everything is so fucked up now, its seems like every time i walk in the door to my house, im gettin yelled at, every time i go to work, someones got shit to say, every fucking where i go somethin goes on, am i that big of a burden on everyones life? i guess im not fucking cut out for this shit, its sad and it sucks, but its life i guess, i have been thinking alot, about my dad and shit, for ten years now hes been gone, you guys dont understand, i would give my fucking legs away just to see him again, he meant everything to me and its tearing me apart, my parents are fuckin upset with me all the time, i need to move out and get out of there lives i guess, and everyone elses

 im about out of gas and the lite has been on my dash for a while