sso....last two days = red swollen eyed crying to the max yo.

jeff and amelia (theyre my rock) are leaving.  and this is me right now

actually no smileys can describe my confused feelings.  but ive got my sapc girls and we'll get thru it.

plus random people have been really helping me.

em and i pulled into food lion parking lot at the SAME TIME with teh SAME THOUGHT (get comfort food like swiss cake rolls and zebra cakes before hils thing at her house with jeff and amelia) it was good stuff.

"Don't cry because it's over. Smile because it happened." Dr. Seuss...what a wise man...I need to learn to be more like him.

so snowboarding was just one of those yg times where im like this is where i need to be forever and again.

i love them so much

we saw rebecca st james in concert and this song was...great. and i wish hil was there b/c this is something we talk about a lot...the whole no sex before marriage deal, its a moral we have a pact about so we make sure each other gets thru hs and stuff w/o compromising our morals

Darling did you know that I, I dream about you,
Waiting for the look in your eyes when we meet for the first time
And Darling did you know that I, I pray about you,
Praying that you will hold on
Keep your loving eyes only for me

Chorus:
Because I am waiting for, praying for you, Darling
Wait for me too, wait for me as I wait for you
Because I am waiting for, praying for you, Darling
Wait for me too, wait for me as I wait for you
(Darling wait, Darling Wait)

Darling did you know I dream about life together
Knowing you will be forever.
I'll be yours and you'll be mine.
And Darling when I say, "till death do us part",
I'll mean it with all of my heart, now and always faithful to you

Repeat Chorus

Bridge:
Now I know you may have made mistakes,
But there's forgiveness and a second chance.
So wait for me, Darling wait for me, wait for me, wait for me

Wait for me, Darling Wait
Because im waiting for you, Because im waiting for you
So wait for me, Darling wait
Wait for me

then another of her songs has a chorus i love:

This is what I'd say
if I had one chance
to speak to your heart:
you are loved.
more than you could ever imagine.
Imagine.

....ok so u just have to hear this australian live

THERE IS NO PHILANGE!!!!!

hahaha best line of friends ever i do believe.  my brother gave me season 10 on dvd for xmas so ive been obsessively watching that the past two days (when i wasnt at work...) so great so great

ack SCHOOL TOMORROW

so this was going to be an away message to end all away messages---but it failed to be small enough to fitso the brilliant hilary came to the rescue and offered the idea to make it a blog entry.  so here it is (plus soblondeitscarey (3:59:43 PM): an away message cannot hold all of my awesomeness.)

its confirmed, ppl really are scared of my camera:  soblondeitscarey (3:37:09 PM): I mean, if I broke, maybe you would cry. Maybe. But it that camera broke they'd have to put you in intesive care to make sure you didn't take your own life.

exam season IS the most depressing time of the year (the holiday season has been proven the season with the highest suicide rate..the same time of year as exams. Coincidence? I think not.)

soblondeitscarey (3:45:37 PM): but its a good night to have something planed so if someone is like "oh come to my party and we can get cruuuunk" i can be like f u no I got my hilaryandquailfiasco

soblondeitscarey (3:55:53 PM): oh man i heart brick city
quailiquelamay (3:56:02 PM): haha its an acquired taste i do believe
soblondeitscarey (3:56:28 PM): like coffee and beer
soblondeitscarey (3:56:35 PM): but mostly like caviar
quailiquelamay (3:56:56 PM): HAHAHHAA
soblondeitscarey (3:57:02 PM): only the dignified have the distinguished and dignified tastebuds
soblondeitscarey (3:57:10 PM): (dignified = quail and hilary)

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(b/c then CHRISTMAS will be here!)