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| Here come your pride and joy,
The comic little drunk you call your boy,
making everybody smile.
Who takes your pretty plan,
And then becomes a disappearing man,
After a little while.
I saw you with your makeup running down,
Now what's that all about?
You say you don't want anyone around,
'Cause you're all cleaned out.
You toss the empty beer,
Not really as composed as you appear,
An icicle inside.
Wearing clothes that clash,
Wondering, is this treasure, is this trash?
Still trying to decide.
Now about five o'clock here comes your clown,
With the foot he's throwing down.
But all you say is you don't want anyone around,
No, not right now.
There ain't nothing to dream,
You don't wanna think about it.
I'm sorry you seem so stung,
And I'm sorry you think you have to hold your tongue,
When you're so pretty and smart.
I'm seeing you caving in,
Becoming afraid of all these men,
That you've given your heart.
I saw you with your makeup running down,
Now what's that all about?
You say you don't want anyone around,
'Cause youre all cleaned out.
All cleaned out,
All cleaned out.
I just don't know how much longer I can do this.
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| 10 Things I wish I could say to 10 different people without mentioning their names:
01. Even though you've hurt me too many times to count, you are the best thing in my life right now and I love you.
02. I really wish you were a better friend, like you use to be.
03. I am not mad at you. Seriously.
04. I miss the way you were before you got so involved with your boyfriend.
05. You need to get over yourself and mature. A LOT.
06. I need my guitarhero3 back soon.
07. I still think you made the biggest mistake of your life last year.
08. You were so fake and I fell for you too fast. And I think I'll hate you forever for that.
09. You are really creepy and I've always thought that about you.
10. I wish you didn't hate me so much.
9 things about me:
01. I watch the Golden Girls almost every night at 1 am because it's the only thing that makes me happy enough to fall asleep.
02. I hold grudges, even though I know I shouldn't.
03. I can keep secrets, when I feel like it.
04. I always second guess myself and usually have to ask someone else's opinion before doing anything drastic.
05. I have a tendency to say what's on my mind, and people really dislike me for that.
06. I hate not wearing makeup.
07. I can do a back bend.
08. I may seem confident, but I really am not.
09. I love to paint.
8 ways to win my heart (not in order):
01. Text me randomly.
02. Bring flowers/chocolates/stuffed animals/etc. because I love all those mushy, gushy presents (My favorite flowers are daisies. :D)
03. Tell me I look pretty because I rarely ever am told that.
04. Give me piggy back rides.
05. Make me laugh.
06. Take me to a playground.
07. Let me control the radio in the car.
08. Show me things I've never seen before. I love to learn.
7 things that cross my mind ALOT:
01. How certain songs would be great in certain movies.
02. The fact that I hate my hair and want to cut it.
03. What my boyfriend's up to.
04. How my friends are doing.
05. Money issues.
06. The future.
07. The past.
6 things I wish I could change:
01. January 2008.
02. My face.
03. My body (I'm trying to change that.)
04. My attitude.
05. My job.
06. My room.
5 turn offs:
01. Bad teeth.
02. Cockiness.
03. Overly tanned skin.
04. No hair.
05. Smelly (in a bad way).
4 turn ons:
01. Amazing hair.
02. Pretty eyes.
03. A sense of humor.
04. Non-smoker.
3 words that describe my life:
01. Random.
02. Complex.
03. Lonely.
2 things i want to do before i die:
01. Get married & have kids. :)
02. Visit Europe.
1 confession:
-- I am an awful person. | | |
| I don't need friends.
I just need love. I can be independent? | | |
| I really love victoria secret pink bras. They just...are wonderful... Expensive, but wondeful and they make your boobs look fabulous.
Yes... this is a very random blog.. sorry. haha | | |
| could have gone so much better.
Gabe's back. He didn't seem too happy to see me. Then he sprung the news that he may be going away... AGAIN! And I thought the whole plan for this whole freaking summer was to "spend as much time as possible together". Apparently, that's not the plan any longer. And we're not going to be able to spend much time together anymore because he got a job at Napa and that's going to take a lot of his time away and then he has band and a million other minor things going on. I don't mean to complain so much, but I am just upset right now. My grandpa has liver cancer... my mom says it's most likely terminal. I am scared of college more than ever now. My face is breaking out. I have no one online to talk to right now. At work, I've begun to not take shit from any of the customers. .If they are rude to me, I'm just as rude back and I think I'm getting many complaints about me. Like today, there was this old woman who when I gave her change, she somehow managed to drop all 14 cents on the floor. She then refused to pick it up and asked if I could give her some more. When I told her no, she called me a bitch! No lie! And every other customer had a complaint. And before all the complaining customers, I had a lady drop a case of 7up on the floor. Needless to say, it exploded so I put it in a bag and it began to leak all over. Me, being the brilliant creature I am, decided to run the bag to the service desk. However, my brilliant idea was actually quite retarded and I ended up leaving a trail of 7up all the way from register 8 to the K-cafe. David made fun of me for it. I know he was just joking but I honestly felt like crying the whole time I was there. And my shift was only 3 hours! I have not felt this awful about working in awhile. I'm thinking about just calling off tomorrow. There's just a million little things not going right right now. I just want to go to sleep, but alas, I'm too hyped up on mountain dew. Ahhhhh!
And to top off everything else off, I still don't have my Modest Mouse ticket. :( | | |
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