YO.SCHOOL IS KILLING ME...

heya! school is pretty much building pressure on me right now and i am about to explode any minute from now! LOL. this weeks been pretty hectic with several things due like my eng lit report, my eapp questionnaire, econ test!( dont even talk about it)and math assignment, constantly on the roll minds burstin, blood rising, heart racing IM DYING. haha i just cant wait for school to be over and i can start chillin in the hols, make up for all that quality time wtih family and ppl !im all set to go for some stroll in the beach in miami! tick tock tick tock!

skls been about drama, fun and just study study study and todays sat so 1 more day and hello hellhole again!i jsut hope i dont go into a nervous breakdown all of a sudden! :S

talk soon ppl i needa GO AND READ PSYCHOLOGY.FML.

xxxx

2 more days to sweeeeeeeeet freedom. cant wait for the summer tocomeeeee!

charcoals new videos up go watch it:)

<3

HEYAAA

its been a LONG

long

LONG

long

LONG

 long

time since i last blogged. 5 years to be exact? haha yeah... alot has been happening in the last few years and its time blog on here again.

newaz... the last 2 days jsut happened reallli fast and now i've bought myself  a black lab pup.hehehe hes gna be called charcoal cute ayee??haha but how i wished charcoal had more of his moms look slimmer and prettier.. but hes got this wrinkly snout and small eyes like his dad.but oh well.. we ll see how it goes cuz right now hes just 40 days yearsss old.weeeeee.but hes huge now like the normal mini size dogs so yeah... imagine him in 5 months?-0.0 crap.. would i even be able to walk him without having to get pulled by him and trying to run after that big old boy...:Swhatever. I CANT WAIT TILL I GET MY HANDS ON HIM. too bad he has to be caged for the next few months till hes got his booster shots taken.and that cage is pretty far away from my room too:(damn.....

time for some animal lovin'.

will post his pics up asap ppl.

laterxxx

Its a big girl world now. Full of big girl things.

And every day I wish I was small 

 I've been counting on nothing

But He keeps giving me His Word 

 And I am tired of hearing myself speak.

Do you get weary? Do you ever get weak? How do you dream

when you can't fall asleep?

I've been wondering what you're thinking

And if you liked my dress tonight.

Would you still say you loved me

Under this ordinary moonlight 

 I'm so afraid of what you'll say.

 I used to think I was special 

 And only I have proved me wrong

I thought I could change the world with a song

 But I have ended up in India

With no map to guide me home 

The strangest place I think I've ever been

And all this time 

 I thought that we were friends 

But my stubborn will is learning to bend