excited that a brand new year is coming so i can start afresh.

i want to forget all the unhappiness in 2009, forgive everyone that did me wrong, and lose the weight i put on.

target: 1st April 2010. lose: 10kg. New year, new me. and oh, to quit smoking entirely. ;)

work my way to a VW Scirocco, and start my forex trading. need to be extremely focused in the new year!

HUAT AR!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oMo45wN81Rw

Second Chance lyrics
Songwriters: Bassett, Dave Richard; Smith, Brent;

My eyes are open wide
By the way I made it through the day
I watch the world outside
By the way I'm leaving out today

I just saw Haley's Comet, she waved
Said, "Why are you always running in place?"
Even the man in the moon disappeared
Somewhere in the stratosphere

Tell my mother, tell my father I've done the best I can
To make them realize this is my life, I hope they understand
I'm not angry, I'm just saying
Sometimes goodbye is a second chance

Please don't cry one tear for me
I'm not afraid of what I have to say
This is my one and only voice
So listen close, it's only for today

I just saw Haley's Comet, she waved
Said, "Why are you always running in place?"
Even the man in the moon disappeared
Somewhere in the stratosphere"

Tell my mother, tell my father I've done the best I can
To make them realize this is my life, I hope they understand
I'm not angry, I'm just saying
Sometimes goodbye is a second chance

Here is my chance
This is my chance

Tell my mother, tell my father I've done the best I can
To make them realize this is my life, I hope they understand
I'm not angry, I'm just saying
Sometimes goodbye is a second chance
Sometimes goodbye is a second chance
Sometimes goodbye is a second chance

is it possible to fall in love with someone at first sight?

yes it is. i finally experienced that.

is it possible for the 'same someone' to break ur heart after a day?

yes it is. it happened.

then it dawned upon me, that it's 'Love at First Sight': - check e fine print for the concoction: fantasy, denial, wishful thinking, dishonesty, infidelity, stupidity.

usually, anything that seems too good to be true, would be too good to be true, isnt it?

See? we learn something new everyday.

.....

its 6.07am and im still awake. serious case of insomnia tonight.. no amount of red wine can get me to bed. half a bottle. n im still wide awake. boo. im so screwed.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7OTUcE-To9U

My Immortal

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
Because your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I've held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

You used to captivate me
by your resonating light
But now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I've held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you´re gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

i have decided.

i have decided.

there is no turning back.

pls don't call me to give me the 'good' news. pls don't!

i've moved on. totally.

*chants* work hard at gym and at work from now!