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Finally, I'm updating my blog again!!! My aunt, uncle and cousins just went back to the states and tml my vietnam friend, Hip, will be visiting Singapore. The last time I saw my aunt, uncle and cousins was 4 years ago and my 2 cousins was only 3 and 5 years old then. They have both grown quite abit. Hmm... I'm getting old liao wor... I'll be resuming my lessons on 12/9/06. One and a half mth more to go... Phuket trip on 24/8/06... yeah... so excited... got to enjoy myself to the fullest cos once school starts, it is going to be a really really tough year... Six modules and a final year project to handle.. sadx... Besides the visiting of relatives and friends, I also got to make deliveries for my dad. Tough job!!! The things are really heavy, too heavy even for a guy, so much less for a ger. Lots of deliveries to make due to the lunar 7th mth. Arghhhhhh...... Muscle aches..... Fatigue..... Ooh... my bed... here I come........................

"No one falls in love by choice, it is by CHANCE. No one stays in love by chance, it is by WORK. And no one falls out of love by chance, it is by CHOICE."

Current mood: Peaceful

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Yawnz... I'm so tired... Going to Xianghao's place for steamboat dinner tonite... time to relax and de-stress... Been having alot of problems with dear recently... Finished a 1000 piece puzzle in 2 days (record) and also did a 300 piece puzzle... dunno why I love doing puzzles so much... hahaz... going to start on another 1000 piece puzzle next week... but of course at the same time, I have to quickly finish up my little surprise for dear... hope he will like it... I'm having muscle aches now... arghhh... pain... no choice... got to work hard... sobz sobz...  thats all for now... brain dead liaoz...

"Love is when all you care about is that one person, no one could hurt you more and yet no one can make you happier."

Current mood: Super tired but relaxed at last

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Yipee... Finally the exams are over... Last paper was on wednesday and I've been out playing non-stop... Exhausted... Whew!!! Aint going to think about the results... I've done my best and the rest is not up to me anymore... I've got lots of plans for my super long holiday... Going to sign up for some courses and at the same time, I've got to work out at the gym and swimming pool... Been a long time since I last worked out due to the examinations... Got to catch up with some old frens and sisters as well... got to find some time to do some shopping as well since its been a long time since I last went shopping... Yipee... with so much things to do on my hands... I'm sure its enough to keep me busy til the start of my last yr of uni life...

I'm now at dear's place... Enjoying the sweetness of love... He's out to work now and I'm waiting for him to come home... Sometimes I think, can we really find a guy who calls us beautiful instead of hot, who calls us back when we hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to our heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch us sleep... should we wait for the boy who kisses our forehead, who wants to show us off to the world when we are in sweats, who holds our hand in front of his friends, who thinks we're just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding us of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have us.... The one who turns to his friends and says, "that's her." Keep looking... I'm sure all the gd gers out there will find their other half some day...

As for now... all the best to all my friends who have not finished their exams... Gd Luck to all of you... And for those who have graduated... Congratulations... ^_^

Today is Zhongwei's birthday... a 9-yrs buddy of mine... Happy Birthday to you, my buddy... *Muacks*

"Love? It's kind of complicated, but I'll tell you this... the second you're willing to make yourself miserable to make someone else happy, that's love right there"

Current mood: Bored and super tired

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Arghhh... I miss all my frens... I miss late nite outings, drinking, walk-the-dog, suppers, talk-cock sessions and so on............ But where the hell am I now? Mugging in sch since 9am... sobz sobz... no life... Woke up at bloody 6am today but cant get back to sleep after sending little sister to school... haiz... so end up eating early breakfast lor... what did I had??? Hmm... oh ya... I had cereal with no added sugar and low fat milk... taste like... er... nothing... basically its tasteless... but I still ate it... healthy breakfast mah... after that bath le come sch for uol revision workshop lor... sickening... the lecturer was like a player... super boring... making it even harder for me to pay attention to what he was saying... oh... think I say sharon osh in sch today... nt sure if it was her... but she was to far for me to call out to... realise haven met up with them for quite some time also le... miss those good old days when we will rock in my car... haiz... well... initial plan for today was to come for lesson at 9am - 5pm then do assignment in sch then meet dear for dinner... at least there's one thing for me to look forward to at the end of the day... which is dinnertime... but even that has been taken away from me... cos he deserted me for his frens... sobz sobz... he's going to his colleague's hse instead... though he called to ask me but I cant possibly insist in him having dinner with me mah... though abit sad... alright... I mean though very sad but still... no choice lor... I'm not so unreasonable one lor... we can always go out another day... but the only motivation to keep me going for the day is gone... so now u know why I'm blogging right? haiz... simply cant concentrate on the assignments... Miss him so much... the only thing to look forward to now is his call... hopefully he will call... if nt I'm gonna be REALLY upset... got to start mugging again... Aghhh............

"If I could have 3 wishes, I wouldn't wish for the stars, the moon, the riches and this life. But for 25 hours a day, 8 days a week, and 13 months a year to spend a longer time with you."

Current mood: Bored, stressed and tired

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I'm back... frm vietnam... when was I back??? Hmm... let me think... its been 3 wks already... wahaha... no time for blogs... so many things have happened... good times bad times, I'm so lucky to have all my frens and my dear with me... I know I'm not alone... ever since I'm back frm vietnam, I spend my nites with dear and his little darling... like a little happy family... really hope I can put down all my responsibilities and burdens and be with them happily... but I know its not possible, at least not in the near future... After leading a family-like life for almost a wk, I saw her... for the first time... the co-owner of the house dear lived in... She went back to get some stuff...

Frm then on, I stop spending my nites there... just dun feel like going there anymore... though I hate going home and miss dear's hugs at nite but I know we will someday have a home to call our own and spend every single day with each other... Now, dear's house is up for rent and he's moving back to his mum's place...  I think this is the best solution cos the rental will help dear financially too and only 2 person live in a five-room flat so its kind of a waste and the monthly maintenance fees and charges can be rather tedious... hopefully everything can be settled soon...

On 19/3/06, me, jac, jac's sis, qiuyan, kav, justin, chris, edmund, ian and chengjie went rollerblading at ecp... dear of course went with me la... hahaz... we even bought our own blades... so now we can go blading anytime we want... even midnight blading... ^_^

I'm now doing assignments still and waiting for dear to call... miss him so much... haven seen him for three days already... take away sleeping time, eating time and working time, we haven seen each other for more than 24 hrs already... sobz sobz... brain freeze liao... cant think of anything except him... no choice... still got to go back to hitting the books... arghhhhh....

"Opposites attract, but after marriage, opposites attack. Most of the time, we are attracted to people who don't have the things that we have. Incompatibility is why we get married, but it's also used as a reason to divorce. Incompatibility is just a lack of communication. If we just try to love [our spouse] the way we want to be loved, we are in trouble. Unless you communicate, it's difficult to know how to love another person."