|i hate loneliness... its a miserable feeling....|
makes u homesick alot.. shucks
|guess wad... i saw the original price of the helmet.... its $500.... dotz... i should have bought the helmet that was selling for $50... crap..... should have known it would be a sales gimmick.... DAMN!!! |
heyhey... guess what i saw this DAMN COOL HELMET ONLINE!!! its so nice lo! looks like some jet fighter helmet eh! hahahaha.. its pretty cheap too! this guy was selling it off at some promo price $8 only!! OMG... but coz its a auction thing.. the price got pushed up to $45.. sianz.. maybe i'll email the fellow directly and buy direct coz i'm very sure that he has alota stocks of this helmet..
its really good lehz.. double visors.. the inner one is for sun! interesting! hahaha.. just dying to get a bike.... i wan my bike! i wan ALL MY GEAR!!!
okies.. claire came in to grumble at me coz i havent been studying.. sighz...
|saw my neighbour cuddling with her bf by accident... -_-" innocent cuddling.. but oh wells.. made me miss having a gf.. went to look at a pic of serene... really wonder if our relationship even existed.. feels so unreal now that so many months have passed.. still feel extreme sadness over it.. but.. i made a promise not to cry about it anymore.. other things to do.. it would be nice to see her smile again tho.. still cannot bring myself to go through our photos.. too much pain.. wonder if she threw away stuff i gave her.. wonder if she still tinks of me sometimes... but then i know that wondering like that would not help at all.. i'm am seriously impressed that i even managed to not call her despite missing her so much.. *proud* i guess in a way i'm loving her in my own way.. thankful for the 5 months with her.. and should just be contented with that.. its really nice that meiting understands how i feel.. coz i tink she loves grace just as much as i love/loved serene... (the whole crashes down around you feeling) but then u must have the strength of soul to pick up the pieces and rebuild everything again...|
have a paper tml.. but.. wierdly.. totally unafraid of it.. no nerves at all.. although thats a 50-50 chance i might fail tml's paper coz i'm so unprepared.. lolz.. alot of things that u can infer from the exam question that i duno about.. sighz.. its gonna be hell tml..
okay enuf about the pessimistic stuff... here's good stuff to think about.. my motorbike license! yes i'm going ahead with it despite lotsa violent objections from 90% of my frens, negative feedback from 9%, warnings from 0.5% and.. FINALLY support from the remaining 0.5%!!
been reading quite a few good blogs such as mr brown's and mr miyagi's.. honestly.. i tink xiaxue's one is becoming trashy... sighz.. but good entertainment value tho.. so turning to other places like mrbrown's.. oh yes they did a podcast with Pam Oei! she's hilarious!! i really want to go watch her mini performance 'Pamdemonium' on 28th April.. but shit lo.. got exam paper on the 2nd of May so no go... crap..
|grace's grandma passed away.. and i cant go to the wake coz of the bloody exams.. another problem.. cant find anyone to go with me.. wish she was stil with me.. wonder if she wanted to know since she did meet grace's grandma..|
feel really bad that there doesnt seem to be anything i can do for my buddy... hate the helpless feeling.. at least she has meiting.. so it aint too bad... will call her agn soon to see how things are
exams.. are terrible.. i'm panicking.. i tink i am.. haha.. never study at all.. now i shall mug like hell.. just want a pass lo.. dun really care about the grades anymore... *shrugz*