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| hi.. life sucks. today is my dad's birthday.... happy birthday dad. life sucks.. im lonely.. i have to write paper... oh yeah.. HUGE BALL OF NEGATIVITY right hurrrrrrr maaaaaaaaaaan... bla blah blah blah.. no optimism nor pessimism.. im fuckin stuck in between.. GRRRRR..CONFUSED...don't know what the hell im blah blah.. i hate school... i just want to sleep.. all i want to do is sleep........i'll say poem..
crappy crappy crappers...fuckin eat those damn soda crackers.......you stupid mother fackers..with your inconsiderate face......selfish disgrace.....mildy winning the race....crawling toward the nonexistent grace......reaction....temptation......elevation.....stimulation...ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh stupid shit....that's it...
you like that.. haha i just tried to rhyme.. no meaning.. unless you find one.. SUCKS.. ahha bye
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| hi okay so like.. my life is just diggin the hole deeper and deeper. school sucks. i have an exam on thursday and for my com320 class i was chosen the one out of the group to write a paper. i have to read 77 pages by thursday.. so what the hell am i doing on xanga. releasing the negative energy. today was cool. i missed a class to go with josh and tara to the bank.. and then we ate lunch with taylor and ryan. i was talking to taylor about pse. yeah i guess i'll stay in it. except tara's leaving. now who am i going to hang out with?? sucks... i guess i'll just have to hang around taylor and my kids.. hahaha.. i be no one knows what the hell im talking about.. but its all good.. i talked to my mom today about my life. SHE ROCKS huge SOCKS!! I love my mom.. she always makes me feel 10x better. she told me this disturbing story that I'm still thinking about... well that's it for now.. time to study...... oh and i talked to my cousin tiff today.. I MISS HER SO MUCh.. why can't i just runaway to california...life would be so much better.... | | |
| hi okay this was the shittiest weekend.. well i did have LOTS of fun on friday night.. headed out to waterfront.. got DRUNK..had like 5 $3 long islands.. wow that was only 15 bucks.. plus tip. oh and couple people bought me shots..i was drunk.. woke up the next day with a bit of a hangover.. woke up went to pick up manapua's at this place downtown.. YUMMMMMY!! and gau gee.. YUMMY mmmm.. tasty.. then we went to drop off shanell to the airport. bye shanell..she's so cute.. then we went to costcos....then went home to drop off the stuff we bought from costcos then went to eat at OLD SPAGHETTI FACTORY.. yuummmy.. good shit dude.. chicken parmesian (sp?) then went home and slept.. woke up got ready to go to GAVAOKE.. went out with TARA.. it was okay.. not as fun as previous karaoke parties that ive been too.. but it was okay.. saw a lot of people that i haven't seen in awhile.. it was REALLY good to see old friends.. and met some new ones as well.. wow.. it seems like i did really have a good weekend.. but i was super sad on friday.. because this guy that i like.. doesn't like me.. i was bummed out.. and i liked him for the LONGEST time...maaaaaaaaaan.. i fucked up.. at least i got drunk to drown my sorrows away, but it came back to me today.. SUCKS.. i hate guys.. they just have too much damn power... grrrr.. | | |
| hi hi.. okay last night i went out with the christy, rona, and holly to VENUS. FUN! in the beginning i was feeling really insecure because there were a lot of beautiful asian girls there.. ew.. so pretty with nice bodies.. well anyway, after that it was all around fun. christy hardly comes out with us so i was really excited when ryan said she could come out with us. they had to draw up a contract that they would not fight. that's cool. just as long as she came out with us. we found a little corner to chill and just talk. and then we saw a lot of people that we haven't seen in a LONG ass time. our friend brandon, he was buying us round of ASTI (champagne) i was getting drunk super fast. then, his friend bought DOM.. i was like what the hell.. i was super drunk. i drank world select... YAH! that is like the best beer ever.. i wish they had it in lite though.. world select lite..ooh sounds wonderful. we met a lot of new friends.. i hope i see them around more. i even saw Nolan who's leaving tomorrow hes the SHEEET! well we're probably going out again tonight.. YAH! GOOD TIMES! aloha! | | |
| hi last night i went to D&B. i know i know... shani's pretty much fucken up cause its a school night but you know what.. I had SOO MUCH FUN. i went straight after work. met up with rona christy ryan and ryan's friends from hilo. i think the reason why I was having so much fun was because there was the perfect amount of people there. it wasn't too crowded and yet it wasn't empty. I loved it. rona and I went upstairs for a bit and met her friends miki, mike, chris and trevis. trevis bought all of us a shot of crown so that was awesome. LOVELY. i was already spirited with my second carribean fantasy and feeling a bit tipsy. we went back downstairs to meet Rona's friend alapa. I always tease him about his name. ALAAAAKA! he's coo though. he was in crutches.. its okay.. he kind of reminds me of luke yet kind of looks like shane.. woah woah.. pretty scary. anyway.. good stuff.. SCHOOL SUCKS.. i miss SUMMER! | | |
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