had a great weekend...on sat evening i was able to get into the whole heightened rugby atmosphere while giving out all black try banners outside the stadium...was gud money...$50 for like slightly over an hours work...it was so fun when belinda and i tried to give banners to a sea of red lions fans...in fact i found that they were fun loving and farnie as ppl...these two guys were trying to buy our non existant tickets and offering themselves in exchange...wahaha...so farnie they were getting more and more desperate as kick off time drew near...after we finished the job all of us watched the fireworks then carmen and i proceeded to run down to queens wharf to watch the live telecast there...the atmosphere was great it was so fun cheering with everyone when the all blacks scored their first try...then at half time having stood at queen wharf all hungry and cold we again ran over to courtney palce where it was even more happening...pick up a hotdog and continued our cheering for the all blacks...and dan carter..hehe...was a great experience and great nite:>

today like finally got to c my snookle fluff after more than a week apart...even waited until midnite until he got home...woah some on the road story really beat mine hands down babe...wind screen shattered by a stone no larger than a fifty cent coin...scary maybe its a gud thing i didnt go to conference..hehe...had a great day today...even cooked dinner...wahha...but didnt get to eat any of it...:(

actually on wednesday carmen and i went down to SJS to sign up for this one of job as an all black supporter but because we didnt have an ird no we thought ah..its gonna be a problem...but then on thursday carmen calls me up to say its alrite we r on for the job...so happy its so cool we get to be clse to the action during the second test although maybe not quite close enuf to scout out prince william..hehe

so yest we met at the foyer at rutherford house for a briefing...filled up bank account forms...yes i need money..been spending far too much of it...then carmen and i headed for supre to erm...window shop because of course we havent got our pay yet...then with our tummies growling we moved on to ne world and picked up drink and maggi temptations...it looked real yum on the pack man...couldnt wait to go back to carmens to try it out...after a cable car ride we finally got to sink our chops into the green curry one...well sad to say it was just so.so...left the other seseme chicken one at carmens really wanna try that one out...after that i walked down the hill to vic central to my surprise i could walk straight in...unlike the the last time where me and boolio got caught out by a security guard while sneaking thru the doors when someone came out...win and poon were talking on the webcam while i tried my hand at simpsons hit and run on the playstation but i was absolutely rubbish on that so we switched to boxing and hey at least i managed to knock poon out a couple of times and make him bleed a lil...go muhammed ali...my fav boxer in the game:> then we walked up to waiteata to get poons car and headed downtown to wasabi sushi...yay! i love it its just like sakae sushi except pricier...hehe..but this is my reward for tutoring my naughty student..who came out with a C in th end...not bad considering how i was gonna smack him so hard because he knew NOTHING about economics the day b4 the exams and i had to start from scratch...after watching the lady beside us chomp down EVERY plate of oyster that passed her we struggled to get up after eating almost everything that came our way...then bak to waiteata we went to pick up win's champagne ...it was nice to have champagne after such a long time...think the last time was during my cousin's wedding ages and ages ago..so while drinking champagne we chatted and drove up to mt vic...boy were there a lot of ppl up there...mostly lions supporters...Booo go the all blacks! haha...drinking and chatting was fun but the scenery wasnt that great because it was a cloudly day...then both of us start to chat about style of kissing we both got curious..haha...my big brother is pretty gud...and then he tried to convince me he wasnt a playboy all the way until it was time to go home...and man my dad was like ...y r u home so late...it was not even midnite...man....i cant believe uni is starting on monday drats...but at least i'll be able to c my s.f..hehehehe

just returned from a great holiday. the last few days have been just awesome. started by making sandwiches followed by watched the last episode of a h drama b4 turning in at ard 3 only to wake up at 6 to prepare to set off...knowing us as usual. we muo and muoed until abt 8 when we finally set off. because all of the others had nv ventured out of welly we attempted to cover as much ground as usual and went along highway 3 up wanganui all the way to new plymouth to see mt taranaki..it was sooooo farnie watching their expressions as they saw a snow caped mountain for the first time...v japanese..hehe...then we proceeded further north towards waitomo caves an spent the nite there...i was really surprised that the backpackers was soooo warm..and so new...we were all just wearing tshirts indoors.its been a long time since ive been able to do that...at nite we just played twister and chatted the nite away.

the next morning was the highlight of the holiday - black water rafting. It was totally wicked man...first we had to squeeze, jump and pull ourselves into skin tight wetsuits the don shorts and gumboots...we all looked a laugh...then we drove down the road to practice abseiling before the real thing...but all of us were too excited we wanted to do the real thing quickly...so sure enuf in no time we were abseiling one by one down 35 metres into the dark cave...it wansnt as scary as i thought...felt like i was in a movie sliding down into a dar cave..then we had t do a flying fox across this large hole to the other side...that was freaky at first because we had to turn off our lights and everytime someone went across we would hear a loud CRASH...but we were fine once we got to the other side and everyone lay down to gaze up at the glowworms and enjoy a nice cup of tea and biscuits....ahhhhhh...

after warming outselves up a bit came the freaky part that carmen warned me abt...we had to jump off a cliff into the water down below...man...ive nv dived so far into the unknown b4...holding on the a tube we jumped...the first few guys didnt make it and ended up drinking and choking on the water...but after watching for a bit the rest of us made it...:> after this we just floated and relaxed for a bit along enjoying the glowworms above...it was really pretty ...then lastly to get out of the cave we had to climb up 3 waterfalls to get out of the cave ...that was the most challenging thing i ever did...and it was heaps of fun.

after that we drove up to rotorua...by the time we got there it was dark and we drove ar trying to find a place...but we tried many backpackers and they all didnt have enuf room for 10....finally after about an hour we found a nice centrally heated place...yay..then we went for dinner at hells pizza before heading off to the polynesian spa...man was it freezing....but after jumping into the hot pools it was much better...it was so fun jumping from pool to pool and it got more fun as the temperature got hotter...little did we know that we left poor sleeping wenloong who had been driving all day in the 39 degree pool...after showering and stuff we found him in the car with blood all over his face...apparently he had fallen asleep and fainted in the pool...opps...man it looked bad...then after that all of us went to pak and save and secretly bought cake making ingredients as it was shujun's bday the next day...after getting back to the backpackers...operation shujun's surprise party began...one group baked while the other kept her far away in the room...finally when the time came...she look really surprised as we burst into the happy bday song...the cake was great...butter cake with vanilla icing....*drools* after all the celebrating it was time to plan for the next day and all the girls stayed up to prepare the vegetables for fried rice the next day...

early in the morning all the girls got up again to prepare the lunch...then we headed off to te puia to enjoy the geysers and maori village...then we headed off to the agradome where we were supposed to watch the sheep show but really couldnt be bothered and ended up buying chocolate at the chocolate factory..haha...after that we drove out to the zorb...at first everyone was apprehensive about going on the zorb because its sooo much to pay for like 30 seconds of rollin down the hill in a gigantic ball and it didnt look v exciting from the outside..but boy were we wrong...finally we decided to go in 3s on the hydro zorb..first they fill the bottom of the ball with water and we stand like 3 hamsters running on the wheel but once we hit the hill we all tumble down and everything goes spinning and the water is flying everywhere....man it was exhilarating...so glad we didnt give it a miss...then after that we just drove ard lake rotorua to soak in some sights and work up an appetite before we headed off the valentines for the seafood buffet...trying to work out a strategy on how the eat heaps without feeling sick..we had one round the laughed for a bit then continued...man was there a big spread....yummm...after stuffing outselves until the buffet bar closed 4 of us chose to walk back to aid digestion while the others went back in the car...then at nite we player mafia..it think ive played the english version of the game..was so fun and had heaps of laughs...then on the last morning we headed off the taupo...first stop skydiving but to our disappointment the winds were too strong so we couldnt do it....so we headed off the bungy but only huihoong was game enuf to do it...looked real fun but nah scary...hehe...after that we went horse trekking...was sooo fun especially when they started to trot...it was like u were gonna bounce off the saddle any moment and sure enuf we heard a loud scream from the back and yuxuan was off the horse...in fact we didnt know but he fell off twice...poor thing...there is something about this trip and bad luck for drivers..first wenloong then yuxuan...so after that we drove off to taupo hospital and admitted him into the emergency department...not that serious but its free that way...hehe...while waiting we had kfc...yum...20piece chicken meal...afte stuffing ourselves full it was about 5 and being worried about driving in the nite esther suggested stopping at palm for the nite...but little did we know that the lions were playing there last nite and all accomodation would be full...but joel managed to settle us in his house somehow...but we all felt bad and paiseh about freeloading and in the end drove slowly home...ahhhhh...it was so gud to get out of the car my legs were killing me...and after this trip i swear my mandarin sounds sooooooooooo malaysian....haha...it was such a different experience travelling without parents...more freedom and more laughs...hehe...now gotta contact carmen and head off to bake up a storm...

had a whacky day today...at first we planned at drive the car up to wairarapa and then to watch some sheep shearing but apparently the boys decided to get all boozed up the nite b4 and woke up late...then when they finally made it to the car the battery was flat...bummer...so late in the afternoon joel finally bussed up to my place to pick me and my bags up...gud thing on the way back to town we met my dad who happily gave us a ride...yay!

then back at joels i went to the bathroom...came out to be greeted by an angmoh lady...' hi u must be shanny' scared me...thought who...yuan lai her and the guy behind were joel's parents...oh man...didnt know we were there yet...up to the meet the parents stage..but they were really nice folks..had a nice long talk with his mom on the way to dinner which they shouted...cool...hehe...had a nice chicken burger at the kebab place..yums...then returned to joel's flat to hang with his mom and emma as we waited for joel and his dad to fix the car battery...after like an hour we finally got down to seriously stuff...emma is great she emptied my whole bag and filled it with warm stuff...and even gave me a huge briefing on wad warm stuff i need and how cold it can be in new zealand...hehe...shes great know she feels bad for nagging at me but...hehe...then just hung with joel until midnite...cant believe we r only gonna c each other once this holidays...but cant wait for my trip tmr...or rather today...spent the last hour maing sandwiches for the trip...and im so touched by taiguonansheng...came all the way to drop off the sleeping bag...hehe...hes so sweet:>

my whole week was crazy...was trying to make the most of my last few days of freedom b4 i move back with my parents so i practically nv slept...wed and thurs were spent bumming ard town..shopping..driving ard and having crazy movie marathon so by friday both of us could hardly keep our eyes open but we decided to go do sth different -  go to makara beach to watch the sunrise...so sure enuf friday was spent playing underground2 and modifying my super cool PINK evo8...until my eyes started to droop...so i took a rest and he promised to wake me at 3 to leave...then i feel the bright rays of sunrise on my face...i wake up with a start and look outside...in my frezy i shake him up asking...wad time is it...7...argh...missed the sunrise...cause we jsut ended up falling asleep in the couch..just like the days before...so fine...we still have the sunday morning sunrise rite? so saturday was spent going to dress mart and porirua...it was a long time since ive shopped properly...nz styles..haha...then it was off to paraparam...and gosh the sunset was amazingly beautiful...it looks like a scene out from a movie where u would expect Jesus to decend down on earth any moment...it was breathtaking...after that i dropped off to sleep slowly only to awake to the smell of fish and chips...apparently his favourite on karori...but this time i was already starving...but noooo we had to drive all the way to oriental bay to eat it..dunno wad it is with him and oriental bay...then after dinner we were bored to the core...we had avsolutely nothing to do...so wad else to do but go and bum ard town again...but as we had it sat nite no parking...we must have gone round town like over a million times even behind the embassy...no parking spaces...coudlnt believe it...last resort was to park in front of my house then walk down...cant believe it...wads the use of a car then...again we went to time out for a crazy hour of gaming b4 going to watch kingdom of heaven...i thought ut was supposed to be pretty gudf i mean with orlando bloom and stuff but i was bored to the bone...dunno if i was too tired or wad but both of us were falling asleep on each other...the movie seemed to drag on forever... it finally finish at half past one and i was totally dead by then...i couldnt even walk straight so he had to piggy back me up the allenby stairs...must be extremely tiring with such a heavy load like me on his back but we made it back...phew...only for me to recharge the battery on my fone to find a message..............................................................................................

after a long cry and a serious talk down the church street stairs i realised i had to make a choice and let go....definately had to start anew...if repentace is wad u want...and it is wad u will get...even tho its hard...i have made a choice and i know inside it is the right one...that nite when i sat there reading the letter that u wrote me i knew i was wrong...and altho it was hard it still made it up those stairs to tell him to F*&^ off as u wished...i realised it is more important to treasure wad i have beside me than to opt for a short period of fun which leads to nowhere...lets make this work...and the only way is for me to give my heart to u...hmmmm...its gonna br wierd when i see him in accounting...no more car rides after accounting and crazy movie nites...i hope its not gonna be awkward or anything later...break ups r nv easy...especially when i gave such a dumb excuse...but oh well