momentous occasion. Suddenly, the ox stumbles. Uzzah reaches out his hand to steady the ark and the crowd gasps; instruments are abruptly silenced; dancers come to an awkward halt; singers' voices trail off and the celebration is unexpectedly and dramatically turned to grief. Uzzah is dead.

David is stunned. How could this wonderful event end like this? How could their worship go unnoticed by the Lord? Worse yet, why would He punish them for it? As this story unfolds in II Samuel 6 and I Chronicles 13-15, we find several points of note for our modern day worship.

Honorable motives are insufficient. It appears that David wanted to honor the Lord by bringing the ark back to Jerusalem and into prominence with the people of God. The ark had been neglected during the reign of Saul and had recently been returned by the Philistines who had captured it during a battle with Israel. David wanted to lead Israel back to its foundation of worship and to restore Jerusalem as the worship center and capital of Israel-the City of David. He was making worship a priority again for the people of Israel. Unfortunately, David's motives were not enough to appease God's wrath. David was trying to do a good thing, the wrong way. Tragically, Uzzah, in reaching out to catch the ark, was also found guilty of possessing zeal without knowledge (Rom. 10:2). Whether it was from years of common interaction or just ignorance, a well-intentioned act became the touch point for God's discipline.

God's mandate is often inconvenient. The Philistines had captured the ark and kept it for seven months during which they had endured much devastation and many afflictions. They sent the ark back to Israel on a cart pulled by two cows who had recently calved but never been yoked (I Sam. 6). Perhaps it was from them that Israel got the idea of putting the ark on a cart. Their choice to use a cart is representative of our following convenience over conviction. The cart seemed like a good idea and was the quickest way to get to Jerusalem. Yet God wanted them to embrace His way of carrying the ark, instead of a convenient shortcut. You see the Divine mandate was to carry the ark on the shoulders of the Levites.

Don't respond to judgment with anger and fear. Devastated, David retreated back to Jerusalem without the ark, which remained at the house of Obed-Edom. He was upset because he was trying to do something wonderful and the Lord's wrath had broken out against them. He actually asked the question, "How can the ark of the Lord ever come to me?" Many times we become angry and confused because of our disobedience when the answer is repentance and humility. David chose to be frustrated with God instead of accepting the responsibility for the sin. Three months later, after watching the blessing of God upon Obed-Edom's household, David realized his error and once again took up the pursuit of bringing the ark to Jerusalem.

Passion without obedience is not worship. Fast-forward to I Chronicle 15. We now find the exact same scene playing out again as the ark of God is brought up from the house of Obed-Edom. Only this time the priests are carrying the ark according to the instructions prescribed by the Lord. Every six steps the entire entourage is stopping to offer sacrifices unto the Lord. It is neither convenient, nor common. Oh, there is singing and dancing, celebration and music! The worship is every bit as passionate as the first time but there is a major difference. Now, the right thing is being done in the right way and the Lord is very pleased. David has even taken off his kingly garments in the sight of all of Israel in a humble declaration of gratitude and joy.

Two scenes exactly alike, both contain the passionate expression of worship. Both seem to be honorable and driven by pure motives. Both are full of celebration. One ends in grief, the other in exuberant joy. The difference: obedience.

It is in this context that the words spoken by the prophet Samuel to King Saul years earlier bring crystal clarity to this story. "Does the Lord delight in burnt offerings and sacrifice as much as in obeying the voice of the Lord? To obey is better than sacrifice, and to heed is better than the fat of rams" (I Sam. 15:22). Samuel declared that sacrifice is not as valuable to the Lord as obedience. When King Saul tried to use worship as an excuse for disobedience, the offense was so great that God took the kingdom from him and soon after David was anointed to be King.

This was David's test of worship and obedience. Would he respond as King Saul and try to protect his pride since it had become obvious that God was displeased. Or, would he realize his mistake, repent and obey. The truth is disobedience disqualifies our worship! In fact, the very act of worship is but a reflection of an obedient life. This is the lesson from the story of Uzzah: worship cannot just be convenient, and it certainly should never be common. Passion is not enough to qualify as worship. Exuberance is no substitute for the character and consistency that God requires of us. True worship is obedience.


 


Wednesday, September 07, 2005

 

Stress...Erghh...Im like so out of focus. STPM is rite upfront of me...Im like way behind preparation. So many things to study..so Lil time ! *GOD..Here I am Calling out loud in the dark to U....U R my Rock,my Refuge n My Fortress..Plzz help me ! I guess most of the people on my network is Having their trials respectively..PMR,SPM,STPM...Had been real quiet these days..

Anyway, Not much things has been happening...Basically, school,library,church,and of coz MUSIC..! haha. But somehow it had gone down the drain a lil. Havent been havin any inspiration these days til LAST sunday band prac..Finally,we're doin Hillsong-Faith ! Man..i tell u..this song really spice up my life..the groove,beat,Solos..Oh yea..Talking bout the solo..Crazy man,ive been practising for pass 3 days for tht..n im still developing on my speed.*is really fast n Clean cut..Killer Licks man!

At the other side, Im having mood swing, probably coz i got up at 1 am to study this morning n stayed in the library for few hours. Kinda moody n I realised ive been betrayed by my BEST friend..somehow..but doesn't matter lah. Forgive n forget ! ..haha sounds ez huh?..it is u knw..to me lah..for a certain extend of coz..

Sigh...cannot tahan d...i think i gotta get out of this place now..n go on a ride wit my Angel...I dying to get space.!

Will b..back..once ive got back my inspiration!



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