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01. I want to learn how to be better.
02. I'm way too insecure.
03. I am not colorblind.
04. I'm into indie films.
05. I have seen snow before.
06. I like turkey a little bit.
07. I am horrible at remembering dates in the future, i get them mixed up.
08. I don't have a license.
09. I absolutely love Family Guy.
10. I say it doesn't matter all the time..even when it does. ( people know it matters too, I just say it)
11. I am too dumb to be a thinker.
12. I never thought masturbation was all that fun.
13. I hate feeling.
14. I love music.
15. Some music makes me sad.
16. I wish I was out with my friends.
17. I like movies.
18. I love pictures of friends.
19. I like looking at the stars.
20. I love to read.
21. I have always lived in the same 10 mile radius.
22. I worry that I'll never make it.
23. I love being in love.
24. I'm not sure what I want.
25. I'm into biting.
26. I sing in the shower.
27. I used to eat the honeysuckle from my back yard.
28. I wonder what people think about me. (all the time)
29. I hate baseball.
30. I'm the typical Irish/Italian mix.
31. I like flames.
32. People who change their demeanor when they're around certain people annoy me sometimes.
33. I change my demeanor when I'm around certain people sometimes. ( I know I do it, defense mechanism I suppose)
34. I have read the Harry Potter series innumberable times.
35. Fire fascinates me. (it’s pretty, I like candles)
36. Eyes are a big thing with me.
37. I hate people sometimes.
38. I am tired a lot.
39. Blind Date is my guilty pleasure.
40. I read into other people too much.. (body language, eyes, the way they say things) and I then get paranoid.
41. I do not have a fear of commitment.
42. I wish I could be useful.
43. I like palm trees.
44. I like silver jewelry, not gold.
45. I never know what to think about myself.
46. I used to love being in drama.
47. I wish my stomach was harder.
48. I'm a music addict.
49. Having people tell me they love me makes me happy. ( since I only hear it form people I know mean it)
50. I can't make up my mind sometimes.
51. I love hugs. ( I would hug everyone if they wouldn’t think I was crazy)
52. I wish I lived somewhere else, with the condition that a few other people lived there with me.
53. There is nothing quite like a sincere embrace.
54. Kissing is under-rated.
55. I think underwear is too constraining but I wear it anyway...sometimes
56. I love nature.
57. I adore the beach. (grew up there)
58. I'm crazy.
59. I wish someone was here with me.
60. I need a [LONG] vacation.
61. I am sympathetic as well as empathetic; and just plain pathetic.
62. I don't know whether or not I want to have children.
63. I want to travel.
64. I wish I could show my feelings about people more.
65. I like taking pictures.
66. I write.
67. I read too.
68. I regret more things that I didn't do, as opposed to regretting something I did do.
69. I think pixie stix are okay.
70. I LOVE massages.
71. I want to be...different.
72. Sometimes I don’t need to talk when I'm with people.
73. I have no confidence at all.
74. I have never lived in a foreign country.
75. I do nothing a lot, even when I should be busy.
76. I do over-analyze everything.
77. I think imperfections are sexy.
78. I love microwavable bagel bites pizzas.
79. I don’t know.
80. I want to drive a Ferrari.
81. I like sleeping late.
82. I'm not shy all the time. but most of the time I am
83. I enjoy snakes.
84. There are certain people who make me happy just by hearing their name. (like my 3)
85. I can be very stubborn.
86. I don't like normalcy.
87. I want to be happy. (even when I say I am)

88. I like stars.
89. I want my tongue pierced.

90. I'm sometimes hypocritical. ( I think we all are)
91. I like jeans.
92. I didn't generally enjoy my childhood.
93. I like The Nightmare Before Christmas.
94. I love Christmas lights.
95. I worry too much. (another source for all my problems)
96. I love fires when its cold; A LOT.
97. I sometimes want to be alone.
98. I feel inadequate a lot.
99. I wish I always had gum in my mouth.
100. I love my friends to death. (always, no matter what, all my heart)

You know what I love best about being home just being about to do nothing with people who fullly understand me and know the "real" me.  I love doing nothing with my friends.  We have some of our best times doing nothing.  It's nice not having to go out and do something to have fun.  You can just totally goof off and be as silly as you want and not feel strange about it.  I love that feeling of being totally at ease with yourself with our friends.  I love my friends so very much!

So, sun night finally got to see the christmas lights at Six Flags w/ Kel & Katelyn.  Then went back to Kate's house & hung out Ryan ended up over with his new "toy" a video camera.  He had fun taping the three of us just talking and how we interact.  It was instresting to watch but to anyone else we would be so boring.  I never notices how annoying my voice really is.  I'm sorry to all who have to listen to me.  Just tell me to shut up & I will, I promise.  We had fun hanging out, it is always interesting.

The past two nights Kel & I have watch movies at her house.  Nothing to exciting.  Last night we did try our hand at cooking & lets say we were a lot better than Jessica Simpson. (but that isn't too hard).  Tonight who know not me yet.  Friday I do know though we're going to go see Chasing Liberty, I love Mandy Moore & can't wait to see it.  She is just so cute.  She reminds me a lot of myself but she is prettier oh well.

Until next time I love you!!!

Christmas has come and gone again... So has New Years.  I have 2 weeks still left of break but only one with Kelly & Katelyn. 

Christmas was one of the best ones that I can remember since my parents got divorced at both houses.  I made me very happy.  New Years was fun for staying home with the fam.

Come home for me has been a growing and learning experenice.  I have learned things about myself, my friends and life.  One of the most important things I have learned is You can never truly go back things will never be the same as they were.  Now they are just memories frozen in time, things that you will carry with you forever. But that doesn't mean that things aren't as good, they're just as good but in there own way.  I had always told myself that things wouldn't be the same but I guess I had to see it to truly believe it but that doesn't mean that I love my friends any less or anything.  It's just learning to love a different part of themselves.  I guess that I am just being opened up to more of them, just like they are with me.  I've learned some other life lesson that I'm going to keep with me for now many tell you about them later.

Kelly, Katelyn & Peter,  I'm sorry if have have ever sounded like I think I am better then you guys because I don't believe that. I understand tha we each have our own lives to live and choices to make.  And that we each live by our own set of morals.  I don't think that mine are better from yours because yours are right for you and mine are right for me.  If anything you are better than me for dealing with me because at times I wonder how you do it.  YOu have helped make me, me.  All of you have helped teach me things about myself, you've thaught me how to love, trust, stand up for myself, be my own person, and grow up.  Because you all of those things that makes you much better than I am.  I Love You 3 SO SO MUCH!!!

Sending my love to my 3!!!

BACK HOME!!!!  I'm so happy to be home butat the same time I miss school well my friends there.  But I'm home w/ my friends how I love & who know the real Katie.  Yesterday I saw Kyle, my lil bro, in his school's xmas show.  He is so cute I love that kid.  Then worked on my xmas presents.  (Remind Me Never To Make Ones Again).  Then Last night show the xmas lights at PNC w/ the fam (dad's).  Then was off to Katelyn's w/ Kelly.  Ryan stopped by to see her.  It was fun, just hanging around being silly.  I love being able to goof around w/ people but not feeling strange.  I love my girls they are awesome.

Today what  am I doing good ? I wrapped some gifts, worked on the gifts for my 3.  Cleaned my room. nothing fun so far.