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| i've moved yet again.
http://imaginegoingnuts.blogspot.com/
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| this has got to be like the slowest friday known to man.... omg, you
could slice through the mundanity with a feather. its like an all
encompassing fog of MUNDANEyness.
but only another hour. the night's still young...and very, very cold.
it actually snowed snowed for the first time in this young winter...is
it even winter yet, i never know.
school is easing up a bit.. it's almost a shame, at least it gives me something to do.
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| on days like today your petty problems are exposed as the insignificant specks of dust that they are.
We remember.
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| i'll call a spade a spade, and myself a diamond...
so it's thursday. there is nothing particularly illuminating to share
with you all but the sky has fallen/hell froze over/some random
climactic change is responsible for HIM asking me if i want to do
something this week with him. yep, i couldn't believe it either. my
mouth dropped open for an undetermined amount of time. for once it
wasn't me in my usually uncompromising position of having to ask, and
him more than willing to turn it down. but yeah, i figure i'd go this
once... with exams coming up next month and then the barrage of
partying i intend on taking part in - well, i won't have time for him.
man, i really am too nice and too stupid.
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| so i've been blog traveling lately and i've noticed a trend among the people whose blogs i frequently visit...
....they are shy. and i envy that, honestly. sometimes i'll do and say
stupid things around guys i like. and by stupid, i just blurt out how i
feel about them. now, to a lot of people that's very off-putting. and a
lot of girls think that i should wait until HE makes a move and not be
so upfront... but i can't help it. it's so hard for me to like a new
guy; seeing as though i haven't really liked anyone new in over a year.
sure, i'll check out the candy dish and mmm at it, salivate over said
dish, and check out if the dish has a nice ass. but anyway, when i
really think the guy and i have a connection - i will do almost
anything to ensure i have them for myself. is this over confident? i'm
not sure what it is. i'm glad i don't suffer from a low self-esteem,
because life would be a lot less tantalizing.
regardless, sometimes i really need to shout at myself "down, girl!"
and remember that the guys i like are fruit cakes. i honestly don't
know why i fuss so much over this one particular guy, of whom you all
know. he's really not that special and he's so asexual that it disturbs
me. i think i had a sex dream about him 2 nights ago and i woke up
feeling embarrassed, mostly because i know he'd never want to have sex.
i really miss sex. over the weekend, i became a self proclaimed virgin
because it's been so long. it's really been awhile since i've been
hormonal. i don't know what utsc is doing to me but i don't like this
:\ am i 19 or am i 90?!
and now i'm off to go volunteer in about 20 mins...
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