| Soo the beautiful Raina can't get on to this Xanga anymore.. so she has made a new one.
raina_owns_you
so add it biiitches!!
iloveyouraina!!
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| I'm fcking bored as hell.
Damn it. |
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| So this weekend was a total bore.
I was sad that he wasn't at school on friday so I gave him his gift after school, but he was sick so I couldn't stay there long. =(
All I've been doing is sitting around watching TV. I feel like a bum, I need to do something. Yep.
Loveyoulikewoah. <3
Raina |
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| God, I like him so much.
I feel terrible for jumping to such conclusions... I knew he had a better reason. I knew he wouldn't just do something like that to me, I just read into it way too far and I didn't know what I was thinking. I guess I was just so surprised that someone that perfect could ever have any intrest in me that I thought it wasn't even real.
I could have sworn that it was all just a dream, that didn't happen to me.
I only hope that It will work out now... I really felt so miserable without him.
It will be all worthwhile in the end.
"be still my heart,
This could be a brand new start, with you.
And it will be clear,
If I wake up and you're still here with me."
Love, Raina. |
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| So today was such a great day. I felt so loved at school and I was happy everyone liked my balloons and chocolate. I wanted to do something special for the people that I care about so much, and I know care a lot about me also.
And then after school Kendra took Me, Monet, Charlotte, Sara, and Catherine out to eat at Ruby Tuesday's and I had such an amazing time. I was really dissapointed we missed Rachel though but I did get to see her later! Which was a relief cause I really wanted to see her. But yeah, thank you guys for everything you did for me today, and how happy you truly made me feel. We need girls night out more often! I love you all so effing much I wish I had a stronger word to use! lol. <3xforever.
I don't want it to end...
just happy birthday one last time...
Raina.
"I don't know where your going and I don't know why, but listen to your heart, before you tell him goodbye."
xoxo |
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