hah, surprising, there are still people reading..

been through quite abit since i started working, & its not only wk related experiences..

xian zai xiang qi lai, hai ting lei de...
ke shi wo xiang, ni men liang, yin gai bi wo gen lei cai shi ba?
dui ba?

xi wang ni neng kan dao zhe xie..
bu shi cun cui, bu shi gu yi, to hui ni de..
shi zai shi...

ni zhi dao ma, wo zhi dao de, ke neng bi ni xiang wo, huo xiang wo zhi dao de, hai lai de duo..
wo bu zi ren wo wan quan liao jie dao di shi zen me yi hui shi, dan wo zhi dao..

hen duo shi qing fa shen zai wo sheng shang, zai wo zhou wei de ren sheng shang;
wo zi si de xuan ze le zou le zui jian dan de lu; jiu xian ge zhe, guo duan ri zi, cai rang zi ji yu bie ren lai jie jue wen di..

bu yi ding shi zui hao de fang fa; yin wei si hu, hu lue le ni, ye hui rang ni nan guo..
jie kou shi rang ni you duo dian shi jian xian jing xia lai ba..
dui bu qi, zi si de zuo fa, ke qing ni yuan liang wo,
wo si hu you dao xiang ni xiang gan she me sha shi zhi lei de di bu... shi zai hen nan guo, bu hao shou;
dan zhi dao ni yi zhi deng zhe wo de hui ying, yin gai ye bu hao shou, ni ye yi ding hen nan guo, hen xing ku ba, dui bu dui, wo de hao peng you... dui bu qi, wo zhi dao zhe ci zhen de mei shen me yong, dan qing ni yuan liang wo de zi si~

wo yi ran zai hu ni, zhi shi you dian bu zhi suo cuo; bu zhi dao zi ji neng zen me bang ni...

e other day, wanted to blog, cuz i finally felt better aft all e crap..
e day was v.nice, beautiful..
i seriously dunno why hens dun like taking e 'open-air' route to work;
i hate air-cons...

so beautiful, e sun, so warm.. it juz felt so refreshing; like somehow i've been couped up at wk, & finally, i feel like i'm breathing again~ it was that beautiful..

den suddenly, e crap abt andy (my colleague) came.. another one, to be sacrificed.. who'll be next? its scary..
tt juz spoilt my day, kinda ruin everything; cuz, he felt like my dad to me..
not like he was really kind to me, but he juz felt like my dad- & e thought of my dad, how and what he must have gone through when he lost his job, is nw happening on another man-of-the-house..
ppl have kids, a family u know.. & i was suppose to write his salary slip, freak.....

i've been using e forbidden word i used to nvr say i e past; er cuz it sounds rough, vulgar.. but oh wells; sometimes i surprise even myself..

off today, needa do quite abit of stuff, but alright; i'm off~
& i'm gonna take a break soon.. i used to nvr be able to really do tt, to go away~
or maybe, i've alwayz been away, somewhere; juz pretended tt i was there, for sm reason.. i'm talkin crap le, hai..
wen...

tears~

hao shang xin, hao nan guo, mei ren dong..

ben yi wei, zuo tian ku le hui mei shi;
dan kan ni zhe yang, wo zen me ren xin ku de chu lai..
mei de da ku yi chang, si hu hen xin ku...
zhen de hen xin ku... hao xi wang you ren neng bao zhe wo, rang wo ku..
di yi ci, zhe me de jing zhang, ba zi ji gei nong kua le;
wo zhi dao bu neng fang qi, dan hen xin ku, si hu wo bu neng ji xu le...
hao xiang rang da zhuan yan jian jiu jie su.
rang wo ma mu zai gong zuo, shi wu, peng you dang zhong ba...
wo lei le..
bu xiang ji xu du le, yi hou ye hao..
rah..

zui jin hen shang xin, da jia, yin gai ye hen nan liao jie..
ta, ta, ta ah, yin gai kan de chu.. dan ta ye bu zhi dao yao zen me bang wo ba..
bao bei, xie xie ni~
xie xie ni pei wo, rang wo zai ni shen bian,
xie xie ni suo gei wo de yi qie, xie xie ni de ti liang.. xie xie, xie xie
mei you ni wo zen me ban...

sheng ri yao dao le, zai kao shi qi jian du guo sheng ri, zhen tao yan.
rah...
jin nian de sheng ri, si hu, bu hui na me de kai xin.. hao la, bie shuo le..
kao wan le, zai qing zhu ba; wo bu ji jiao zhe xie..

kai xin dian..

your very existence makes my dreams beautiful, goals meaningful and life, wonderful~

took that off e fren's nick, yup. but i really like it, dunno why.. hao..
wen's blog de music, very nice.. hah, it has kinda become my judebox; keep refreshin e pg juz to listen to e song.. muz force him to send me.. e past er, 2weeks, dou guo e man kai xin e ba.. esp this past week.. hahz. um wanted to blog everything down, to rmb, but guess there's too much to say, too much to write.. hah dont think i can put it in words le ba, umm jiu ji zai xin li jiu hao.. hao, jiu zhe yang..
was talkin to jieyi during e grad ceremony, and she suggested smth.. hai, hao xiang qu.. ke bu xiang qian na me duo ren, ren qing.. speakin of grad ceremony, um, hai man gan dong de.. =]
was at xiaoyi's place today. oh my, when am i gonna recover.. zhen shi de.. ohoh, and we've quite a no. of activities planned for e few post-exam days b4 they depart on their trip..... >< i wanna go.... *roar*
hai, umm, zui jin hen duo ren dou hen guan xin wo.. hen gan dong.. zhen de hen gan dong.. jiu gan dao hen xin wei.. ke bu zhi dao wei shen me, tong shi ye gan dao hen shang xin.. bu zhi dao.. hao xiang lei si yao si le, ran hou, you you hen duo fang bu kai de dong xi; bu xiang li kai de ren.. hai, nan guo.. ms ong, rang wo hen gan dong, you hen xiang ku.. hai. zhen shi de..

~xue hui fang kai, rang yi dian; bu na me zi si le.. dan, dang wo kai shi fang qing song, yi wei yi qie you le hao zhuan de ji xiang shi... ni you rang wo kai shi huai yi ni de xing wei, ju zhi, xing ge.. hen bu liao jie ni. hai.. nan guo, dang zhe ci zi ji si hu mei na me ji jiao le; zhi shi xiang yuan li ni yi dian..~

wo jia zhuang ting bu dao, kan bu jian.
xuan ze bu shuo hua..
yao bu ran, wo ke neng wu fa xiang ni yi yang ren shou,
kong zhi zhu zi ji.
jue de zi ji hen kong bu; shou bu liao zhe yang de zi ji..
ben lai xiang zhao ge jie kou li qu-
yin wei kan bu dao, wo ke neng hai bi jiao hao guo-
ke zui zhong hai shi liu xia le..
hen tao yan.

xin you dian tong, wo xiang shi bao ying ba..
wo you shi zhe gai, ke neng ni kan bu dao,
ke neng bu gou..
dan da duo shi hou, wo ye bu neng shuo shen me,
yin wei wo wan quan bu xiang can yu, qu zhi dao.
... bu yao li wo, bu yao cai wo, bu yao rang wo zhi dao-
yin wei wo gen ben jiu bu xiang.
wo, jiu shi na me de zi si.
fang shou..

wo de bu yue wan quan de xie zai lian shang,
wo yan shi bu liao, dui bu qi;
ke neng zai nu li xie jiu bu na me ming xian, ...
ke shi xin hao tong, ban bu dao.
you zai ci, qing ni yuan liang wo

nuo ruo, zi si, wu chi, li yong, shi wang

zai ta huai li ku le,
ren bu zhu, zhi dong de bao zhe ta ku.
xin hen tong; wo hao zi si-hao xiang gai bu liao, mei na me wei da-
wo zuo bu dao, rong ru duo yi ge ren.
hao, jiu bu yao li wo, zhe zi si de jia huo
wo zhi dong de rang bie ren nan guo.

gao su ta wo hao xiang fei, dang wo de kong jie, li kai zhe li;
zhi shao, duo le ge di fang rang wo bi yi bi, cang qi e lie de zi ji..

lei de, bu zhi suo cuo de, ying gai bu zhi ni yi ge ren ba? hai, wo cai xiang shi...
wei rao zhe wo de na xie fan nao, dan xin, kun huo, bu zhi shi wei le "ta", yi ren er yi..

shi wo, shi ta, hai shi wo men liang ren, ba ni gao de na me lei, na me nan guo?
zhi dao ni de bu yue, ni de shang xin; wo gan dao hen can kui, hen wu zhu..
hao xiang pei ni ku, hao xiang zi ji neng che di de liao jie ni...

yao shi yi qie dou shi yin wo de wu zhi, wo de hu lue, gao su wo;
wo ke yi shi zhe li kai..
sui ran wo cen shuo guo wo zuo bu dao, dan zhi yao ni neng kai xin yi dian,
wo ke yi shi zhe zhe me zuo...

wo ke neng mei shuo chu lai, ke neng ni wang ji le,
dan ji shi wo de ju dong bu rang ni na me ren wei
qing ni yuan liang suo you de wu hui, suo you wo de zi si,
zhi xiang dui ni shuo, ni yong yuan yong yuan
dui wo lai shuo, dou hui yi zhi hen zhong yao..

bu yao huai yi wo, zhen de bu ke yi
wo hui shou bu liao..

dui bu qi, dui ni fa le dian pi qi, shen qi le...
wo zhen de hen bu hao shou..
ke neng dui ni shuo de hua, te bie zai yi..
ke neng shi wo bu neng ren shou zhi ze, bu neng ren shou dui wo de bu xing ren
ke neng shi wo tai ren xing

dou shi wo bu hao, qing bu yao guai ni zi ji..

ni dou shi wei wo hao...

bu ren shi wo, ni ke neng hui kuai le dian, bu shi ma?
ni you zai hou hui ma..?
xin hen tong, hu xi you dian kun nan;
bi qian tian kan dian ying shi hai yao xin ku yi bai bei ba..
na, gen ben bu suan she me..

you xiang dui ni shuo na san ge zi le, dan ni yin gai bu xiang ting ba.
wo yin gai duo liao jie ni de...