i found the reason to stay! about a year ago, i was ranting about my stay in up. why i can't seem to see the light of my getting into up. after 3 years.. i think i now know why. it's been a long time since i last wrote something decent here in my blog. and i mean rally really long time. i know a lot of things already happened since that day i wrote here. and i somehow regre not writing about it. oh well.. but still.. cheers for me! i am now very happy. very very happy. (thanks, baby.) i acually don't know where to start. haha. i just can't believe that i am where i am right now. i remember how i always rant about that friggin' one way love (that eventually turned out to be two way. haha!.) how i always tell myself not to expect anything in return. oh well.. i guess all that ranting paid off. it's bliss for me this time. hmm.. maybe i'll go back to writing here. i want to remember every single day of my life starting april 08, 2008. or maybe not. it's hard to explain in text how i really feel. it's just pure bliss. and though summer, ain't really summer because of chem, and the rain every now and then - it's still one heck of summer lovin'. woot-hoot! can't wait for the rest of my days. i love you, baby! | 
