Hi all,

i have a new blog.

http://godlovesruru.blogspot.com

if you want me to link you, do drop me your link.

thanks and i hope i don't bore you. Cheers!!

Random update

          Yesterday night went to Planet Shakers "Ultraviolet" concert with GIRLfriend angelsji . First time i saw planet shakers live, and well it was pretty cool, much more fun than Festival of Praise but still, i wasn't quite satisfied haha. I still think Global Day of Prayer rocked... the more i wanna be at every GDOP  for the upcoming years. Last night we sang Evermore, it's really a nice song, and i listened to it for quiet time. Hey i realized i went to all these big events with my pretty GIRLfriend!! I love my angelsji, she's my entertainer and playmate at ji's house!! We always have loads of fun and laughters, never one dull moment . Angels' sweet 16th is coming up on the 24th, what should i get for her? Ideas anyone?

          Just started a journal recently, i think it helps loads? Without it, i don't suppose i would actually have quiet time consistently, even when i'm really sleepy, i would still make it a point not to miss QT. Thanks to james for the lovely "mighty to save" notebook. "Mighty to Save" is a new album by Hillsongs, contains many lovely and thought-provoking songs, my favourite is "At the Cross". Do check out the album all you fellow brothers and sister in Christ!!

          My weekends are normally filled, tomorrow i'm attending Tiong's 21st party and afternoon maybe helping brother koksiang to sell some stuffs at somewhere, next friday i have Sam Lee Sheng Jie's showcase at babyface, compliments from singtel when i bought my new sony ericsson k610i in red. James wanna go listen to Sam Lee, so yup, we're going! Saturday would be Bennett's 21st party and sunday we'll have young adults captain ball. Hopefully we'll all get to play and have fun, my team won 2nd last year, but too bad no more same team this year haha. *Grins*

          The movies i've watch since august are "Helen the Baby Fox", "The Lakehouse" and "Click", watched Helen with shu at cineleisure and we dirtied the seats with cheese dip haha, thereafter we sat along the paths to people-watch. We were that bored, and kept grumbling that there's nothing to do in Singapore. The other 2 movies was accompanied by the Darling James, enjoyed myself with him, the lake house is beautiful !! But i still prefer a house by the beach haha, of course it has to be beaches with clear blue-green water unlike sg's sort of beaches.

after all good things come really bad ones.

i'm torn apart. crying inside and outside. hurting inside and outside.

pierced right through without mercy.

who am i now?

[ Wednesday 9 Aug ]

been ok since night, but still quite hurt by some comments.

i shall just suck thumb eh.

i'm cool. don't worry about me jill.

i don't understand myself.

why am i willing to be hurt over and over again.

why am i willing to settle for  less.

why am i willing to be so good and nice still.

why does each time my tears roll down faster.

why is it that i can stand in your shoes and think for you,

but when all i need is comfort and consoling, i get misunderstood?

have you ever sit down quietly, put away ur ego, and think about me, what i have done for you?