Moved

Back to business

I will have to say, back to the study business ain't easy. Have lotsa commitments, planning, managing household. Sure life isn't easy huh?

My bitterness is gradually subsiding. It's now coming into-- CAN'T BE BOTHERED.

And this applies generally to the relationship arena. This year can't afford to have any lovey-dovey-sah-fah-chiong stuff. Have so many assignments and job applications to think about.

I sure hope that I won't end up being bitter. Haha.. there goes the word. Somehow these days a lot of things are associated with bitterness.

I am so busy these days that I can't even think clearly sometimes. Yesterday our power supply was disconnected. Great stuff, huh? And I had to wait for the electrician to come over and reconnect the damn thing in 4 hrs!! 4 hrs!! Can you imagine that?! How long does it take to reconnect the damn thing?!

And so I was all alone in the house with no electricity at all. I realised that life is sure hard without electricity.

But nonetheless, I had some reflections of my own. And then later it became anger. Was angry at a lot of people, including God, myself etc Perhaps it's the hunger. I don't function well with hunger. It comes with the package of being born in the year of the pig. Agree, no?

Ah.. blah.. rant..

Bitter 'ole lady

Now guys and girls.. before you read on, I might sound like a bitter old lady.

So if you think you can't handle it, then please go ahead and navigate away. If you are feeling amused already, go ahead and read on.

Girls:

Some of you might have followed my other blog. But I just have one word of caution: BEWARE OF guys. Hahah..

Well, okay, to be fair, not all guys.

Just be sure of who you date. I have seen and encountered many experiences lately and I just feel that we should just be independent. Don't depend on guys too much. They are just a bunch of arseholes. ( okay, that's too much.)

Well, I feel that I can't trust someone totally anymore. BIG TIME. I used to be so naive and innocent to think that the world isn't filled with big bad people, but looks like I was wrong.

Sometimes when you think that someone isn't that bad after all, *poop* and that person turns out to be a demon after all. Not exactly someone you imagined him/ her to be.

Guys:

You know... I really hope that you guys don't go around playing with other girls' feelings. You wouldn't want that to happen to you. Though I am a Christian, but I believe that someday God will serve us justice. If you do something like that to someone, someday someone will be doing the same thing to you. It's a cycle.

Mark my words. I am not cursing you, but it is true.

So if you think you can play with a girl's feelings? Think again. The next round you are going to face with the same scenario, except that the victim is you.

I think I am morphing into a bitter old lady now.

Great stuff, huh?